As a Cuckold wanna be, I have found it extremely difficult finding someone. If I am upfront and honest in an ad that I put out, then I get curious females who respond and want to know all about it. After 20 million questions, come to find out that they never were interested in the first place. If you play this over and over then you can maybe understand how frustrating it has been. I have had this interest for 10+ years and still fail to find anyone.

I have discovered that I have been doing it all wrong. It makes sense, but why would I post an ad that basically says, "hey, wanna be my slut?" I have a respect and love for females so I do not think of them in that way. I am going against how a females brain is wired. I prefer to be upfront and honest but it isn't going to work that way. I will first have to develop a normal relationship. If you think about it. How many men out there have women pleased by taking up their interest? Couples come into these interests as couples. I am banging my head against the wall trying to start it upfront.

I have been in contact with a prospecting female from an online dating site. As me I barely brushed upon the subject of black men. So I created another profile as a big black man and am now in contact with her. Turns out she has been with 7 black men and only loved one. My next email I proposed that she must know the difference between black and white men and she responded with "ohh yes, I definately know the difference" I had also asked her a few other questions like if she was in a relationship, is she still available to the black man and has she ever cheated on a white boi with a black man. She didn't answer those ones. I think she was on her phone and didnt wanna text too much as it may ber her only internet connection. I responded with, nevermind, I think we both know the answer is yes

I will need a black man to assist me if this turns into anything more with me as the real me. I will create a scenario were he will visit from out of town driving through. He will stay the night, but I will be called into work. The circumstances are all worked out in my head, but I am curious what will take place and how it will take place.