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I'm didn't consider myself gay. But since I can't get with no girl, I'm starting to actually look at men. The girl i matched in Tinder gets to nowhere. They're either horrible at maintaining a conversation or ghost me. Sometimes, I'm the one to blame because I ghosted them, but they also never show any particular interest in me, as if they had a lot of option (which might be the case).
I think before sending any message because I don't want to look creepy or perverted - and, even if the girl wants to fuck, they never like to be that pragmatic. I don't know if they wanted me to be a little more daring, but I still try to make flirty jokes, which is not easy and seems to be unsuccesful. Nevertheless, I could have had a date, but my case of diarrhea requires me to stay at home while it doesn't get better. This is probably the worst enemy I have in my sex life right now.
Oh, and in my country, the man is expected to pay EVERYTHING, dislocation, food and the motel. It will be heavy to my poor pocket to bank all that.
I manage to contact with trannies that wanted to fuck on the very day I message them, but, still, my health condition doesn't allow me to enjoy it.
On the other hand, with men it might be different. Most of my matches are with men alreaydy, and they are probably bottoms, statistically. As long as the have big butts, I can imagine I'm doing it to a woman!
However, I am interested in being a bottom too, I just can't do it for now. I've been seeing so much dick pics around here - after all, we consume dicks all the time in pornography. I want to have a big black cock inside my stretched asshole and destroy me.
I am keep being a sexually frustrated loser incel.
p.s. I'm not a total virgin because I fucked a crackhead prostitute once.
p.s.s. I already lost my ass virginity with another prostitute, but those are stories that I'll tell later. Sorry for spelling mistakes, I think the site doesn't indicate the correction.
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