I've gone into my older blogs when I was still writing A Nightcap With Jyl. ANWJ was my sexual adventure blog. I stopped writing about my sexual adventures because I started to try to top myself with each experience. This isn't what I had wanted and it seemed rather pathetic. But this story is one that was one that was picked up for Friday Blog Roundup on FleshBot and I am very proud of it. 

Sometimes I wonder why I need more when I get the best I’ve ever gotten from Wil and JayB. It’s obvious to me, although they are more than enough for me, the thrill I receive from them isn’t constant. That comes with the territory of being with married lovers.

With Wil today, we had some of the best sex to date. Slowly, but surely, this man is going from merely exciting to absolutely amazing. He’s becoming the dominant male I crave, and I haven’t really even tried to coach him into it. Wil knows I prefer dominant men, so he’s done a lot to give me just that. And it’s paying off. For instance, today.

It started out fairly normal. He’s mad about having his nipples played with. Loves them to be sucked, tweaked, bitten and pinched. And I give him that. I love to worship his nipples. Especially his left nipple. Makes him crazy, and almost gives him an instant erection.

I knew he was horny, but even as I sucked his cock he never got his usual rock hard, even with simultaneous nipple play. I wasn’t certain what was up, but I didn’t ask. I just kept doing what he asked and did what I knew he enjoyed. After an extensive oral session, he flipped me on my back and went down on me and it was delightful. It’s strange, I’m just not having orgasms like I usually do with him, but I’m certainly not hating it, so I’m not going to say anything just yet. I know he prides himself on his oral skills (which are considerable) because he thinks he has a small cock. I don’t have a problem with his cock size, but I’m not going to dis him on his oral but eventually I might give him a tip or two that will make me hit an orgasm.

He finished and he pulled me up and was rubbing his raw, hard cock on my pubis. Oh! How I wanted it in me raw. But he stopped and I rolled for the condom and he slipped it on. Even with birth control and his clean status, I’m not going to take a chance. It’s just too risky.

But the moment it went on, he went semi-erect. Shit. He rolled me over onto my stomach and I propped up for him to enter me that way. Didn’t help. This was starting to suck.

He lay down on the bed and asked me to play with his nipples again, so I grabbed the right one with my fingers and nestled up to him and sucked his left. He started to pull my hair back running his hand over my neck, telling me to suck and worship his nipple. I licked and teased it and then in a fit of brattiness, I guess, I bit it. Really hard. He gasped and grabbed my throat and rolled into me more, I did it again and squeezed my neck harder. I moaned and pressed my neck toward him and I heard surprise in his voice when he said, “You like that, you little bitch?” I moaned and he rolled on top of me, and I reached up with my mouth and latched onto his nipple again, using my teeth viciously. He was incensed and knew why I was doing it and put both hands around my throat as I was raking his nipple with my teeth. I could feel the air leave me and my eyes rolled back and I sighed heavily, knowing that I could pass out at any moment and I had my first orgasm as he was between my legs pumping me full of his cock. He spoke cruel words I’d never heard him say to me. He called me a cunt and a whore who wasn’t worth his come. I felt him pull up and out, and he removed one hand from my throat and pulled off the condom and told me to suck the cum out him like a dirty slut. He didn’t make it. It shot out onto my chin and down my throat and then he jammed his cock into my mouth and I sucked what was left out. I came again in that instant. Partially from the lack of air once more and the entire scene.
We lay there together barely touching. I shook and quaked with my orgasm for a couple minutes until he finally asked me if I would be ok. I was more than ok. He had just given me a wonderful orgasm. I wish every orgasm was like that.
I don’t know where Wil picked up on that, but I loved every minute of it. I praised him and thanked him for the amazing orgasm.

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A note about being choked out is in order here. This is not a common practice for me and not something I would trust just anyone to do. I trust Wil. Even though Wil and I aren’t into hardcore BDSM, he knows I like forced sex as well as rape play and is learning how to become more dominant with me. As with all sexual practices, I follow the Safe, Sane and Consensual rule and we have a safe word. He knows I will use it, and I know he will listen.

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On another note. Why is Safe, Sane and Consensual touted by the Kink community when it should be more mainstream? Even in the Vanilla sex world, I think it should be common. We should be teaching this to our children. It just makes good sense.