I am wearing black 8" platform stilletos, black stockings and suspenders, tight lacey black panties, a see thru black negligee, a black padded bra, brown leather dog collar, red lipstick. On my face I have written the words PANSY and FAGGOT. Inside my panties my ball sack has four pegs on it and my small useless limp cock has a bulldog clip on the end. Under my bra my nipples have one peg on each. The pegs hurt and remind me of my status as a thing to be used.

I have just put a thick ass plug in my faggot cunt. I wish it was a thick Black cock. Just like I wish the 10" Black dildo I have been sucking this morning was a real dick. I am looking at inter-racial porn, looking at bulls fucking white sluts, looking at the sluts sucking and worshipping those beautiful Black cocks and being rewarded with faces full of Black cum. I enyy them: I wish I was a young girl who could be a slave to Black men, a whore who could be fucked in every hole, a bitch with real tits  Not the sad, pathetic loser I am who must look really stupid right now jerking his useless worm over porn. 

 I am fantasising about a young white schoolgirl owning me and making me serve her and her Black lovers, making me lick her shoes and their feet, laughing at me and mocking me, spitting in my face and slapping it hard. Tieing me up and making me watch her get fucked by those big Black cocks, seeing how she sucks them and wanks them, how they use her - a real girl, not an inadequate sissy CD wanker. And dreaming of cleaning all their cum off her body when they have finished. 

Soon I will call a sex chat line and speak to a Black woman who will insult and humiliate me. A sad, pathetic lonely loser wanker faggot, sissy, impotent, stupid, useless boi. When I cum I will eat it all up and thank the Black Mistress for using me. I will spend all day like this, wanking again and again, wearing different slut clothes, punishing myself with pegs and a whip and writing on my body. 

 I am a slave to Black. Only Black cocks and Black women get my tiny cock hard. I want to be owned, abused, raped, a toilet, a whipping post, a dog. I WORSHIP BLACK POWER.