As a tranny fag and wannabe bimbo, i dont believe in equality. I found that out in school. Its a dog eat dog world. Might makes right, and im weak. The top dogs are smart, the have strong wills, and focus n stuff. I have neither. i just wanna look sexy, and get laid lol. So yah im a loser, i admit it.

For awhile tho i tried to act all tough an shit. Strutting aroung with a curled lip grin, thinking i was a bad boi, street smart, all that. Dressed up in heeled cowboy boots, painfully tight jeans, tucked in shirt open all the way and big, fluffy hair. To me this was dead sexy, still is, but everyone just laughed at me. All except the old fags who saw me for the slut i am, and would lead me away, fuck my mouth and slip me some money. The few times i tried to act up, a few slaps or a raised fist would send me off whimpering.

I remember this one time, at a gay club, i was impressing three new guys one afternoon. I was wearing makeup by now, a nice bronzer, a pink gloss that made my lips really pouty, lotsa mascara. My jeans so tight i culdnt sit up, but slouched, thumbs in my belt, my shirt knotted on my chest. I was going on and on, grinnin cool, about havin been there, done that. The guys thought i owned the place, wide eyed, laughin at every joke.

Then a fourth guy came in. I could see this was an alpha straight up, muscled up, acting like he owned the place. He was a friend of the others, newbie like them, but very secure and aggressive-acting. So hot. I just went all quiet, and he didn't even look at me.

But then the others turned his attention to me, saying how cool and tough i seemed to em. And i thought i was gonna teach the newbie something. But he just looked at me, and said i'd look better on my knees in the restroom, suckin them all off. The others probably thought i'd tell him him off, but i was reminded of the cool sports guys at school. I was just happy he didn't beat me up. So i just squeaked and giggled stupidly, my knees weak with fear and exitement. I tinckled a few drops of wee in my jeans as he led me to the toilets.

I was their bitch all weekend, and all four fucked me good. Then they dropped me like spoiled food, provin i was bottom of the chain.