OK, so this is the first time I have ever attempted a blog, so please don't judge the writing quality.

I am doing this, I suppose, because I am tired of keeping this part of myself locked inside and I have nobody close I can share it with. So any of you who take time to read this are my new confidants I suppose.

My sexual maturation is probably the same old story that millions of other guys can claim as theirs as well. I have gone from being the straight married guy to seeing that first cock stick through the glory hole at the video store, to searching hour on end for a cock to suck on the internet. After these years I really have no legotimate interest in chasing women at all, I have one at home and still do love the sex with her and life in general with her.

Seems though that the only thing that really has interested me in years is a nice cock to play with or a couple. Truthfully, I will still get with a female, but its mostly ljust to a way to get to their guys crotch, though I do love for a nice creampie.

Moving on to my real addiction. How I became so hooked on black guys. Late last summer I was going through the old looking for a hookup routine when I got a message from a black guy I had chatted with before, but never met up with. I had always liked the process with most black men I had hooked up with, not as much bullshit on average. Basically its what do you like to do, where can we meet, and great sex without endless emails and drama.

So anyway, this guy and I decide to meet later that afternoon. All seemed just like most hookups, talked for a few minutes then headed to the bedroom. Even as I pulled his shorts down for my first taste of my new friend I didn't see antything out of the norm, a nice sixed thick cock, this was going to be fun indeed. But, as I sucked his cock and it started to really get hard I realized that it was impossible to deep throat him from between his legs. His cock curved nearly 90 degrees straight up and was so hard I couldn't get in down my throat from any angle except the 69 position. He laughed and said hid fiance has the same problem. Now understand, I can swallow 10" and even a little more without much trouble.But this guy was SO hard and SO curved that unless I was at the perfect angle I couldn't get much more than half in my mouth.

I was already planning how to get him to fuck me before I figured out how to swallow the whole thing. We had agreed that fucking was a maybe. But back to my experience that black guys do not bullshit around and waste time, he pulled a bottle of lube out of the nightstand and asked me if I wanted to use it. Well, that was a stupid question...  LOL

Now comes the part that I think has ruined me for sex with most guys. We started with me on top, I always prefer to get through the first few minutes in that position, lets me go at my own pace. As I settled onto his cock I knew right off that this was going to be a great fuck. When he was a little over halfway in I felt that wonderful feeling I get when my prostate is touched. And it did more than just rub it, his cock pushed against my prostate like nothing I had felt before. Every single stroke he took inside me was another  push against that perfect spot inside me.

After a few minutes of just humping my ass against him I rrealized that I was cumming myself a little after every couple of strokes, and it was fucking great! My original plan of changing position to doggie or maybe missionary never happened. We stayed with me on top for the entire time.

He had already figured out my real fetish, I just love my nipples played with really hard. And, with his curve and me being on top, he could bite my nipples and still fuck me with all 8 inches. So now I am existing in this very small world, all that matters is the feeling I get from every stroke of his cock and him biting my nipples.

After about 1/2 hour of the best sweaty sex I have ever had he asked me to suck his cock for a bit. And I do love taking a cock in my mouth straight from my ass so of course I obliged. As I pulled myself off him I realized that I had cum so and we both were sweating so much that there a huge puddle of cum and sweat between our stomachs. All I could think was CREAM PIE so I just had to lick him clean before sucking him again. That was when I found pleasant surprise #4. Like I said I love the way it tastes when I suck a dick right out of my ass, but there was definitely cum mixed in with the other tastes and he was still hard as a rock. Trying to be sneaky about it, i slid a couple fingers in my rear and tasted them, definitley cum. When I mentioned that, he said that yes he had cum about 15 minutes earlier and thought he had 2 or 3 more!

Needless to say, we went on for quite some time. 

So, while I know that all black guys are not that good, and somewhere there are white guys that are I am addicted. Like  junkie looking for that same feeling he got the first time.