A year ago, I started having problems releasing a little urine while sleeping, so my doctor suggested that I try overnight pullups. I hesitated for weeks and finally gave in and ordered a package of Depends. I was quite amazed at how good that they felt, better than underwear and I took to wearing them day and night. They helped keep me and my sheets dry while having leaks while sleeping. I had the urge to just let loose and piss in them full force but did not dare to. Until one day. I woke up and had to piss so bad, I went into the bathroom and decided to see what it would feel like. I stepped into the shower and let loose. What an incredible feeling. Warm, close to hot liquid drained into the diaper and it felt like nothing I had ever experienced before. It was wonderful. And so, I made this a daily habit from then on and I seem to enjoy it more and more.

 I had wondered how it would feel to empty my bowels, but that was a no no. I thought of that being dirty and disgusting. Then one day, sitting in my recliner, wearing my diaper, I had one of those very urgent instances of having to shit real bad, I mean really bad. Without hesitating, I just let it go. There was a lot there. It was warm, soft, squishy and felt very good sitting in it. I thought the smell would be overwhelming, but it was not. I finished and just sat there for an hour or so, in my filth and loved it. Then it was time for the cleanup. That was not fun. it was a mess, a big mess. That took away any enjoyment that I had experienced. It is probably just as well. I probably would have enjoyed it too much otherwise. So I did not do that again, but I still continue my wetting sessions