So its hard to explain.

she was my first and only girlfriend, who i got to know after i already had sex with men as a trans gurl

who i met before i turned 20.

 

she is and was chubby and she is over 190cm tall (around 6' 3'') she was very obsessed with dildos

even more STRAPONS 

and

she was more obsessed with using them on me

and after all of that she wanted me to be with guys, to watch me and the men, to be a slut

i havent even had a lot of sex with her.

probably only under 10 times (you know the usual one)

the other times were with strapons and the other times she just hooked me up and watched me getting filled 

 

she didnt know that i already had sex with men and i still had sex with men when i already was with her.

at least thats what i think 

i was always dressed up, to be honest i was more of a librarian when i hooked up with those guy (before her at least)

but they enjoyed it, they made me dress up sluttier tho

i only had the guys in the first year of our relationship 

(but i met them again when she turned me into a fuckdoll again)

 

when she got me to meet the new guys i was more slutty overall, but not always. 

 

so.. i can explain the girlfriend situation in some other blog entry.

 

so here we are, 7 years later or something like that

 

she sent me the number of a guy 

and she already tried that many times before

 she even sent some to my apartment before but i told her to stop

 

i got the number and asked her whats going on and why she doesnt stop with that.

even tho i got horny already to be fair

 

but then she sent me videos that the guy made

of him jerking off and shooting a huge load.

and some other pics

 

a white guy from england but he lives in germany for over 20 years

 

his cock was soo huge and he shot such a big load.
i dont know why but his foreskin and veins made me even hornier

i immediately texted him without even thinking and he said that he lives nearby, just in the next apartment block.

oh god (she is crazy)

 

he even videocalled me right after probably the first time texting him

 

i dont know why, but my brain stopped working at that point.

we talked and i just flashed my butt like some whore like,... just after every 4th sentence

 

not even 20 minutes later i was kissing and riding, sucking....

oh god.
that man is 59 years old, almost 210cm (6'8'') tall.

he took a picture of me and i didnt really care.
he sent it to my ex gf

 

i had his huge load in my mouth with his cock laying on my face.

 

and i dont know why i find it funny,

my ex girlfriend is married, and i met the guy. he is okay with her a-sexuality. and thats good and lovely.

and she told him that the last time she was horny, was with me

but to be fair, she was horny cause she saw me getting gangbanged by 5 guys while i was in stockings, looking more girly than her and he doesnt know cause she apparently didnt tell him anything about that

 

and here i am
i quit my job cause he wants me to be here.
1 week at his home already, cooking his meals, cleaning his house while he is working.
and i am writing this while his cock is in my asss
i am bent over in stockings, my little thingy free

i am on my knees

 

lipsticks and eyeliners

blonde hair

 

will he creampie me or will he shoot his load in my mouth.
(i hope my mouth to be honest,... i just love drinking cum)

 

i love everyone who reads this.

i hope i can tell you some more things someday

i really dont know if i fucked some of the text up, cause you know XD kisssseeessss