Wanker (n) A perv and/or girl-worshipper who ONLY wanks - 100% full-time solo-sex practitioner

Perv (n) short for pervert but the two words have different meanings - a perv is a wanker and/or girl-worshipper with particular habits, e.g. spunks in pants / over girl photos, wears a ‘dirty' mac, mac-wanks in the street, ogles incessantly when girls are about, likes to talk dirty to girls / hear girls talk dirty, etc. Obviously doesn't have any sort of physical relations - 100% full-time solo-sex practitioner. Variously referred to as ‘dirty old man', tosser, voyeur etc

Girl-worshipper (n) this is a type of wanker and/or perv who is in awe of girls that show. Typically a girl-worshipper will treat girls with the utmost respect, give gifts and sterling tributes, pay the most deferential compliments, and dreams all the time of being in the presence of the girls they worship, to ‘worship-in-person', and most of all cum in their pants in front of Her. 100% full-time solo-sex practitioner

Worship Session this is the pinnacle of girl-worship, where the girl-worshipper is allowed into the presence of his Girlie-Goddess, wearing his ‘dirty' wank-mac and wank-trousers and other apparel so he looks the complete perv.

If he's lucky, he will be able to show Her his collection of worship material done for Her, including worship videos featuring him spunking over Her photos, present stats like how many pics of Her he's got, videos too, how many times She's made him cum in his pants, how many worship sheets and videos he's done for Her.

Bring Her printed worship sheets, mag covers, Worship Certificates, and of course - gifts.

Also to see Her pose and cum in his pants - if he's lucky, openly in front of Her, so She will see the stained spunk-encrusted state of his wank-trousers, the bobbing bulge as it spunks into his pants and the wet patch spreading.

If he's lucky She will ‘talk a little dirty' to him, including talking about how She knows She makes him spunk his pants, calling him a wanker and so on

Wank-mac rainmac (‘dirty' raincoat) modified to allow hand or hands to have direct access to wank-trousers or genitals if trousers have no tops (only legs held up by suspenders)

Wank-trousers modified trousers to allow hand or hands to have direct access to underpants which can then be rolled down to allow wanking - or direct to genitals if no underpants worn. The fronts will have many spunk-stains (not discarded until the fronts are so encrusted that mac-wanking becomes difficult)

Mac-wanker / mac-man perv/wanker/girl-worshipper wearing wank-mac and wank-trousers on the street, in his wank-room and specially - when allowed - in the presence of a Girlie-Goddess. Wank-mac can be left open if She allows this - i.e. to show mass of old spunk-stains caused by Her, bobbing spunking bulge and wet patch

Compulsive masturbator exactly as it says, perv/wanker who is unable to stop rubbing himself at the sight of a lovely girl. Wank-mac and wank-trousers obviously essential equipment

Wanking walk favourite pastime of mac-wanker - it's incredible what you can see in the street / overlooking the beach / in the park / carnival / open-air show etc

Pants-spunk girl-worshippers typically cum in their pants hands-free and spontaneously at the sight of sexy girls showing off, often fully-dressed, also looking at Her pics / watching Her videos, even just hearing Her ‘talk dirty'

Wank-room a true perv/wanker/girl-worshipper will have a room set aside for ‘home worship sessions' and/or wank-orgies. A place to have on display his massive collection of dirty mags (ideally laid out like a dirty bookshop), also videos/DVDs etc, plus computer/laptop, photographs, lingerie catalogues, travel brochures, newspaper clippings, Page 3 collections, binoculars if window overlooks the street NB NOT to spy - girl-worshippers don't do that - but to get close-ups of lovely girls wearing an outfit to openly display their loveliness, stills camera and video camera for cum tributes etc

Mag collection obviously but for pervs the mags will be heavily spunk-stained and crammed with toilet-paper that protected the photos from the spunk but remains there as pleasure for future wanks, plus if shown to a Girl-Goddess so She can see how much She's made him - HER photos of course. The mags will contain lots of pervy captions and cartoons of ‘him' pants-spunking

