Having a little trouble sleeping the last few days so here i am laying in bed at 2 am on a saturday it seems that my brain is working overtime and wont let me sleep ''I dont understand myself and find i do things before thinking them out..Its very hard to talk to anyone about my feelings and my need to be looked at  and liked all i want is to be touched and looked at like im sexy it makes me feel so good inside ''I wonder if other girls get these crazy feelings that make them do things that later regret ''                                 I say that because im feeling a little regret myself ''the other night i was over at my friend kevins house and we where playing call of duty on his play station I was wearing my pink sundress and had a pink ribbon in my hair that held my ponytail ''my sunderss is not to short it goes down to my knees ''i like it because i dont have to wear a bra with it ''i have a cute pair of pink panties that goes with the dress there silky and feel realy nice on my skin ''.

Kevin is a total nerd and geek like me and we get along realy good and as you know from my past blogs i know his dad very well and have had some fun with him ''I think of kevin as just a friend but there are times when i think about just using his cock for my own pleasure just to have fun nothing seriouse just sex ''but kevin is more interseted in his games than me ''the other night i tried to get his attention i kept bending over in front of him and letting him see up my dress ''I had that insane itch inside me and i needed to get it scratched but keving just didnt see me he just played the game .Kevins mom was away on a work trip so his dad was the only one home and i could hear him down stairs in the kitchen so i told kevin i was going to get a drink and he didnt answer me so i just left the room ''I went down to the kitchen and kevins dad was there ''There is something about kevins dad that makes me want to smile and i gave him the biggest smile i could ''He stood there and looked at me in my pink dress his look was the total opesit from the one his son gives me his dads looks at me like im a princess ''i know it sounds stupid but i can feel what hes feeling by the look in his eyes and i can see the look on his face that he knows what hes thinking is wrong as he looks at me but he also knows he wants to touch me .

Kevins dad was in his pajama pants as i stood next to him leaning on the counter holding my glass of water ''He asked me what kevin was doing and i told him he was playing his game he shook his head and looked at me then said ''i could think of way better things to do' then said his son is crazy because hes up there playing games with a beutifull and sexy girl in his room '' we talk about kevin and how he dosent see me as a girl and even though i try to get his attention he dosent see me kevins dad calls his son crazy for not seeing me as i sexy young girl ''I love hearing thigs like that his dad realy knows how to make me feel good about myself ''I got up and went over to him sitting on the other kitchen chair i got up close to him and went in for a big hug his hands felt so good on my back as he held me tight he hadent shaved for a few days so his half brown and gray beard had grown in a little and it felt good on my face as he held me close ''when he let go i stood there and ran my nails along his scruffy beard telling him he looked so good then i felt his hands drop from my waist down to my legs then back up going under my dress and up to my ass his hands began to explore my ass as i continued to touch his beard ..

Its crazy how there comes a time when you feel yourself change and everything in your minde goes away and all that matters is sexual pleasure ''its so strong inside me that feeling i get deep inside me and its so many things that get me there not just the fact he has a cock its so much more  its his hands and the way he touches me ''its the way he remindes me of my own dad and how having someone as old as my dad touching me this way'' its so naughty and wrong yet it feels so right ''I rested my head onto his shoulder and snuggled my face into his neck as he touched my ass over my silky panties it felt amazing ''                                                      I could have stood there al night just standing there snuggled up like that  feeling his big hands exploring my panties ''.

Things felt so right between me and kevins dad in the kitchen and i was ready to go further so i stood up and took his hand standding him up then touched his crotch i ran my hand along the outline of his very hard cock then as i went to reach inside his pajama pants he said ''waht about Kevin up stairs ''as i placed my hand into his pants and took hold of his cock i said '''he can have his games i want what you have''I love the way older men say one thing but do another thing like kevins dad  as he told me this was a bad idea and we should stop he did nothing to stop my hand from going along his cock and rubbing his balls jentaly inside his pajama pants .

I didnt care if kevin came down and caught me with his dad i mean he knew i did it before but we never talked about it it was one of those things if you never talk about something it never happend ''I stuck out my tongue and kevins dad leaned down and put it into his mouth and sucked on it i griped his cock hard letting him know i liked it we made out for a while the kisses where long and very sexy his fingers making there way along my silky coverd ass and pussy he knew just where to touch me that made my ass shake with pure joy ''He grabed me by my hips and picked me up like i was a doll and took me into the living room the put me on the couch then opend my legs and put his face between them making his way down to kiss my pussy ''Oh my god''the feeling of his scruffy beard on the inside of my thighs was so amazing then it rubed along my bald pussy there is nothing like that feeling its so fucken good ''it drives me crazy its the feeling of a beard on my skin and his hot tongue pressing onto my pussy that takes me over the edge and makes me insane .

he rubed his beard on my feet then all the way up my legs giving me goos bumps all over my body it has to be one of the most amazing feelings ''I like it when he eats my pussy then lets me taste it on his lips 'after a few minutes on the couch we made out way down to the basement where we could continue and it was my turn to do some exploring .We kissed a few times before i pulled down his pajamas and took out his cock and it was so ready to be sucked and i waisted no time getting his cock into my mouth his legs trembled as i slid it into my mouth and he grabed my hair and jentaly pulled me in as he did the pink ribbon came loos and came off and he held it in one hand as i took his cock as deep as i could into my mouth ''I love that first taste of a mans cock ''it gets all sweaty inside there underware and that salty sweaty tast is what i love i has to be my favorit thing to taste ''i got so excited i licked his balls to get more and ended up going a little to far and i had my first taste of ass and i have to be honest it wasent the worst taste i ever had it wasent bad i even went in for seconds ..

