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Hello, I’m Kim or kimmy to my friends, Thanks for taking time to read my blog.
I thought I would start with giving you some information about me.
I’m 19 years old, I am never racist or judgemental to anyone; I would describe myself a kind, gentle, fun loving girl, who is honest, caring and polite.
I go to university in England and study law, I am just starting my second year.
My father is American and lives in Boston, and my mother is English and lives in Surrey, England.
I live with my mother most of the year "When I’m not at my university accommodation" However I visit and stay my father for 2 to 3 months every year in the good old USA.
I’m a very girly girl, I love pink and try to dress feminine all of the time now with ribbons and stuff again however it has taken a long time for me to be able to do this again after my attack. "I will explain this in more detail to you later" .
I have no boyfriend, just no time with my study’s and my lifestyle, and to be honest I’m still not ready for that type of relationship just yet.
I dislike nude, crude, images of girls that makes us all look cheap and people who think that we are all sluts, Please believe me when I tell you, WE ARE NOT!.
I love chatting to nice people, music, Poems, Wildlife programs, Chick flicks, The Twilight saga, a good book, and running. I belive in and love God, I also try to run 4 miles every morning, I love running, it’s the only time I really feel free, My head is clear and my mind is at peace.
Ok, enough about me, I get a lot of people asking me why I am on this site!
Well it’s a long story which in parts has been very hard for me to write for you however without the full information I don’t think you will understand me.
It started for me with a night out with the girls that lead to a huge debate about guys. This in turn lead to myself disagreeing with the majority of my friends comments, which finally ending up with me being asked to my money where my mouth was and prove them wrong.
So here I am.
Ok my friends that night were saying that guys only like nude pictures of girls and that we are just meat to them, all they want is to get us into bed for their own pleasure, to use us as an object they can pray on and disregard as they wish.
I don’t agree with that, that’s harsh, I remember saying, not all guys are like that, and most guys are not, I belive that most guys are kind, gentle, and loving, however I was reminded that I was the victim of a violent rape 3 years ago when I was just 16 by a guy I knew for years.
It was the worst moment of my life. I was absolutely terrified, he hurt me physically and mentally in a way only a girl can understand.
When he had finished, he left me badly beaten, and distraught. Within a day after I left the hospital I broke down mentally and was put back in hospital.
Today I'm still trying to heal. I'm still terrified to go places alone. Even after 3 years I still suffer from flashbacks.
(For more detailed information on this horrific attack and how it affects real lives please read my blog entry after this one at the bottom of this page)
I have to lay some blame on the internet and porn industry for stereo typing girls and making us look cheap and freely available, glamorising rape with pictures and videos, is this why some guys think no means yes?? My attacker admitted in court that he watched glam rape videos.
How can someone, anyone, enjoy another’s pain and suffering?, thats just evil.
Today even children can go on line and view glam rape pornography pics, Girls tied up, being tortured, acted out video rape scenes, and all this freely available for an impressionable Childs eyes who will one day become a man. What values for Girls will he have when he grows up?
Indeed what values would a young girl have for herself when she grows up subjected to this type of content? Whatever happened to Ladies, Gentlemen, Respect, and Love?
I’m not saying we should all stop having sex, not at all, that’s just silly, I’m just referring to the way we are being lead to believe this is now normal and acceptable to show this type of rape content which in my oppinion is the gutter of humanity.
I say No its not, but I guess everyone is entitled to an opinion.
Anyway moving on, I also believe girls look stunning with their clothes on. So in a hope that I can at least make a small contribution to showing that girls are so much more than objects "and prove my friends wrong" I decided to start the prom night.
When I cast my mind back to my prom I remembered how pretty everyone was, "including me lol," so I now ask for permission to show girls in prom from all over that agree with me on this issue.
I get most if not all of these pictures sent to me through email. I have received some lovely comments from girls and guys which kind of makes it all worthwhile.
"Girls, if you do see your picture here in my files and you have not given permission for it to be on this site please email me at kimpromlover@hotmail.co.uk with the file name, page number, Picture ID. I will remove it as soon as I receive your request ASAP."
I know I’m only 19 and that my life experience is very limited. and I am sure some guys here will hate me for my views calling me all sorts of horrid names, to them I’d like to say," Please don’t be mean to me, just ignore me, I will never bother you.
“However if I don’t try to do this I will feel a bit like a hypocrite" Does that make any sense at all, I do hope so?
I’m not sure how long I will stay on image fap, I guess I will just take it one day at a time and see what happens.
Well I hope you agree with me if even in a small way, "If you do please leave me a message of support or become a fan here on my profile", "trust me I need it from time to time", however if you don’t, Thank you for your time to read my views!.
I Hope this helps you a little to understand why I am here, God bless you all take care and enjoy life, Kim xx
If you would like to chat with me about this or any other thing please don’t hesitate to link up with me. I’m very approachable and never rude.
However if I don’t like something you say, I will let you know in a nice way of course.
Lots of love, Kimmy xx
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