School is great for learning math and history and i have been learning alot there but for me its the life lessons i have been learning outside of school that mean the most to me ''over the past few months i have learned so much about myself i see how i have changed and grown a little i have discoverd new and exciting feelings i never knew i had ''Most of my friends see me as just a geek and i know i look nerdy so i live with it ''i hear the boys in school saying i look good from the back ''Its so different when im with a older man they treat me like im beutifull and sexy i love being the centre of attention in a older mans eyes there is something about the way they look at me the way there eyes explore me body i can see the guilt in there eyes from looking at a girl my age .                                   Its crazy how something so wrong can feel so right how being with someone that most people look at as taboo and wrong because of the age gap ''

Im talking about this because last night i had sex with another older man ''his name is Kieth and hes 65 years old ''i met him a few times over at my friend sandras house hes good friends with sandras dad ''Like other older men he taught me a new lesson about feeligs and i found a new pleasure as well ''I went over to my friends Sandra house after school and her mom was away for the weekend so it was just her dad there and his friend Kieth ''me and sandra spent some time up in her room then went down to the kitchen for a snack then went and sat with her dad and kieth ''there is this akward feeling in the room when you have older men and young girls in the same room ''both me and sandraa had short skirts on and tight sweaters so i could see the two men having a hard time keeping there eyes to themselves ''i love seeing a man look at me the way kieth and sandras dad where looking at me ''i even saw sandras dad take a look at his daughter when she bent over to pick something up ''

Me and sandra began to take sips of the guys beer then they had a few shots of rum and even let me and sandra have one or two and by 10pm the 4 of us where feeling pretty good and things got a little crazy ''Later that night kieth told me that one of the worst things that girls my age do is look at someone and whisper to each other then giggle he said it leaves the person thinking about what just hapend ''i did not know that and thats what me and sandra kept doing to kieth we would look at him the whisper something to each other then giggle ''me and sandra showed the guys our maching panties and then lifted out tops to show our bras ''sandra was having fun and had no problem showing her dad her body and he had no problem looking at it ''

Both me and sandra are not good drinkers we get realy crazy after a few to many and believe me we had a few to many last night things got a little out of hand and me and sandra somehow ended up showig a little to much to the guys ''it began with me and sandra taking off our tops and standing in front of the guys then we jumped up and down so they could see our boobs bounce they commented on how firm they where so we let them feel our boobs it was a little wierd to see sandra getting touched by her dad .

Me and sandra sat on the couch topless letting the guys enjoy the view then after a few more sips of beer things got even more crazy ''sandra was talking alot and came up with this idea that if we go up to her room and turn off the light and spend time together in the dark we wont know whos touching each other she though it would be fun ''so thats what we did the 4 or us went up to the room and turned off the light then moved around in the dark looking for each other at first it was scary and i felt sandras boobs then i felt someone touch me and i knew it wasent sandra it was a mans hand it was quiet and you could only hear people moving around ''i felt him touch my ass then my boobs i reached out and touched his crotch thats when i knew it was kieth because he had shorts on and sandras dad had jeans on ''i said nothing i just reached into his shorts and grabed his cock and it was rock hard his hands explored my body as i began to explore his cock '' I could hear the sound of sandra getting fingerd and i dont know if she realized that it was her dad doing the fingering not kieth all i know is she was realy enjoying it ''It was so wierd putting someones cock in your mouth without seeing it first its hard to explane but it was like tasting a cock for the first time again ''I used my tongue and lips to feel his cock and pictured what it looked like in my head it was so strange not knowing what his cock looked like and having it in my mouth ..

It was so exciting and new and to the sounds of it sandra was doing the same thing to her dad ''Kieth aste my pussy and assole and that was amazing his fingers found there way into my pussy then my asshole as i enjoyed myself i could hear sandra and her dad and as i layed there on the floor having my pussy eaten i could hear sandras dads cock going into her and sandra moaning then kieth fed me his cock and there we where in the dark having sex ''it is so fucken insane getting fucked and not seeing the person or have ever seen them naked before  it was so different ''For the next hour or so we fucked in the total darkness i could hear sandra and her dad going crazy on the bed as kieth fucked me on the floor ''I was on top of kieth riding his cock when i heard sandra say ''i can feel you cumming inside me ''there was no reply just silence in the room then i felt kieth cum inside me and the room became dead quiet ''i kept his cock inside me as i bent down and put my face on his chest and he held me tight ''

We layed there for a few minutes in the dark then kieth had to go pee so we quietly got up and made our way to the door in the dark and quietly left the room ''it wasent untill we got to the bathroom that we saw each other in full light and once our eyes got used to the light again i was abel to get a look at his cock and body ''his cock was still all swolen and still a little hard and i couldent believe it was inside me just a few minutes ago ''i wached him go pee then i touched it and it even felt different now that i could see it ''          it was like being with a totaly different man in the bathroom now that i could see him i could see the look in his eyes as he looked at me and he had this look of fear and guilt i could tell he knew it was wrong to be with me he stood there as i touched his cock and it was getting harder and harder and i could see that he couldent controle himself his face was telling me he knew this was wrong but his cock was telling me something els .

I took kieth to the spare room where i was sleeping and this time with the lights on we had sex again and it was so wierd because it was like the first time again it was like i had sex with two different men in one night ''sandra and her dad stayed in the dark room together all night i think they both knew who they where with and didnt want it to end and being in the dark just made it ok to be together ''Every man has that look when there with me its like tis look of fear and excitement they know this is trouble and they should just walk away but there cocks tell them something els ''there need to have what is forbiden is like my need for them i know its wrong to tease older men and let them touch me and they know it wrong to be with a girl my age but it feels so amamzing and so real ''it begins with telling yourself this is wrong and wondering if you should do this fallowed by letting it just happen and enjoying the moment then laying there seeing the guilt on the face and wondering if hes going to get in trouble then the regret comes ''then you do it all over again ......

I rely love having sex in the dark like last night and hope to do it again maybe this time i get sandras dad and she can have kieth or we can just all have each other ///

i will let you know what hapens tonight ''''