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FEMINIZED SISSY SLAVE LAURA
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Some years ago, I became interested in the fantasy of Forced Feminization. For
me it was just a sort of game and I was fortunate enough to find a few
Dominant men and women to indulge this fantasy game with me.
Then
I met Mistress Jade, and she soon taught me that the real thing was
much better than any fantasy game. I discovered within myself that true
submission was giving up all control, and obeying instantly without
question. I agreed to submit totally to Mistress Jade and become her
Feminized Sissy Slave.
Mistress
Jade demanded I dress in female clothes every day, be subjected to
restrictive Bondage restraints, and if I disobeyed, or failed to please,
there would be the harshest of punishments.
To humiliate me, I was forced to wear adult Diapers and be treated as a
Sissy Baby. I was also locked into a steel Chastity cage and told that I
would not be permitted any sexual pleasure. I don't know what I hated
the most, the Diapers or the Chastity device, but Mistress informed me
that both these things would now be permanent. With each passing day I
sunk deeper and deeper into a life of Feminized Sissy Slavery.
Eventually,
Mistress demanded I undergo Sissy Cock Sucking Training, and I must
learn to give myself sexually to Dominant men and to other Sissies. I
must learn to provide oral and anal sex on demand, to submit as a sex
slave. Mistress was insistent that this was the way to become a real
Sissy Slave. This was the point where I wanted to back out, it had been
fun up until then, but the thought of sucking cocks and having men fuck
me was a lot further than I thought this would ever go.
It was time for me to make a
decision, was I a real Submissive Sissy Slave, or just another bullshit
game player? I told Mistress Jade that I knew in my heart and in my
mind, that I really did want to be a Feminized Sissy Slave, but I worry
that people will find out about me, and I would be so humiliated if any
of my friends or family found out I was a Sissy Baby Slave and Slut.
Mistress Jade told me that all
Sissies must eventually be Displayed in public, humiliated and exposed
for all to see, and I should learn to accept being humiliated because
that was a part of what it means to be a Sissy.
I agreed, of my own free will,
to submit to Mistress Jade and obey her, no matter what she demanded of
me. She demanded I give her all the postal address and emails of all
my friends and family, and if I ever tried to back out or change my
mind, then she would send some very humiliating photos to everyone I
knew. Mistress Jade was insistent that there must be no escape for me,
no way to get out of this, and if I truly wanted to be her Feminized
Sissy Slave, then it must be permanent.
Once I knew I couldn't back out
or change my mind, it became easy to just accept myself as a full time
Sissy Slave, Sissy Baby, and soon to be a Sissy Cock sucking Slut and
whore.
The final stage of my
Feminization was to be Displayed, Humiliated and Exposed all over the
Internet. Mistress had a lot of photos of me, and she liked to edit
them, adding words to make the most humiliating photos that she could. I
was ordered to post these photos all over the Internet, and I did obey
her, but often I would panic about who might see these photos and I
would remove them. This did not please Mistress Jade and I suffered
many a harsh whipping from her. I was told to make a Yahoo profile
called tranzlaura and with this profile I had to join a dozen Sissy
groups and post photos in them all. Then I gave the password of my
profile to Mistress Jade, and she deleted the profile. All the photos
remained there, and I could go and look at them with a new profile, but I
could never delete the photos. It was such a strange feeling to know
those photos can never be deleted.
After that, it just spread.
Mistress Jade found a lot of people on the Internet and she got them to
post photos of me with their promise that they never be removed. Now
there are hundreds, maybe thousands of photos all over the Internet and I
cannot get them removed.
Then one day Mistress Jade told
me she had been offered a very high paying job and she would be moving
300 miles away. I did think for a brief moment that this could be my
chance to stop being a Sissy Slave, but Mistress informed me that she
would continue to control me over the Internet and she would come her to
visit every few weeks and continue my Feminization and Slavery. I was
told not to attempt to remove any photos from the Internet, and I must
continue to live a life as a Sissy Slave. I had agreed that my
Feminization should be permanent and that must never be changed. Any
attempt by me to return to my old life would result in Mistress Jade
sending photos to everyone I knew. Even from a distance, I would be
under her control.
Mistress Jade is now looking on
the Internet to find me a new Mistress, or her preference is for a very
strict Dominant Master. When she finds someone, I will be given to
them and become their Sissy Slave, and they in return must assure
Mistress Jade that I will remain a Sissy Slave for the rest of my life.
To assist in this process I have been ordered to continue to post
humiliating photos of myself on as many sites as I can. I must be
humiliated and exposed and hopefully someone will like the photos enough
to take me as their full time Feminized Sissy Baby Slave, and Sissy
Slut for life.
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Posted on : Sep 16, 2011
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