There are times when i think about my mom and remember the crazy stuff i did as she layed in bed dying ''its crazy how cancer can take someone away in a short time for mom it was just under a year ''Me and my step dad spent alot of time together over that year and got to know each other verry well ''its hard to believe its been a year cense my mom dyed and i still remember how things got crazy between me and my step dad ;It seemes like things happend slowly and in steps as mom got sick we where both sad about everything going on with mom ''we would snuggle together and talk after mom fell assleep it was my favorit time of day ''Being there with his arms around me holding me tight made everything better ''I remember the first time things went further between us ''           It all felt so natural and inocent ''we where snuggling together in the basement we wanted someware to talk and not wake mom so there is this couch that opens to a bed in the basement so we began to go down there to be together and snuggle on the bed ''i know it sounds wierd for a step dad and daughter to snuggle but it made us feel better and forget for a little while ''.

That first time was amazing for me ''my body was going through changes and my boobs where getting bigger i had gon from little pony and hello kitty nighties to silky and satin nighties and that first night i had my red satin nightie on ''it felt so different in satin being under the covers with my step dad it was slipery and felt so good on my skin ''i loved the way his hand felt as he rubed my back it was so different ''with my cotten kello kitty nightie my dads hand felt good as he rubed my back but when i changed to silk and satin it changed everything his hand felt amazing as it slid along the satin .

That night my step dad seemed quiet he just ran his hand up and down my nightie but wasent  talking and that felt wierd so i asked him what was wrong at first he said nothing but then began to talk he daid he was having a hard time keeping himself in controle i did not understand what he was talking about ''it took a while for him to finaly explane what he was telling me ''and then he showed me i remember how he took my hand under the covers and placed it on his crotch and when he did i felt his very hard cock inside his pajama pants then he said ''this is what you do to me ''I never thought i would touch his cock and it was my first time touching any cock so it was very strange for me ''i rubed his crotch over his pajamas for a few minutes then i felt his cock head come out of the top of his pajamas so i touched it then ran my hand down his cock and into his pants ''the look on his face was amazing the first time he felt my hand on his hard cock it looked like he was so relaxed and his body shiverd i could tell he was loving it ;                               I slowly jerked his cock as he layed there on his back he had his arm around my waist and was jentaly rubbing my ass then he touched my face with his other hand and looked at me and as we looked into each others eyes i could feel his cock twitching and his body began to shiver then i felt my hand get wet ;;we kept eye contact the entire time then he gave me a little kiss on my lips and said ''i love you baby girl ''.

I think when something feels good like sex you dont think about the age of the other person it dosent matter as long as it feels right and being with my step dad felt right 'For the first month or so it was all touching and exploring each other for me this was my first time with a man feeling his naked body under the covers and joining him in the shower ''I would put soap all over his cock and get it all slipery then jerk him off i loved the feeling of his hard cock coverd in soap my hands slide so easely along it then he blows his load and it hits me in the face and chest ''.

The first time i felt his finger inside me was so amazing and a little crazy as well ''we where in the shower and i was playing with his cock then he reached down and touched my pussy i smiled because i could see the dissapointment in his face when he felt the little string of my tampon ''it figures that the first time he wants to touch my pussy im on my period ''he began to rub me on the outside of my pussy and it felt so good ''He got down on his knees in the shower and touched my pussy and ass ''i looked at him and said ''im almost finished my period ''then he jentaly took the string and pulled on it and out came the tampon and in went his finger ''WOW it felt so amazing ''it was my very first time getting fingerd and his thick finger hurt a little ''the only thing thats been in there befor was my thin fingers ''it felt like we where playing doctor the way he was using his fingers to open my pussy and look at it then he slid his finger into me and explored the inside i was so glad that i was at the end of my period and there was just a little blood ..

It seemed like my step dad couldent keep his fingers out of me after that every night he would finger me and eat my pussy then i would jerk him off when i was on my period he began to finger my asshole ''I hate having periods it seems like every time we went further i was on my period ''there where a few times when i started my period as he ate my pussy or fingerd it ''me and my step dad dont care about it we have sex all the time when im on my period its no big deal its just blood ''my step dad sais it brings us closer together ''