Mailing me and sending sexy comments about my wife - and best of all for confirming to me what I suspected was true - that I am small, and not big enough to have a wife of my own yet

I know most schoolboys are bigger than me down 'there' and I know how good it would feel to be spanked, tied up, have things pushed up me, or made to show myself in public (much to everyone's amusement) - while my very shy and inexperienced wife looked on in disgust.  Your ideas had me wanking my button mushroom cock furiously - but no come (never have been able to); just a severe tingling and twitching down below.  Good thing about that is, no mess to clear up - bad thing, my wife is is appalled at my lack of physical maturity

 I know now that I am definitely a 'Cuckold'.  It has taken a while to (a) accept these feelings / urges / fantasies, and (b) to read up on all the fetishes and place myself in this category.  The idea of other men fucking my wife -and humiliating me (especially that !) is what drives me sexually.  I don't miss sex, I get total fulfilment from masterbating and imagining you waking her up sexually and treating her like a real woman

Thanks - and keep chatting / mailing / commenting.