Photos collection nowdays these will be downloaded but pre-computers some Girlie-Goddesses will have done photos/photo-sets for you. Organised into folders - ‘miniskirt girls', ‘cleavage girls', ‘bikini girls', ‘wank queens', ‘spunk queens', ‘girls who made me spunk my pants', ‘girls I want to cum in my pants in front of', and many, many more

Video collection again obvious, but videos will come from many sources e.g. from TV, video doorbell footage, taken at Worship Sessions NB consent always required, downloads, old VHS tapes and 8mm films digitised. Videos created by the perv/wanker/girl-worshipper using his worship sheets, clips from videos of girls, Her photos, animated cartoons of him pants-spunking watching a girl, edits from Worship Session videos with real pants-spunking added, commentary added (female voice of course), if you're lucky, a Girlie-Goddess will do custom videos for you

Worship material any type of worship item created to send/present to a Girlie-Goddess.

Includes worship sheets - 3 or 4 of Her photos with an imaginary storyline, cartoon of him added to each page, and speech bubbles for ‘him' and Her to match the storyline. It's important that the photos, where She is, Her expression etc are a good fit with the storyline and the speech fits as well. If you're lucky, She will add Her own speech to blank speech bubbles in sheets you send Her or present to Her.

Also worship videos which are animated worship sheets, Her voice added saying specific things if you've got these from Worship Session videos or videos She's done for you - "you're such a wanker Graham!" - can be done as a GIF too,

picture worship sheets, which is a sheet done for a single photo where She made you cum in your pants - you can add a cartoon to depict that, plus pervy captions, speech bubbles etc -

made-up ‘mag covers' - Her photo with a lovely pervy title and lots of pervy captions, plus cartoon of you if you wish.

Explicit Messages - so you can say what you want and She knows what to expect - a lot easier to have your say rather than putting it directly in an email.

Stories and poems - fantasies or what you really feel about Her expressed poetically or as a story.

Also letters to Her maybe not as pervy,

‘application forms' - applying to worship Her, for a Worship Session, to start pants-spunking on Her next picture set, for custom photos or videos,

audiobooks, using a female narrator and saying, well, whatever you want really (but designed with Her in mind of course)

Worship Certificates, sent to Her or presented to Her at the start of Worship Sessions - primarily the up-to-date stats about your worship of Her, e.g. how many pics of Her you've got, how many times She's made you spunk your pants etc. Can be stats relating to each of Her picture sets when you've finished it - how many times She made you, after how many pics, how many 2nd, 3rd or 4th Time Around pants-spunks, how many times after just ONE pic.

Worship folder - dedicated to each of Her picture sets, includes all the pics, video if there is one, all the worship sheets, picture worship sheets, worship videos, mag covers, Picture Set Pants-Spunk Certificate, the pics that made you pants-spunk, and Her comments to you  - "wow 6 times !!"

Worship Site created by the girl-worshipper specifically for his Girlie-Goddess, contains ALL the worship material done for Her, with a bit of luck She will post comments and messages - "O Graham your such a naughty boy, you couldn't even wait till the 2nd picture, you had to do it in your pants after only one pic!" Entirely up to Her of course, but She might decide to allow some of your cyber friends to be members too - you'll maybe see Her responses to THEIR worship material or comments - "yes you are a wanker Tom and you love wanking over my pictures and you get turned on by it..  Thats why I run my site for guys who want to look at me and fantasize over me" - At Worship Sessions it's a joy to have Her Worship Site open on your laptop so She will look at it, maybe even posts comments or messages.

