I am writing to document a new and intense experience I had this morning, July 4th.

I have been edging myself at least twice a day, sometimes more, for the last 5 days for a lovely, sweet, wonderful girl.  Of course, my cock and balls being Her property, I would never betray Her by sneaking in an orgasm without express permission but... the daily edging leaves me in a state of near constant arousal and there is a dull ache in my balls, on and off, throughout the day. 

This morning when I edged again for Her, I swear I almost wept as I neared the point of no return and then stopped.  As I sat, feeling so close but denying the orgasm, cock dripping and throbbing with a life of its own, I opened a picture She sent me. 

I gazed at her lovely face knowing I would have done anything, positively anything, for Her in that moment.  I imagined her allowing me to worship her pussy, taking in her taste and scent, and then licking her lovely little asshole as enjoyed Her own orgasm, and that helped me feel better, thinking of providing Her pleasure even if I was allowed none...

The curious, and most intense, part of the experience is that my need at that point was not to finish myself, but instead to do absolutely anything to please Her.  It was just so very intense and overwhelming in that moment...  

If anyone has any feedback, advice, or input, especially if you have been on the on the giving or recieving end of repeated stimulation and denial, I welcome your thoughts.

Thank you,and Happy 4th of July everyone!