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Not sure who reads these things......
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But over the last few years ive discovered an animal inside of me. A raging beast tied to my sexuality that seems only to get released at vile disgusting acts that i perpatrate on my "slaves" for lack of better term. Many of the woman i choose are lost or confused about themselves and the world they live in. Many feel an emotional need to be owned and attached. Truely as a man who has suffered great loss in the short span of his life i know what to look for. I currently have 4 women who satisfy this dark hunger. One has a boyfriend and is doing it because she has always done it. Her pussy is my avatar. I have one who left me for several months of whom i feel is fighting herself more then me. I think she feels abused and hurt but i am the only man who understands her needs. Unfortunately im am young still and prone to satisfying my own needs before my slaves. She came back to me last weekend after a 6 month disappearance. I abused her hard. Causing pain beyond belief telling her how much she means to me and what a terrible thing it was to leave the one person who cared for her. I made her fist her asshole without lube. I made her fuck her pisshole and cervix. I made her cum while doing all 3 things at once. She was in tears and i felt terrible but i will not be disrespected. My motto has always been my sluts take care of my needs and i will make sure they are saftely taken care of as well. She broke my trust. I have a new addition to my line up of women today. Shes a willful one and i need to break her in. She fled our first session but that is normal. She understands that as a man in control of my demons i am stonger then her by miles. I profess i come to care deeply for the women i use even as i use them. I appreciate all the support some of you have given me and only time will tell if my new addition is worthy of my care.
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Posted on : May 19, 2010
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