I've always been sure about my sexuality. At least that's what I thought. Things changed a lot lately. At some point I realised that there's something I'm hiding, something I'm afraid to think about. I was confused and did'nt know what to do. Being a handsome guy,I never really had problems finding a girl. Affairs and relationships came and went. I really love girls and adore feminine beauty. There's no doubt about that. But.....

Then I started fantasizing about big cocks. I've always been a porn addict and especially loved messy cumshots and bukkake. But now I know why I always loved it so much: not so much because I want to be one of the guys cumming on the girl; that's great, but there's something even more enticing. And that is being the one who is cum splashed by many dicks. It wasn't easy for me to admit that I dreamed about big hard cocks, touching them, smelling them, tasting them, feeling them deep in my throat and in my ass. And the most fascinating thing for me: how it must feel like to recieve multiple facials and to be totally drenched in cum. As I said, it was hard to admit at first, but now that I am honest to myself, I feel a certain relief. I'm a very masculine and dominant guy in real life and maybe I just need the feeling of being a cocksucking cumslut. I don't know if I'll ever have the courage to actually do it, to fulfill my fantasies. Maybe that's the next level and just one step away, maybe I'll never do it and just dream about it. But the most important thing is that I know what I want now and that I'm not afraid to admit it.