I never thought i would be on a site like this showing my pics of myself or telling anyone about my sex life its so wierd i have never been the popular girl in school or asked to any dance im the girl that stands in the shadow that no one can see ''im the nerdy and geeky girl that passes you on the street and you never turn to get another look ''my friends are nerdy as well and we have a small group that hang out together my best friend is Sandra and shes as geeky as me in every way we spend most of our time talking about boys and things we never experienced like love and being close to a guy ''When i think about that one moment in time when things changed and everyting i thought i knew about guys and feelings was wrong and when it hit me it hit hard like a train hitting me head on ''

I was with Sandra at her parents cottage someware we went every summer i loved it there it was this place we could go and just be ourselves without judgement  from anyone it was a place to hide ''It wasent to long ago i would never be seen in a bikini it was way to much skin for me to have out but after talking about it for a long time and when both me and sandra had some boobs to show we decided to try it one summer ''we decided to go with maching black bikinis and i tell you it took alot for both of us to finaly go outside with them on ''My first time i went out with my bikini on i had a towel wraped around me as i walked down to the small beach area behind the cottage the only person other than sandra that was ther was her dad he was working on the boat when we went down .

I remember standing there with the towel around then i took it off and as i stood there sandras dad had stoped what he was doing and was just looking at me ''there was something about the way he looked it was like he was seeing me for the first time and in a way he was at least that much of me ''No one has ever looked at me that way before there was something in the way he looked that told me he liked what he saw and it made me feel amazing .I looked at sandras dad in a very new way i mean he wasent just sandras dad anymore this dad like older man that i knew for a few years he was this man looking at me like i was beutifull and sexy and holy shit it made me feel things i never knew i could feel ''I never thought i would ever be attracted to someone as old as my dad or find myself teasing him and one day be feeling his cock in my mouth and other holes on my body ''it all happend so fast and all from just changing my clothes and showing a little skin ..

It all seems like a blurr sometimes ''its so crazy how something like a bikini can chang your life for ever there i was standing there beeing looked at in my bikini for the first time and two days later sandras dad was taking my verginity out on the water in his boat ''its crazy how feelings can mask everything how two people can be together sexualy even though it seems wrong to everyone around them 'when i began to have feeings for sandras dad and he told me how he felt about me it was like he wasent the same man i knew sudenly his scruffy grey beard and balding head looked different it was sexy and mature ''I only knew about sex from seeing porn vids on my laptop and i always wonderd if i could put a guys cock in my mouth when the time came or would i be disscusted by the thought of it ''I was very surprised by myself and how much i wanted to taste his cock and feel it on my lips i didnt even think twice about getting on my knees for him and taking his hard cock into my mouth it all just seemed so natural .

When i was on the boat with sandras dad and i felt his cock being forced into my pussy for the first time i had no regrets i knew i wanted him to be my first ''maybe it would have been easyer with someone with a smaller cock but whats a girl to do''I gave myself to him fully and he showed me a very new world one where i was beutifull and sexy and wanted and it was a world i wanted to be in   I get asked alot on here why i like older men and it has nothing to do with age ''Let me put it this way '' One day i asked my friend andy to rub my back hes the same age as me and hes very cute ''for a nerd ''he rubed my back and it was ok he had cold hands and there was no special feelings there just a guy rubbing my back for a few seconds nothing els ''but when sandras dad rubed my back for the first time ''holly fuck''it felt amazing his hands where so worm and strong i could feel myself melting as he went from my shoulders to my waist the way he moved my hair to one side and his fingers touched my neck it made me shiver like crazy ''its so easy to forget about the person touching you and how many people will be hurt if they knew he was but the feelings take over and any thought of right and wrong go out the door and i just wanted him to touch me all over .

When sandras dad had his cock inside me for the first time i didnt think about sandra or her mom or if it was wrong to be there with him i just wanted to feel his cock and nothing els materd it was all about myself and having those feelings i liked and he gave me what i wanted and what i needed when i layed back and felt his cock inside me i was in heaven i was the popular girl and the girl being looked at and when he told me i was sexy and beutifull i believed every word he said because he was showing me by putting his cock inside me .Dont get me wrong ''when the sex was over and i had to go back to the cottage and face sandra and her mom it wasent easy i couldent look at them in the face it was way to hard 'some nights as we had dinner at the tabel i could still feel her dads cock inside me from having sex on the boat for two hours or longer even my jaw hurt from sucking his cock ''i would sit there looking at my food feeling my pussy burnning to scared to look up thinking someone will notice i had sex from the look on my face ''

Sandras dad would fuck for so long that i couldent feel my pussy and i found it hard to tell if i was leaking his cum at the dinner tabel i would get so nervouse because it felt li ke i was getting a big wet spot on my bikini bottom sometimes i had to put kleenex down there to keep it dry ''Even now when im with sandra i tell myself im going to stop fucking her dad but then he sends me a text and tells me hes in the garage waiting for me on the old red leather couch and everything i told myself is forgotten and there i am getting fucked by her dad .

Sex and all the crazy feelings that come with it have changed me ''The strong hands of a mature man holding me by my hips as he explors the inside of my pussy or the look in his eyes as he waches my perky boobs bounce as i ride on his hard cock or that amazing feeling of a scruffy beard on the inside of my thighs as he eats my wet pussy ''For this girl i will keep going back to my friends dads for my sexual pleasures not because there older men but because they feel so amazing and they make me feel special and wanted and isnt that what we all want in life ......