First thing for me at the morning is to practice some form of sex. At weekends my wife is home at the morning so then there's a good possibility to get some nice pussy before breakfast. On weekdays I usually masburbate quickly in the bed or sometimes get up, drink the first cup of coffee and eat breakfast at the computer watching porn. Problem with the latter way is that it takes more time since it's difficult, almost impossible, for me to have a quickie when using porn - instead of two or three pictures I want to see hundreds of pictures in an endless effort trying to find the one that pleases me most (usually I can't find the perfect one and must use just some adequate picture or film).

When I was younger I had hard pulsating erection every time I woke up but now in the last two or three years I've noticed that I'm not hard that often anymore. Getting a bit older I guess... But my urges are not gone and when my cock is not hard at the beginning it'll become hard very fast. No problem with that. Often I'm just half awake when I start touching myself and wake up then quite efficiently when getting close to cumming. I consider it a good way to wake oneself up but of course the best wake up call is when my wife comes to wake up my dear penis and me.

I have a strong habit watching porn when masturbating (and I always masturbate when watching porn) but I'm quite happy that most mornings I'll still can do it without porn. Watching porn does not only take time  but I reckon that I can develop, think and satisfy different fantasies when pleasing myself without it. In a way porn suppresses some fantasies while substituting them with others. The world of porn is very rich and gives me a change to satisfy many fantasies and find new ones, but I feel those fantasies are anonymous in nature and quite shallow as well. I get aroused and eventually achieve an orgasm watching a beautiful woman spreading her legs or perky titted cute shemale masturbating his cock but I really do not imagine being with them, fucking, touching etc. I just watch some anonymoys people posing nude or having sex without knowing them at all and it's quite difficult for me to think myself with them or develop any "script" for fantasies. Pictures are just there at the monitor and only half way in my mind.

When masturbating without porn it's more easier to develop richer fantasies and really put myself into them. Some of my fantasies include people I do not know at all, imaginary people, but most of them are related to women (usually) I somehow know in the real life. It may be hard to imagine how they look naked if I haven't seen them naked (or I can imagine but really can't know for sure), how they act and speak and so on. As a characters in my fantasies they are more deep and really allow me to develop some scripts about what I would like to do with them. It's mostly impossible to satisfy those fantasies with porn since I do not have any porn pictures about them... For example one of my favourite fantasies is to have sex with my wife's mother and sister. Porn does not help but, instead, more likely suppresses those kind of ideas. Watching nude pictures of some unknown matures really does no good for my fantasy, I can't imagine them being my wife's mother. Other fantasies are, on the other hand, memories about real sexual encounters of my past. Obviously it's also quite difficult to attach anonymoys porn to them.

So the morning is usually time for fantasies that reside within my head and can not be handled with porn. One of my storngest fantasies is phone sex. Almost every morning I think about calling to pay-lines, but nowdays I do it rarely. Few years back I was practicing phone sex more often and I still find it to be one of the most satisfying ways to have sex - at least in some ideal level, not so much in reality anymore. When I actually do it, I still get really really exited during, and before, the call.

I usually do not come, and do not want to come, quickly when masturbating or having sex but when calling to sex lines, I can come in a matter of seconds. Planning it, dialling and waiting for answer is so exiting - why is that I really don't know - that even if I do not touch myself before a call-girl answers I'm sometimes at the edge of an orgasm. When having sex with real women I have came that fast only about two times: when I had intercourse first time and once with a prostitute, my first time too, when I came while putting on a condom before the intercourse. 

Usually, though, I try to last longer and do not touch myself at the beginning since what I really enjoy is longer calls. But that is the problem. In my experience about 95 percent of call girls are not good in their job at all. During the last eight years I've made maybe five hundred sex calls, but I can count with my fingers those times when it was really something I was looking for. Usually call-girls are like "ooh ahh, I'm so horny. I'd like to have your cock in my mouth, ooh ahh... ahh, oooh you're so nice [even though I have said nothing else than "hello"...), oohh fuck me...". Most of them can only manage that sort of stuff but are not able to catch cues about my fantasies I tell them about or even act on them when I tell them straight away - and my fantasies I want to talk with them are not, I think, that odd, complicated or kinky.

Only a couple of times I have had really good phone sex so nowdays I'm mostly resisting the urge to call. I still can come really fast but somehow that is not anymore so satisfying it was couple of years ago. I've always wanted longer calls, and especially better quality talk, but back then I was often happy with just a short less-than-a-minute calls. The level of excitement was so high and gave me almost a drug-like experience (I believe), but, as said, usually very short one. I still occasionally call, but I now always feel that something is missing. Despite that I still enjoy it in a some sense and the orgasm is usually extraordinary in its quality, better than four fifts of the orgasms I get in everyday intercourse, I now loose the high feeling in a very short time. Maybe the feeling of shame of cheating is somewhat stronger but I believe I still can manage with it so the problem is something in the calling business itself. Idea is still most compelling but maybe I now really start to realize, after so many tries, that phone sex just is not what I want it to be and the level of professionalism is, and will stay, low. I propably keep trying every now and then but mainly just try to imagine perfect sex calls in my mind at my early morning masturbation sessios - among my wife's sister, morher, prostitutes and so on...