2nd, 3rd , 4th or more Time Arounds where a Girlie-Goddess makes you pants-spunk looking at a pic of Hers more than once

ONE pic pants-spunk exactly as it says - at the climax of a home worship session dedicated to your Girlie-Goddess, you go to Her new pics and only manage one before She makes you do it in your pants

Bare girl girl who poses, who wears micro-miniskirts, low-cut tops, bikini, sex-queen outfits, who shows in public, shows Her knickers and/or cleavage

Sex Queen: girl who shows, sex with lots of men, porn star, starlet, appears nude in films, poses on Page 3 and in mens magazines, online

Girlie-Goddess a beautiful girl who is worshipped and knows She's worshipped. She will pose and show Her loveliness, and tolerate even pervy worship, allow worship sheets and videos, and allow Her worshipper into Her presence, knowing he will cum in his pants - She might even deliberately make him cum in his pants openly in front of Her. Absolutely lovely posing, showy girl, the way She walks, the way She shows, mesmerises perverts and compulsive masturbators

Goddess glamour model, nude model, girl who poses nude or semi-nude and knows She causes lots of wanking and spunking, does photos/videos with man or men, stunning figure, face and charisma - just SOMETHING about Her - NB She does not allow worship by wankers/pervs, though She knows that's what we do looking at Her photos and videos

Spunk Queen girl whose loveliness and posing cause spontaneous ejaculation by wankers, pervs and girl-worshippers. She will even refer to Herself as Spunk Queen or Cum Queen

Spunkstress like a Spunk Queen but even more so. Everything about Her gives rise to the most powerful spunking by pervs, wankers and even some normal men too, causes pants-spunking even when fully-dressed (sexy-dressed of course as She always is)

Wank Queen / Wankstress these are girls whose poses and outfits, what they do in public, how they look at the camera, cause compulsive masturbation and lots of it

 ‘Spunk Queen Bare Girl' this does not describe a girl as such, but rather is the chant you'll typically hear by a girl-worshipper as a Spunk Queen is making him cum in his pants

"Spunk cumming Miss, spunk cumming" again a chant by a perv girl-worshipper when She's got him on the verge, saying it to Her photo/video but so fantastic if you tell Her that, as it's happening, at a Worship Session, specially if She's deliberately making you

Notes by this wanker

All of these things I've experienced, done or have happened to me. I've worshipped four Girlie-Goddesses in person, and several more remotely online.

Over the decades I've collected over 10,000 magazines, online photos 500,000, videos - now all digitised as well as downloaded - 2,500. Worship material I've prepared and sent - or given - to every Goddess I've worshipped runs into the 10s of 1000s.

Is it possible for a perv to ‘fall in love'? Yeah I'd never given that a second thought - I'm a wanker, I don't have relations, I wouldn't know what to do but I don't have to worry about that as no girl in Her right mind would want anything to do with me, other than be worshipped by me maybe, and then that's still rare.

And that's the point. I was worshipping Her, like never before, in person, and She knew every detail of my worship, allowed me into Her presence and to see Her pose, send Her and show Her lots of worship material, and I realised that these strange but very lovely feelings I had for Her went way beyond my normal worship. Perv-love I guess - very different from romantic love, or what I've seen of that.

Perv-love is a one-way street, not reciprocated. Obviously a wanker like me isn't much use to girls - maybe amusement, entertainment, flattery even, or a source of income. But the love of my life (how odd it still feels as a 100% full-time solo-sex practitioner and pervert mac-wanking girl-worshipper)to use that expression but it is true) happily lets me worship Her, indulges my worship, seems to enjoy Worship Sessions - certainly laughs a lot at my worship material.

She KNOWS She makes me cum in my pants - at Worship Sessions as well as looking at Her pics and videos - and when I look back at the videos of the Worship Sessions (I'm in such a daze for the duration that I don't really know what's going on) I have to conclude, mind-boggling though it is, that She was DELIBERATELY saying and doing things to not only make me spunk my pants but to make it as nice for me as possible. I mean, She openly refers to how She makes me cum in my pants, as well as calling me a wanker all the time, and puts on a tease show. That's never ever happened to me before.

No wonder I adore Her.