In my precious relation I realy got to know the ultimate plessures of good sex (with the same girl). But now it's been FREAKING!!! over Three months sinds I've got to experience this lustfull play of lovers... And all those girls are looking GOOD! Ah the idea of a naked beautifull lady lying next to me the moment I wake up, someone who staid the night, with me, trustingly she fell asleep in my arms while I smoke a cig and enjoy the beauty lying besides me... Ok i'm a little frustrated, but still you can't rush into these kind of things, I've gotten the chance of sleeping with a girl, but I had to decline, I couldn't do it to her, she was so in love with me. It would break her heart and trust if i'd left her alone after that night and i'd have to tell her I only needed her to get laid. So I went home to sleep, contemplating about the fact that you just past booty, I'm now realy gratefull, 'cause I now what I want now,

A crazy lady who's as mellow as a jazzy bassline, a cuty who knows how to make me feel fine

A foxy lady who knows the word devine, a sexy lady, that know's i'll never decline

guess I've got to raise my standards 'cause I didn't realy feel attracted to her, but I'm glad we now can still be friends,

without any awkward tensions in the air :D but my chivalerie didn't solve my frustrations that's for sure...

I just need to find a nice girl who want's to have some fun and is open, 'cause I can't find any of those around here.

ah well maybe I'll meet someone at the rock-festival i'm going to for 4 days, let's hope for the best! And maybe I'll get lucky!

and if I don't I'll blaze myself happy and my frustrations will be gone... for a while...