OK...SORRY about this blog,but is somethin that i JUST need to getout of my chest...So don't spect to be a SLUTTY or even "funny"

4 me dreams r like somekind of guide in "life" a helpin hand that DON'T ask u 4 anything back,some kind of help that don't cost u money or only have limeted time 4 u...dreams r going 2 be with u every time u closed your eyes...but just like sex...U CAN BE FUCKED SO MANY TIMES and U CAN ONLY REMEMBER THE FEW TIMES THAT U MADE LOVE...THE OTHERS DREAMS JUST FADE AWAY DURING the DAY just Like meaningless sex...My dream that i just had made me think about my path,my fate...what ever im going with my 'life"...if i can have this fate again...all i want is to LIVE UNTIL MY SOUL DISAPPEARS...

IN My  dream, i was in some kind of museum that was showin witch history,how they were tortured and stuff like that,as i was goin into a hall and i saw this beautiful place covered with many flowers and strange plants,while i entered 2 guys sayed my name to all the people inside suddenly a giant bird carrying a wolf like monster enters the room and the monsters when over me while they were dropin some kind of yellow fluid on the floor,the wolf like beast yelled at me to start to drink it, i was so afraid that i was going to get killed that i started to drink it,but after a while the bird monster said to the wolf that leave me alone,i get quickly out of the floor and started to walkaway but i could heard them talk, one of them said that i could spawn a great dauther and thats when i woke up.

The thing that scared me in ths dream wasn't the place i was in,the monsters or what i was drinkin,what scared me was the thing that they said last,that i could have a daugther...im 20yrs & i can't even imagine...now or even when i get older having children,i can't...i just can't,i don't want to have a daugther, i am SOO AFRAID to think that she could endup with the same life that i have. I don't think that i could be a great mother or have the wisdom 4 them, to tell them not to made the same mistakes that i done or im gonna do in my life.

So this is what i NEEDED to write about...SORRY TO U ALL PERVIS that wanted to be this one MORE SLUTTYER,but i just wanted to write this...cuz i CAN't write all this on myspace or facebook...because is way to personal and I KNOW that all the people in my "FRIEND" list r NOT really my friends....ALSO CUZ I CLOSED MY ACOUNTS.

Anyways...IM GONNA SEXY UP THIS JUST A LITLE BIT 4 U that have read this CRAPPY BLOG...BY Singing somethin...AND YES I HAVE A REALLY SEXY,SEXY VOICE...BUT I DON't SING IN PUBLIC SINCE I WAS 14...So the ONLY WAY U CAN HEAR ME IS WHEN I AM ALONE OR WHEN I TAKIN A BATH...& YES I KNOW THAT U PERVIS R GONNA CHOOSE THE BATH SCENARIO...OK,JUST IMAGINE THAT U R WATCHIN ME SING WHILE IM TAKIN A BATH...JEEZ WHAT A PERVIS...HERE IT GOES...

PERVI,HORNY,PERVI

THIS IS,THIS IS J...JEZEBEL IN HELL,I WANNA TEASE U,I WANNA BLOW U AWAY,I CAN DO IT U GENTLY,I CAN DO IT WITH AN ANIMAL'S GRACE,I CAN DO IT WITH PRECISION,I CAN DO IT WITH GOURMET TASTE,BUT EITHER WAY,EITHER WAY, I WANNA TEASE U,IM GONNA BLOW U... AWAY

I CAN DO IT TO U MIND,I CAN DO IT TO YOUR FACE,I CAN DO IT WITH INTEGRITY,I CAN DO IT WITH DISGRACE,I CAN DO IT IN A CHURCH,I CAN DO IT  ANYTIME OR PLACE,I CAN DO IT LIKE AN ANGEL TO QUIET DOWN YOUR RAGE,I CAN DO IT IN THE WATER,I CAN DO IT ON DRY LANDS,I CAN DO IT WITH INSTRUMENTS,I CAN DO IT WITH MY OWN BARE HANDS,BUT EITHR WAY,EITHER WAY,U KNOW WHERE IT STANDS...I WANNA TEASE U...I WANNA BLOW U...AWAY.

BTW,the song is called angry johnny by POE,im hearin that song rite now,OK...NOW somthn "Funny"...Let's SEE...WHERE DID KITTENS GO ON THE CLASS TRIP???...TO THE MEOW...SEUM!!!...OMFG...I AM SOOO LAME ;{

SEEYA,PERVIS!!!

SKIMO KISSES ;}