When i stoped for a second he still had my pink ribbon in his hand so i grabed my hair and made a new ponytail then he tied the ribbon back onto my hair then jentaly held my new ponytail and pulled my head back into his cock and i opend wide and took it into my mouth ''i feel so close to him when his cock is in my mouth and i want to make him feel good so i do my best to make him happy ''I was having a great time sucking his cock feeling his legs shake every time i took it further in i was so into it i never heard kevin come down the stairs neather did his dad it wasent untill we heard him say ''holly shit dad you said you wouldent do this again'' i pulled his dads cock out of my mouth and looked at kevin his dad pulled up his pajama pants i stood up and adjusted my dress ''Kevin said to his dad ''thats my friend why are you with her like this ''his dad just said to him ''look at her shes beutifull and very sexy and she needs to be touched and wants to play ''then told him''all you do is egnore her but she needs attention like most people ''he told kevin that at my age a girl needs to explore sex and her body not sit and play stupid video games ..

Kevins dad told him to sit down on the sofa and shut up then put his hands on my waist he turned me around and lifted my dress then as he touched my ass and ran his hand along my silky panties he said to his son ''look at this perfect ass look how small and tight it is its so perfect ''he placed his hand into my panties and slid his finger into my pussy and as kevin wached his dads finger disapeer into my pussy his dad said to him''its so tight and wet son its perfect ''he fingerd me for a few seconds before standing me in front of him and as i faced kevin sitting there his dad pulled my pink dress over my shoulders and down my arms showing kevin my perky boobs then began to touch then telling kevin how soft they where and firm making my nipples hard ''kevins dad pulled my dress down from my waist and it fell to the floor and i steped out of it and his dad picked it up and handed it to kevin then put his hands around me from behinde touching my stomach as he told kevin how soft my skin was  then kevin wached as his dads hand pulled the front of my panties down and showed him how smooth and bald it was then he fingerd me again ''

Kevins dad touched my face then my lips before kissing me then told kevin how soft my lips where and how hot my mouth was then he pulled his pajama pants down and pulled my head down to his cock i opend wide and took his cock into my mouth as i did he told kevin ''there is nothing like a girls mouth around your cock its the most amazing feeling you could feel''then he pulled my head in and began to fuck my mouth kevin sat there and wached his dad fuck my mouth and said nothing he just sat and looked .

I was having fun sucking his cock and knowing kevin was waching it felt so naughty i realy liked it then his dad said ''come here and let her suck your cock ''kevin sat there at first but after his dad told him the second time to get up and come over he did and stood there so his dad pulled his cock out and held my hair as he told kevin to take out his cock at first i though kevin was going to leave but his dad kept telling him to take out his cock and after a little bit he finaly did and i was surprised by its size it was bigger than i thought it would be it was smaller than his dads but then he is way younger and it will grow just like his dads '' His dad guided my head towards kevins cock and pushed it forward and i took his sons cock into my mouth it was so wierd i never thought i would ever finde myself being fed my friends cock by his dad ''

I went from kevins cock to his dads sucking each one then kevins dad stood me up and pulled down my panties he picked them up then smelled them before putting them up to kevins face and telling him to take a good smell so he did ''his dad touched my pussy and told kevin i was very wet and ready to be fucked his dad sat down on the couch then grabed me by my hips pulling me down onto his lap facing outwards then grabed his hard cock and held it upwards as i lowerd myself onto it ''kevin wached as his dads big cock head opend my pussy and made way for his shaft i rolled my eyes back as his thick cock made its way into my tight pussy my legs shook like crazy as kevin wached his dads cock dissapeer into me when i opend my eyes and looked over at kevin he was sitting there and his eyes where glued to my pussy waching his dads cock stretching me to my limits then i heard him say to his dad ''i dont believe it fits inside her pussy dad ''his dad said to him''oh yes son you would be surprised what can fit in a girls pussy when its wet and ready to take it ''i rode on kevins dads cock a few times then he told me to go over to kevin and sit on his cock ''

Now you have to remember kevin was a virgin he never felt a pussy before so when i went over i knew this was his first time ''i grabed his cock and got on top of him facing his dad then slowly lowerd myself onto his cock his dad told him to hold my hips so he did then it was his dads turn to see his sons cock disapeer into my pussy  his dads eyes where open so wide as he wached i told him it felt good then when i had kevins cock all in his dad got up and came over then put his cock into my mouth and as i sat on kevins cock his dad fucked my mouth it was so much fun i realy liked it .I fucked kevin as i sucked his dads cock and it wasent long before i felt kevin blow his load inside me i think his dad knew he did by the way he moaned and his body jerked because he pulled his cock out of my mouth then grabed my hands and stood me up then bent me over and placed his cock into me as his thick hard cock went in i could feel kevins cum being foeced out it was worm as it driped down my legs after a few times going in and out he pulled out and told me to eat kevins cum off his cock so i did then he fucked me again as kevin wached i bent over kevin and held his legs as his dad fucked me hard from behinde i looked at kevin and told him his dad felt amazing inside me .

I leaned in and kissed kevin on the lips then whisperd into his ear ''i love your dads cock it feels so good ''his dad kept fucking me then i felt him blow his load and i told kevin how big his dads load was and when he pulled out i turned around and lowed myself so my pussy was just over his cock then i squeesed my pussy making his dads cum drip onto his cock  i looked down and wached as his dads cum landed on his cock it was so sexy to see '''then i turned around and got down so i could lick his dads cum off his cock and told him it was like candy ..

I licked his dads cock after that  as i snuggled with his dad he asked what kevin thought about all of what we did  and he said he liked it even though it was awkward and strange it felt realy good ''