2007-01-23 I am at a point in my life that I just want to be myself and try to just have fun after a waste of a marrige. I wasted time doing but work to support my now x wife and her two kids that have low life fathers that are more into free loading then taking care of responsability. I guess I was a tool to pay for everyone elses good times driving over the road alone trucking. I always landed the girlfriends that where wild & kinky when I found one so I learned to Love a lot of things known to be taboo. Alone on the road I had to find a way to make the pain I was subject to being accused of fucking around, I find now it was my wife doing the fucking around. I was convinced by my wife to let her live her fantasies of being a man by letting her swap rolls with her strap on to fuck me. She got me some meth from her uncle on a night I wore a pair of light blue, powder blue and white striped knee socks I got from a cheerleader in jr high with some super soft white leg warmers. I smoked a little speed, It always made me get into sex a lot more on speed. I let her handcuff me with my hands over my head, she wrapped a white knee sock on each of my wrists before she cuffed me & I got rock hard. She gagged me with some knee socks & turned on the video camera. I got my last girl friend's fantasy thrown in my face, she wanted me to get fucked in my ass while she watched but we split up over my wife.My last girl got me to let her do me with her dildo while she told me her fantasy in detail, I was so turned on seeing myself being fucked in my ass in my mind that I had to cum. She grabbed my cock when I started to cum and I got my face full as she aimed my cock,  I was going to let her pick up a guy for me. mywife came in our room with a big dick strapped on her, i let her tie my legs open & I shook so hard with pain as she forced a two inch thick eight inch long dick into my ass. Once the head got inside me the pain left and she made me cum feeling it sinking all the way in me. She would only have sex with me this way the last five years, so I definately Love cock, being a womans bitch wearing my knee socks. I am ready to get fucked by men since women have been giving me the same thing I want from a man. My x wife loved to make sure I got a big dick from her getting different strap on cocks & she got me to where I cum from hearing her constant  dirty talking me telling me I Love being her dick sucking faggit she is going to punish me having ten men give me a cum party. I have a new girlfreind that is bi, I didnt want to have a girlfreind after my divorce. My girlfreind knows what I want & I dont like making love to her thinking about gay sex. She knows I have to masturbate over gay sex constantly, because I want to do it. I will tell her as promised so if she comes home to find me in my pink cables doggie style being pumped by some guys big meat it wont be a suprise. I hope all of you enjoy my pics