I never thought that we would end up like so many other middle aged couples, growing slowly apart and seeking our pleasures with other partners. In some ways i guess it was inevitable. ive always felt that my beautiful wife was more woman than i deserved. men were always flirting with her and she was always the center of attention at parties. I had gotten so insecure that it affected my performance in the bedroom. sometimes i wouldnt be able to get it up and on others i couldnt cum. i kept envisioning all those men who flirted with her having mind blowing sex with her, the kind i could never give her.

Things really started going south when jesse smith joined our firm. he was a tall extremely handsome black godlike figure of a man , and he knew it. outwardly , he was friendly and outgoing, but inside he was a true cocks man, who gave no quarter to any husband who was foolish enough to let their wives get to know him. he fucked a lot of married white women and didnt hesitate to let us know.  To say that i wasnt concerned about my wife falling for his black charms would be a lie. I knew it would be impossible to keep her from meeting him. at our first cocktail party, he made the rounds with most of the wives, but spent most of the time getting to know my wife

 I watched them like a hawk, but nothing appeared to be wrong. when we got home she couldnt stop talking about him, how he grew up poor, how he got a football scholarship to harvard, how he graduated at the top of his law school class, and the real kicker, how lucky i was to have such a charming, intelligent and beautifully sexy wife.  Tha t was all i had to hear, he was targeting her and i had to warn her to stay away from him. that night in bed she was unusually horny and wanted me to fuck her doggystyle. all i could think about was her ass being grabbed by those big black hands of his and it left me impotent at a time when i wanted to be the man for my wife. she was extremely frustrated by my once again inability to perform. i apologized and tried to make up for it by eating that beautiful pussy of hers. 

When we were getting ready to attend my boss daughter wedding reception, i finally told her about jesse and his reputation for bedding white wives. she just looked at me and wanted to know why i was telling her that. i didnt hesitate to tell her what he said to me after that first meeting they had. he said i was a lucky man. how in the world was i able to get such a gorgeous woman to marry me. the kicker was when he said that she was the kind of woman that he could easily fall in love with. i knew what that meant. he was going to try and get her to fuck him  Well, i guess i shouldnt have expressed my insecurities like i did to my wife as she obviously took it as a sign of weakness. she asked me if i thought that she was interested in him and i said of course not.once again, probably the wrong answer as her reaction was one of her thinking that i thought she was a cold fish who couldnt find a sexy man like jesse interesting. the discussion ended badly and we left for the reception without saying another word to each other.

when we got to the reception , we got our seating cards and much to my anguish, jesse and his date were at our table. i couldnt belive that this was happening. i knew what i was in for the rest of the night. we politely said hello. jesse made a big deal of getting up when my wife arrived ahead of me and immediately complimented her on how beautiful she looked. i could see my wife eating up every compliment he poured her way. the woman he was with was a stunning blond with enormous tits which were barely being held back by a tight fitting braless dress. she exuded pure sex and i thought i could sense a hint of jealousy on my wifes  part when jesse would snuggle closer to that blond bombshell.

The compliments kept coming from him and pretty soon they were doing all the talking. i was shocked as to how much she was telling him about herself and even about our marriage. meanwhile the blond actually started flirting with me and it wasnt going unnoticed by my wife. the more she flirted with me, the more personal their conversation became. the tension ended when he asked her to dance. i watched as he cradled her in those huge arms of his. his massive black body almost covered my slim wifes figure as he held her closer as the dance progressed. my wife saw that i was staring at them, but made no attempt to dissuade jesse from holding her even closer. the sexy blonde said that we shouldnt let them have all the action and pulled me up on the dance floor with her. this wasnt my idea, but the blond wrapped her arms around me when we got close to my wife and she  grabbed my ass in full view of my wife. i should have discouraged her, but  i had a feeling of manliness that has been absent for the past 3 years of our marriage. It didnt go unnoticed by my wife who dropped her arms down to cradle his black ass . he immediately responded by doing the same to her. things like that went on until the dance finally ended. each of us trying to outdo the other, when all we accomplished was a feeling of permissiveness that normally would never have happened

When we got back to the table, my wife changed seats with the blond and now she was next to him anh his sexy date parked herself next to me. they just looked at each other and suddenly the blond leaned over and kissed me on the lips. it felt great but it was the wrong thing to do. my wife looked at me with cold steel eyes and slowly, but methodically brought her hand under the table and i knew by his reaction that she was rubbing his black cock through his pants. the final insult came when she said to him while looking directly at him if that was what she thought it was? that cant be real? thats at least 3 times bigger than my husband. that was it. the blond started playing with my cock and he was nibbling on her ear while she managed to get her hand down his pants. finally, he said that we cant stay here, lets all go back to my place. i knew if we left she would surely fuck him. i tried to dissuade him but my wife said she was going with or without me. so we left

He had a very typical bachelor style apartment with all the amenities to make a woman feel special  as soon as we entered he started to kiss her passionately and she responded by grabbing at his crotch. the blond started unbuckling my pants and was obviously about to give me a blowjob, when my wife beat her to it, by taking down his pants and shorts in one motion and dropping to her knees while doing so. the biggest and blackest cock i have ever seen popped out of his pants and came within inches of my shocked wifes face. it was incredibly long and thick and unlike my miserable dick it was rock hard. when sandy, the blond, got my cock out of my pants it was no longer hard. it shrunk as soon as i realized what was in store for my wife. the final indignity came when my wife said to sandy, good luck with that, i havent been able to do anything with it for years. that was it! the final humiliation. i conceded the rest of the night. at first he ate her pussy in front of me and when she begged him to fuck her , he looked at me and said i better take her in the bedroom, i dont think you could handje it if you saw me fucking her. they went  and for what seemed like hours i could hear her moaning and screaming out profanities about how big his cock was. how she couldnt believe that she put up with such an inept lover all these years. i asked sandy, doesnt it bother you to have your boyfriend fuck other women. she laughed and said hes not my boyfriend. he paid me 400 dollars to pretend to be his date so he could end up fucking your wife. the whole thing was a sham. i came on to you to make her jealous and jesse, well hes jesse. he doesnt need much of an opening to get your wife to want him you would be suprised how many other so called faithful white wives hes fucked at your firm.

 so their you have it. we are still married but she sees jesse on the sly and i now pay sandy to make me feel like a man even though im a poor excuse of one.