i've been really getting into being a paypig the last week and a half now....so far, i'e already thrown 2100 dollars down the toilet, some of it literally...between here and a couple other sites, my pathetic ass has sent 6 superior Men cash.....one of them even knows my name now, seeing as my e-mail was included in the transfer...He says i have to send him something every week now or he'll call my work...the hottest one so far though was the one guy....he made me go to the bank and get a stack of 20 dollar bills...he made my stupid ass cam for him while i took a shit...then he had me wipe with the money....each time i had to bend over and show him my hole and if he thought it was still 'dirty' (which it wasn't) i had to wipe again....by the end of it there was 220 dollars in the toilet and i flushed it all....

i can't believe i seem to want to ruin myself like this... i know that if any of those guys had demanded every last cent, i would've given it to them...the 2100 i've spent already is money i don't really have to spend either...but it gets my useless little dicklet hard...does anyone else feel like ruining me?