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I have recently discovered (and recommend) Isabella Valentine, a great online erotic hypnotist.
What caught my attention more than anything else was her clips that play with bisexuality. She goes through a few clever measures to try counteract hetrosexuality. She tries to normalize attraction to males by creating positive relations.
As an autogynephiliac, one of the most powerful ideas is that one may become bisexual, or even better, exclusively androphilic. It is here that I would love for Isabella to go even further; whilst creating attraction to males, I would like her to increasingly shift attention away from females in our masturbatory habits. To normalize masturbation over the male, at the expense of the female, or to enjoy the male through the female vicariously and also to begin enjoying the solitary male. At this point i'd like Isabella to begin imposing exclusivity of masturbation over males and creating negative relations to females. To the extent that one becomes incapable to be turned on, in fact positively turned off by any female presense in masturbatory imagery. From there one eventually drawn the male performing sexually, with the ony possilbe participant being another male.
A similiar idea which is quite a turn on is the very idea of conditioning oneself to watch less porn with female presence in it, to even challenge oneself to go a period of time without masturbating over females. How about the challenge of going through a period of time soley watching gay porn and confronting head on the most unnerving material to naturalize yourself to it. The more frequent and creative you are with your fantasies, the quicker sexuality is restructured. Shemale porn can be a useful bridge to transfer attraction from vaginal penetration to cock (and anal penetration). Then pay less attention to the bodies from which the cock(s) belong to, so there can be a transition from shemale to gay porn and then begin to focus more of the male bodies aswel as cocks.
As I write this edit its been two weeks since i've masturbated over a female. I think I might be bridging the gap between masochism and agenuine attraction to masculinity in my masturbation over males. Hopefully it will take a little more perseverance and I will be somewhat bisexual. Then I will delete my entire porn collection and start over. It will consist of gay porn and the odd female thrown in will be intentionally repulsive, in order to condition an exclusive androphilic sexual repsonse. Wish me luck!
Next year all those sissies out there should make a new years resolution to expell all females from they're masturbatory habits
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