Whats wrong with me ''im finding it so hard to controle my sexual erges it seemes like im always horny and in need of being touched my entire body goes crazy and i have this insane itch inside me that i have to get scratched and the only thing that can scratch it is a mans cock ''The feeling comes out of nowhere ;yesterday it started in class and my math teacher ''mr Abbot ''started looking very good standing there in front of the class ''I would have givin eanything to be abel to just touch myself to take some of the pressure off my body but that wouldent look to good in front of every one .

The last few nights i have been waking up around 2am in full need of getting my pussy fucked its driving me insane is this normal for a girl like me in her teens to have crazy sexual needs like this ''It seems like anything gets me horny ''the other night my step dad was in the bathroom brushing his teeth and i went in to go pee and as i sat on the toilet the feeling of my pee comming out made me so horny i reached out and grabed my step dads crotch then pulled his pajama bottoms down and slid his half hard cock into my mouth it felt so good to have that reliefe right when i needed it ''I just sat there on the toilet with my panties down around my feet feeling his cock getting harder in my mouth ''.

I finde myself getting wet between my legs more often and i need to bring extra panties with me i even began to wear a tampon more often just so i dont get my panties wet .My step dad started taking viagra  just so he could keep up with me some nights he takes a pill and lays on his back in the bed and i just use his hard cock to pleasure myself ''i love it on top it lets me be in controle and feel his cock just where i need it the most i can go all night just sitting on my step dads cock ''There are many times i feel like i dont have self controle and thats when i get myself into trouble like the time my dads friend was at the house and i needed it bad my body was going crazy inside and Steve was over having a few beers with my step dad ''Steve is 58 years old and kinda cute in his own way ''He would look better if he just realized his age and the fact he was bald on top ''He has hair on the side of his head but bald on top and he tryes to cover the bald spot by combing the bit of hair he has over it its not a good look at all ''Ányways ''I was up in my room and the feeling came over me so i went down to see what my step dad was doing with steve and in my crazy mood i didnt tealize i had on my short red silk nightie with red satin panties ''i had it on because i knew when steve left i was going to have my way with my step dad ''but when it took to long i couldent wait anymore ..

 The look on Steves face when he saw me in my nightie was amazing he was like a deer in the head lights i could tell he felt akward with me in the room and couldent help himself as he looked at me his eyes going from my feet to my head ''I sat down on my step dads lap across from steve And made sure he could see my panties between my legs and i kept smiling at him ''my step dad knew i was in one of my crazy moods and told me it was time for bed because it was a school night ''I made a big fuss and said i wasent tierd but dad said i needed to go to bed ;I got mad and told my dad i wanted steve to tuck me into bed then got up and grabed steves hand ''steve sat there and looked at my step dad as i pulled on his arm trying to get his up off the couch then my step dad said ''you better go with her or she will never give up '' Steve stood up and i took his up to my room he walked behinde me up the stairs and i looked back at him as he looked at my ass and i gave him a big smile .

When we got to my room i closed the door and stood in front of him then asked him to sit down on my bed when he did i didnt waist time i jumped on him facing him with my legs wide open and to the sides of his legs ''i asked him if he liked my nightie then i felt his cock getting hard under me and said ''Never minde i can tell you like it now ''I reached down and began to open his pants and he grabed my hands and said ''You cant do that you dads down stairs and your way to young ''I told him it was ok and tryed to get into his pants again but he held my hands tightly and kept telling me i was crazy and i needed to get to bed ''I said no and refused to get off his lap so we sat there for a few minutes with him holding my hands ''I told him he wasent going to win and he needed to relax and just let me see his cock ''

It took a while but then i told him i would go to bed and be a good little girl if he would just let me just see his cock  i even promised him ''He agreed and i got off his lap and sat on the bed steve stood up and slowly opend his pants then pulled them down just enough that his cock came out ''thats when i knew i had to touch it and ''OH MY GOD ''i would have never guest he had a cock that big i mean it was bigger than my step dads cock it was thicker and longer i had never seen one that big before it was like the cocks in porn videos ''i was in shock sitting there lookig at it as he stood there all i knew was i had to touch it ''I reached out and put both hands onto it at the same time and smiled then as i held it up with one hand i touched his balls with my other hand i looked up at him and said ''wow its amazing ''then i kissed the big head on the end and opend as wide as i could and slid his cock into my mouth i moaned out loud letting him know i liked it .

