I was going to go to the mall today dressed in my shitty smelling way too small clothing, my filthy fucktoy tattoo stretched against my full tits.  I put my old collar on. Elise is my master now. I only own one dirty pair of panties and a bra. Neither of them fit anymore. I squeezed myself into them today though.

 I was about yo leave to buy a dress but then i realized that im not worth a new dress. Im a worthless piece of shit and deserve to wear these rotting clothes for the rest of my life. And when im raped and finally murdered and tossed in a dumpster, i hope the rats eat me in these clothes.I want to get more tattoos but I'm not sure what they should say yet. I'm thinking "Rape Me", "Rape Whore", "Cunt", "cum dumpster" or something like that, maybe all of them in some very visible areas. I'm open to suggestions. It's been too long since I've been beaten and gang raped. 

 Anyway, Elise is still huge. We've been drinking each other's milk every night. I love how huge she is, and I go down on her hairy bush every night. I still smell bad from the port a potty but Elise likes it. 

I haven't shit in days and I think it's time right now. I'm going to ruin my bra and panties like I ruined my skirt and top yesterday. I'm squatting in the bathtub now and pushing shit into my panties. It's very dense but it feels warm and good. This will never cone out. I can feel the shit still coming as my already tight panties are filled. I pulled them down so there is more room. God that felt good. I have to piss too but that's for later. I'm lowering myself onto my overfilled panties, getting wet as the warm poo mashes back into my ass. It's squishy sticky and it smells delicious. I'm reaching down with one hand and grabbing a fist full. Typing is harder now. I'm smearing it inside my bra so that my tits are both coated in thick slimy shit. I'm licking my fingers clean now, mmm that's foul.

 Oh good Elise just came in. She grabbed two handfuls of shit from my panties and is grinding it into my hair. Mmm now after wiping her hands on my back she's making me lick them clean. I just shit more in the tub.Elise just picked it up and is forcing me to eat it. I'm pretending it's her sweet shit as I slowly chew and swallow.She's taking pictures of me now for blackmail, not that she needs them.Ok now that my bra and panties are ruined I have to clean up. I can't just stay like this like I used to.