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I wont lie, I have several relationships with individuals on Imagefap - I dont mean relationship in the tradition sense of the word, but a relationship as a degree of interaction with another.
I deeply enjoy my experience on here, it gives me an outlet to be the women inside I've wanted to be for several years free of discrimination or other negativity. I still find myself suprised by how many sissies there are on here (and alot seem to be become fans of me - I must have five female fans and the rest male).
I've interacted with young sissies that want to be schoolgirl scat slaves and shared my knowledge of bra sizings - a sissy not knowing such information I find as something of an irritation nowadays. With a women roleplaying as a young ageplay slave in messenger RP. An admierer that loves my bra and want to see me cum all over it. Helpful adult babies who have pointed me in the right direction of cute little clothes I've seen in their pics - one even keeping her eyes open for me should a particular adult romper crop up on Ebay again. Finally with sissy girls who desire a dominant and I love the constant refreashing of my inbox I do, hoping they've replied...I can become quite excessive but I love the interaction with another and the getting to know them - its one of the things I like the most about meeting new friends.
I've not had many dominants themselves speak to me and before I was quite against the idea of 'switches' in BDSM but I find myself enjoying the dominant role with Lucy Paris & possibily with another slave in the future (who im waiting to get back in touch - *glare*) so even my relatively short time on here has begun shaking my BDSM role... if it were not for geographical problems I'd love to have a man dressed in womens clothing responding to my commands; reshaping behaviour to suit my own individual perception of BDSM and the dominant/submissive relationship.
I have a life outside of image fap and today is a rather big day in that life; a large meeting with twenty heads of staff, quite an achievement considering I've only been employed with this specific police force as a volunteer for three months - it could be something of a circus 'roll up, roll up and see the employee who has a good working attitude and loves his job' as long as Im not mocked and put in a collar and leash I should be fine. Such an activity is strictly a night time one for me as I loved being collared and leashed.
On a related note - sometime ago I intended to do some bondage pics showing all my BDSM toys from the human sized dog bowl to enema bulb - however I coudlnt find my collar or leash so I never did such a photo shoot. I now have found my lovely collar and cannot wait to be in it - although I need to update the dogtag with my new address; should I run away and become a stray.
Thanks for reading this blog entry, its people like you I do all this for - total strangers who i'll likely never meet
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