Strange day today. I haven't had orgasm yet and it's actually tomorrow already...

Normally I masturbate first thing in the morning or fuck if it is weekend like it's today. But this morning I had to get up in a hurry and didn't had time for even a short fuck or quick masturbation. We were quite busy most part of the day and when things calmed down at the evening I and my wife just sit down and enjoyed couple glasses of wine. It was just five minutes to midnight until she wanted to go to sleep but certainly not before a nice good night fuck. She didn't have to persuade me but I had an nice erection instantly when she started to take off her clothes.

There was no need for foreplay as she was already wet enough so I just put condom on and entered in her right after she laid down on the bed and opened her legs. It was fun but after a while I started to feel that it'll take forever for me to come. Maybe it was the wine acting but anyway I didn't feel that I want to continue until I cum. Sometimes it's great fun to fuck really long - like an hour or two until her pussy starts to feel sore - but today I was too tired for a half-marathon fuck so I decided just to make love to her until I can sense she's pleased enough. And that's what I did. I pounded her five minutes trying to give my best and then faked my orgasm. She was happy as hell and wen't to asleep wholly satisfied.

I know I really could tell her that I do not can't or want have orgasm when I can't or want but I prefer to fake. It happens rarely and I do not mind about that personally. It's not because of her or anything but generally because I'm too drunk or just don't have right mindset for sex. When drunk I usually want but can't and other times I simply don't wan't sex at that particular moment and thus cant't come at all or in a reasonable time. Former of course doesn't need much pondering - it's merely natural - and it doesn't happen often. Latter, me not wanting sex, happens maybe once a month. Most of the time I'm quickly ready to have sex but occassionally something else occupies my mind so heavily or I'm physically so tired than I really do not want to have sex. 

My wife, like me, tend to want to have sex every day so it can happen that she wants but I do not so much. When that happens, though, I'm usually able to get erect enough to enter her if she's wet so I can fuck even if I really don't want to - and usually I'll do that to please her. Sometimes I do get truly excited after I start fucking and everything goes on as it normally does but sometimes I just fake it. After a decent period of fucking I just make the same movements with my penis than I do when I'm really cumming. Since we use condom she can't feel if there is really any sperm coming so there is no way for her knowing if I really get an orgasm or not when she feels my pulsating penis in her pussy. I believe she doesn't even suspect that I've ever faked it... And no, she doesn't check is there any cum in my condom.

I do it because I want to make her happy and it is not that I'm doing anything agains my will or doing something unpleasant. Doing something unpleasant is a different thing but what I do is just something that is not particularly pleasant but nothing negative. It pleases me that she enjoys my penis and ten or fifteen minutes is not too much time for me to spend before I continue whatever I was doing or thinking. I fake because I see no reason to tell her since my faking does not happen because of some problem we need to discuss or because she can't please me etc. - and because I do not feel bad to fuck her even when I'm not really on the mood.

I know my wife too gives - more often than I do - me sex even she's not having that much mood for it. I know that because sometimes she asks me to be "pretty quick" and when she doesn't get really wet. She's always wet enough for me to get in after some pushing and move my penis inside her in a way that doesn't feel uncorfortable for her but she's not at all that wet like she is when she really wants it. I've of course told her that I do not expect her to give me sex when she's not willing it herself but she just wants to please me when sex is just "ok" for her. When she really does not want she tells it and then I'll wait and fuck her later - or masturbate. She wants sex almost every day but not every moment and since most days we don't have time for sex until in the evening it happens usually once a week that she just gives me pussy not enjoying so much herself (but not, of course, feeling bad either).

She lets me fuck her just to please me but she never fakes orgasms. That's someting I can know for sure since she can't get orgasms in an intercourse. For orgasms she needs her clit rubbed with fingers or vibrator - or licked. It's not much of a problem: I can give her orgasm before or after I go into her or either of us does that during the intercourse - usually she with her favourite dildo. Difficult thing for me to understand is that she does not want to have orgasm every time. She's just happy when I fuck her deep warm pussy, kiss her, touch her small breasts and firm bottom, suck her big nipples etc.

I've told her numerous times that I want her to be as pleased as I am and I do not have any problem to give her orgasm by whatever means necessary every time we have sex. I want every woman - except professionals - to enjoy sex as much as possible with me so it took some time for me to accept that my wife is actually satisfied even though she doesn't get orgasm two thirds of a time we fuck. She says that she just enjoys having my big hard cock inside her that it can be enough for her... For me, to whom orgasm is normally necessary end for every act of sex, it has been rather hard to believe - but what else can I do than believe her..?