I sucked his cock and fingerd myself inside my panties then stood up and sat on the edge of my bed and as he stood there looking at me i layed back and pulled my panties down and put them next to me on the bed then opend my legs wide and began to touch myself as he wached ''Steve said i was crazy and what i was going was insane so i told him i wanted his cock inside my pussy ''He was so scared to fuck me he just stood there with his cock all wet from me sucking on it waching my hand between my legs touching my very wet pussy ''I sat up and grabed his cock then pulled his towards me then layed back down and said ''lets see if your cock fits into my pussy ''he said i was crazy again ''I got mad at him and grabed his cock using my nails to let him know i can hurt him if i wanted to and as i kept my nails on his cock i told him to lay on his back on my bed and without taking my hand of his cock he did what i told him to do and i jumped on him grabbing his big cock and pointing it upwards so i could lower myself onto it '.

His big cock head opend my pussy wide and the rest fallowed as i began to slowly slide his cock into me steve kept telling me it was wrong what we where doing  so i took one hand and slaped him accross his face then coverd his mouth as i told him to shut the fuck up ''Í think he got the idea by the look on my face and the way i was looking at him that i wasent playing around anymore because he stoped talking and kept his mouth shut as i used his cock for my own sexual needs ''It felt like i was being riped apart by his cock and even though it hurt i had to get it all into me and im sure the holes i made in his chest with my nails will heal in time ''His cock was touching places inside me and making me feel new things and it was so amazing i used his cock for all it was worth ''when i stoped and layed next to him he quietly asked if he could talk now i moved my head to say yes and he said to me ''í hope you are on the pill because i blew my load a few times inside you ''i joked with him and said no as i looked shocked ''then said i felt you cumming inside me and yes im on ther pill ''

Steve is not perfect i mean yes hes bald on top but i have convinsed him to shave his entire head and he looks way better now i told him to just be the 58 year old man he is and theres nothing wrong with that ''i think its the fact that i can boss him around in the bedroom and with just my nails i can make him do whatever i want and when i say shut up he stopes talking its fun being abel to tell a grown man what to do and how to do it and when he dosent do it my way i just give him a slap in the face and dig my nails into his chest .

Am i bad bad person for doing that i know he felt it was wrong and still feels that way ''i put someones feelings aside for my own sexual needs and used him to satify my needs and even though i hurt him a few times and felt bad after i was abel to put that aside and enjoy the moment ''Its so different with my step dad with him i can tel he wantes to be with me my dad wantes to be with his little girl feeling her between the sheets but with steve its like i can feel his guilt and how he thinks about nothing other than hes having sex with a teen girl and its eatting away at his brain just thinking how young i am and i feed off of that when i reminde him of my age ''then i say to him as i dig my nails into his chest ''you like fucking young girls like me '''when he dosent answer i press a little harder digging my nails a little deeper calling him a dirty old man ''I get so into the sex that i forget what i say and do and i live in the moment then things happen that even i dont believe i did ''

Its all about getting myself to that point of total pleasure that moment when my legs go limp and it feels like i have to explode and then it happens i loos controle of my body and the wonderfull feeling like im going pee but a thousand times better  its the most amazing feeling in the world ''I think when it comes to steve i suck his cock because its my way of saying im sorry for what im about to do to you i know i will hurt him in some way and when i spent some time on my knees sucking his cock its like ok i sucked your cock now its my turn to hurt you it just seemes to  make it ok ..