There is so much i dont understand about about relationships and sexual pleasure my dad has told me many times why he let his friend have sex with my mom he said it was because there sex life was borring and they needed to make it more exciting and new ''he made a few mistakes he said like choosing a friend and letting them do it again this time in private ''I think my dad forgot why he wanted my mom at first and i know it wasent for the conversation ''My dad didnt think it totaly through when he asked his best friend to have sex with his wife'' i mean ''mom knew him to and they spent time together for over 9 years ''dad didnt think that his friend had wanted mom for a long time ''.I have seen his cock in videos that mom sends dad and yes i can see why mom would loose controle with him ''his cock is big and long bigger than my dads and to what i can see in the videos and heard in the house when hes over he knows how to use it .

My mom has lost herself she has no controle over her sexual needs and wants she has no care about my dads feelings she has no regret about sending my dad pics and videos of her getting fucked she realy made sure my dad got a video of her first anal sex ''I have seen the video and it was hard to watch ''my dad had never fucked moms ass he always wanted to but she wouldent let him she said it wasent something she hated and didnt want to try it .then you see her getting it up her ass buy some guy with a big cock ''       The problem i have is sometimes i think my dad only have sex with me to get back at my mom ''its just revenge sex ''                       At first it felt different it was fun and excitting but lately it feels more like its about him and getting his anger out ''at first my dad used to love it when i was on top he would touch my face a tell me how beutifull i was as i slowly rode his cock he had this amazing look in his eyes as he looked at me it all seemed so special .

There are still times now when i feel that way but there are way more times when i feel used and all he wants is someone to fuck and get his anger out .My dad waches those stipid videos that mom sends him and he gets so mad .I wach them with him and i can see him getting mad ''Theres one of my mom getting fucked by three men in a hotel it was crazy ''they fucked all her holes at the same time ''mom has no limits everything goes ''I feel sorry for my dad and thats how it all began between me and dad i felt bad for him so i thought if he had sex with me it would be even between them and if mom is going to suck other cocks then i need to suck dads cock it just felt right at the time '' Its funny ''back when it all began i would just rub dads cock for him as we wached the videos of mom i could feel his anger and jelousy as i slowly stroked his hard cock'' i remember thinking one night i was slowly jerking him off we had a new video that mom just sent him he called mom all kindes of names telling me she was a dirty slut and shes a whore he was so mad then as i looked at my hand on his cock he blew his load and i felt like all his anger was in his cum and i was letting it out for him ..

Dad told me that when we first had sex it was amazing because he could see me as his daughter but he could also see my mom when she was my age and he now knew what it would have been like if he knew her back then ''my dad met mom when she was 25 so when he was with me it gave him a idea of what she would have looked like and felt like before he met her ''                                     At first it was all about daddy and feeling his cock inside me to be honest i let dad take my virginity because i felt sorry for him i felt that giving him something so special would make him feel better after that first time it bacame more then that i loved the feeling fo his cock inside me and having sex ''The first time me and dad had sex he pulled out and blew his load on my chest the second time i was on top of him with his cock deep inside me and i leaned down and whisperd into his ear ''feed me your anger daddy '''Nothing will ever take the place of that moment when i felt my dad cum inside me for the first time ''I have never seen the look on my dads face like the one he had that night it was like time slowed down i looked at my dad as he tried to lift me off of him and get his cock out of me before he blew his load hiis hands where gripping my waist hard and i put all my weight down on him and forced my hips down keeping his cock deep inside me ''my dad had this look of panic and fear on his face ''then it happend he let go inside me i could feel it filling my pussy and my dads face changed to this look of total sexual pleasure he looked like he was seeing an angel  it was so amazing to see him change like that ..

Nothing will ever feel like that again for me it was very special ''Sometimes i think about how my first time was with my dad in every way i mean he was my first blowjob my first sexual experience in my pussy and my ass ''i think about when i meet mr right one day i will have nothing to give away my dad has had them all ''