Anyone who has read my earlier blogs will know that until a short time ago I was 100% straight (or so I thought). I then started to get more and more turned on by the sight of cock. I have sucked and wanked a few guys, and believe me, it was hot and I loved it. I do get aroused even more by crossdressers, and I always wear ladies panties now. On occasions I also wear tights under my jeans/trousers when I go out. It feels so great, the nylon (of the tights) rubbing my cock as I walk about. Quite often I actually cum in my tights. I would like to meet a real crossdresser, and ask them to dress me up and put on make-up and bright red lipstick. Then take lots of photos of me. Very recently I have been masturbating while looking at sissies, and I wonder what it would be like to be presented by a master or mistress as a sissy in all the frills and make up. As with all my wet dreams (and daydreams) they will probably never happen….But it doesn’t hurt to dream,and It goes to show you are never too old to dream.