I must admit I was not prepared for such popularity which I've reached in this week. The number of the people who like me here increased by one third. Above this I've got quite some comments and mails ranged from kind to prurient. My little head still dazed by them. :)

It could be obivious to me much earlier. But somehow I ignored the call for a very long time. Now I know the path I have to take. I embrace my femine side completely at last.

When I was in my early teenage I became intrested with the girls. It's not a big surprise. :D But not only liked/fell in unrequited love with some of them, no. Sometimes at nigh before I slept queer thought pop into my mind: I wanted to be like them or to be more beautiful gal than them.
As time passed these thoughts fell into oblivion as I built walls around me by books. Various sci-fi and fantasy books which determined my way of thinking. Sometimes I tried to conquer the heart of a pretty girl but I always failed. I didn't take it too seriously just jumped into my next book or played a longer session of RPG games with friends. So I reached the perfect geek state. :)
In my years at the university the situation remained the same. I got along girls well when I didn't want deeper contact with them. But who I loved never was intrested in me.
By that time internet became more common in Hungary, so I aquired net connection. My adventures in the erotic, pornographic content of the net started. It began to explore the regular hardcore. As a few years passed I went into more exciting, more extreme topics.
By 24 I've met the first picture of a shemale in my life. I was completely stunned, I hadn't could imagine such being before. I was enthralled by the view, I found the perfect state between women and men. I only adored them at that time, I wanted to see more of them.
Time passed again, I saw tons of shemales, TGs, TVs and CDs and the thoughts from my teenage was remembered again. First they were funny to think, play a little. But they became more and more serious. I looked myself in a different view. Now I like to spend as much time as a girl as it's possible.

The final pushes in this way were the positive feedback I've got here. When I registered here at Imagefap a defined my gender as male. Yesterday I redefined myself as TV beacause I am one of them. It's crystal-clear now. Thank you all who enlighten me! ;)
So I enjoy my feminity part-time, and craving to be a gal again in the other part of time. I enjoy my starting popularity here. I haven't been so happy like now for a very long time. I Found myself at last.

These were the happy parts of the present situation.
I'll continue with the sad parts ASAP. But now I have to finish writing.

Coming back soon.