I love both of course. There's nothing quite like it when a girl makes you cum in your underpants. It's so special when just the sight of Her, even in photos or videos, is enough to make the spunk gradually rise, up and up till you're leaking, leak some more then spurt, soak your underpants and trousers.

The whole process can take a few minutes. Looking through a magazine, you're already stiff seeing the first photos, then you get to Her set, and She's the one who's going to make you do it. Spend time on each photo, marvelling at how She looks, the way She smiles, what She's showing, and maybe by the next photo, or the next, you've got that special feeling right in the tip, a sort of burning feeling, intense, it increases and increases and the exquisite ecstasy as She has you right on the verge, and a stream of pre-cum leaks into your pants. Then the spunk's pumping, She's making you do it, in your pants, wetting yourself, moaning in perv ecstasy.

Sometimes it's instant, turning the page and just seeing Her, maybe that's the first time you've ever seen Her. Or a girl says something naughty, on the phone, or standing next to your car, reading pervy filth you're written, and instant spontaneous ejaculation follows.

But I also love my wank orgies. Once I've looked at my mags a few times and pants-spunked several times, I go back and rub myself looking at the photos, and leave lovely big brown stains over them. But really special is being able to wank watching girls for real. It was essential for me to have a wank-mac, since I'm a compulsive masturbator and when a girl shows my hand automatically makes its way to my knob and starts rubbing it, there's nothing I can do about it.

Of course I couldn't wear my mac to work so when a girl was driving me nuts, I'd have to find ways to watch Her and pants-spunk. But when I could find ways of watching Her in my mac, or from my window, then it's lovely to rub as you see Her walking along, and spunk soon shoots.

I love my mac but it's also lovely to knob-rub completely undressed. At my window, spending several hours going up and down on knobby while girls walked by was my favourite week-end practice. Seeing local girls, girls from work, girls I knew was extra special, jerk jerk jerking like a real perv and shooting spunk down the wall, then seeing Her next day at work, in the shop, in the pub, is lovely guilty pleasure.

One time I had this little spot where I could look through the fence and girls would walk by a few feet from me while I knob-rubbed naked the other side of the fence. That's a real wanker eh?! I could also do that in my wank-mac, standing on the corner watching the skimpy-dressed girls going clubbing while my hand through the holes in my mac pocket and wank-trouser pocket jerked pervily up and down. Then of course I'd spunk in my pants.

Some of those girls were so sexy-dressed that when they got close I'd just gawp and hold knobby up against me, and the girls would make it spunk all by itself into my pants. Cleavage and micro-miniskirts were guaranteed to make me do that, as I only ever saw that in my magazines normally. On the rare occasions I saw bikinis, well knobby would just start to spurt at the sight of those girls. I've got that video of Miss Stacey Poole in Her skimpy bikini and I just can't get through it, She makes me spunk my pants so quickly every time.

You can't normally mac-wank in a pub, but there was a pub once with skimpy-dressed barmaids and a few of us pervs would be there at the corner of the bar in our macs, long jackets or whatever, looking furtive and mesmerised when the girls came into view. I'd only ever need to press gently against the bar and ogle for the girls to make me do it in my underpants, but sometimes it was lovely to mac-wank watching them, feeling dirty and pervy, a real wanker. 

One of the first girls I could tell all about this was Miss Melanie, and of course I wanted to show Her, so I'd take videos of me nude, wanking behind my fence and spunking seeing girls walk by. I also filmed my wank-orgies on Her photos, and took the videos to show Her at Worship Sessions - it's lovely to see a girl watching a video of a wanker pumping spunk all over Her photos, see Her laugh.

When I worshipped Internet girls I'd often send photos or videos of me spunking over their pics, sometimes other things I got up to, like mac-wanking in the street. I'd really love to have one of those girls fully-dressed in a lovely outfit, while I had no clothes on and stood in front of them rubbing up and down on my little willy, spunking right in front of them.

At least with Miss Melanie I could mac-wank while She sat ‘carelessly', showing Her stocking-tops, reading all the pervy filth I'd written about Her and looking through my mags of Her photos, covered in spunk stains, toilet paper, pervy captions and cartoons. She saw me pump spunk through the front of my wank-trousers many times. And always called me a wanker to my face, which I loved.

Parked up in my van with my mags or watching girls walk by I could rub through my trousers or even mac-wank, though that's not so easy sitting down. But sometimes when I'm parked somewhere and suddenly a girl comes into view and She'll soon be out of sight, well I'd go mad and mac-wank like crazy, desperate to spunk watching Her before She walks out of sight. It's not an easy life being a pervert-wanker.

One way of ensuring that pants-spunking happens quickly when I'm looking at mags parked somewhere, is for girls to see me as they walk by. Whether they call out or just laugh loudly, it causes instant spontaneous ejaculation into my underpants. I love that so much, cause the girls can see I'm a wanker and I do love girls to know.

I remember in one red light district this girl coming along in Her tiny short skirt while I was parked with my mags, and I'd got a lot of signs saying all about what a perv I was, how many mags I'd got, how girls made me spunk in my pants, and She stopped and read each sign as I held it up, and She saw clearly how I spunked my pants hearing Her and seeing Her and Her seeing all my dirty mags. I went back and we did that a few times, Her saying what a pervert I was.

Of course you don't need to be actually wanking for a girl to see you are a wanker, as that story tells you. Wherever I went in my perv gear, standing on street corners or going into my dirty bookshops, it's pretty obvious what I am, and that's the way I like it. I try not to be offensive of course but when I see a lovely sexy-dressed girl, I can't help the way I gawp, how gob-smacked I am. I can't choose when I see showy girls - normally it's only in my mags and videos so if I'm lucky enough to see lovely girls walk by, it's no wonder I don't have much control.

Some girls laugh when they see me in my mac on the street corner in the evening while they're all going out for the night. Some even call out "wanker!", and I nod my head to say ‘oh yes I am, I'm a BIG wanker!' A lot don't seem to notice I'm there, but sometimes they see my mac flapping or even my head nodding as they make me spunk my pants. One girl had such a low-cut top on that I just went nuts. I'd gone cold and limp waiting ages for girls to come along and though I knew She'd be out of sight before I could get the spunk cumming, I had to try and of course She saw, saying to Her friend - "wanker!" He's wanking!" Her friend gasped.

Then of course I hung around outside the pub they were in for nearly an hour till they came out. I'd stayed stiff all the time, just waiting for Her, and as soon as  She came out the pub and headed across the road in my direction, knobby just started to pump into my pants all by itself. Such a bosomy girl with such lovely cleavage. I saw Her several times and always set off for home with wet pants. 

Of course you can wank, then cum in your underpants. I do that a lot now I mostly look at pics on a screen. It also means if I'm worshipping a girl and spunk my underpants looking at Her photos or videos, I can send photos of my stained underpants and wank-trousers to Her, videos too - Miss Foxy Lisa liked that. I liked it cause She called me a wanker and pervert a lot.

At one time I'd print photos to spunk on them and send a video of me doing that to the girls I was worshipping. I did that with Miss Christine and Miss Christina, amongst others. I didn't get to that stage with Miss Danica cause I didn't know if She would like it, and I only did it once with my All-Time No.1 and I got told off so I never did it again.

Sometimes I'd spunk over a pic on my laptop screen and film it. I sent a few of those videos to Miss Christina, me rubbing my willy over Her photo then plonk knobby on the screen and spurt spunk over it. She said She liked those videos, in fact She liked all the pervy worship material I sent to Her, and I sent a lot.

I liked it  best though when I filmed myself looking at Her photos, sometimes standing there in my underpants, sometimes in my wank-trousers, and then She'd see the spunk pumping through the front of my underpants or trousers - I'd unzip my wank-trousers so She could see how much cum was soaked into my underpants - caused by Her. She said it was flattering that She could make me spunk in my pants. But Miss Christina, when you see the way you pose, your curves and legginess, stocking-tops, knix and cleavage, you know a big wanker like me is not going to be able to hold it, specially when I know you'll see exactly what you make me do.

The only reason I felt it was ok to pants-spunk openly in front of Miss Melanie is because that's what happened the very first time I saw Her. I wasn't expecting it - in fact I don't know what I was expecting cause that was the first time I'd ever seen a girl pose, even though I was already in my 40s by then, and She took me by surprise. She didn't bat an eyelid so I knew it was ok to do it every time I saw Her, and She even filmed it once with my camera. 

With the other girls I saw pose I always did it discreetly in my underpants and trousers with my mac done up. Miss Leigh probably wouldn't mind, I know my All-Time No.1 didn't want to see it but was ok with me doing it - She knew there was no way I could not do it when I saw Her pose and show.

Miss Danica said that "next time you can leave your mac open and I'll pose and if what happens happens, well maybe dreams do come true." There never was a next time though.....

One of the problems with pants-spunking during Worship Sessions with a Goddess, apart from trying to get my nerves to settle down so I can even get a hard-on, is that when I take photos I can't focus on the viewfinder cause I'm short-sighted, and then I haven't got the nerve to look at Her as She changes pose, not to begin with. But Miss Leigh says next time, when She has another Goddess there too, She'll take photos of the other Goddess posing while I can just watch. I bet then that I'll spunk my pants watching - no way I can not do that - and hopefully I'll make it obvious, because I so want to do that again, it's been years, and they'll turn and laugh seeing me shudder and hearing me moan - "oh look, you've made him do it in his pants!" "He's always doing that, Graham's such a wanker!"

Lots of laughter, and very happy Wanker. Yes, cum in my pants, but maybe a bit of knob-rubbing too.