There are times when i am all alone in my bed late at night and i think about things i have experienced i think about my best frind sandra and how things changed between us after the night we explored each other i think it changed sandra alot more than me ''i mean for me it was fun and it felt good but it wasent the same deep down feeling i get when i am with a man ''For me it happend and i was glad it did it was a great but it was over and i went back to sucking cock ''Sandra on the other hand liked it way more than i did and wanted to exparement with her sexuality and her new feelings for me ''Sleep overs where very different ''Things betwwen me and sandra seemed normal when people where around we where still best friends and the same two girls that grew up together but when we went to bed and every one was sleeping she became this little horny girl .

It was crazy there i was spending my day over at sandras house looking at her dad and getting all horny inside then spend my night with sandra letting her explore her sexuality with  my body i couldent tell her that i didnt feel the same as she did ''Its crazy how being there in bed with her being touched by her it was as if she was a stranger ''In all the years i knew her i never realized how soft her hair was untill i ran my fingers through it as she made love to my pussy with her mouth .Sandra had this thing with eating my pussy and she could go for long periods just licking and kissing my pussy ''Some of the best sex i had was the nights Sandra would eat my pussy getting me all hot and horny then when she fell assleep i would sneek out of the room and meet up with her dad for some secret play time .

I cant tell you how amazing it felt after heving my pussy licked by sandra then feel her dads hard cock being pushed into me i remember her dad teling me i was realy horny because my pussy was so wet and his cock slid in so nicely i thought about telling him that his daughter made me all wet down there but i knew that was a bad idea just like i couldent tell sandra that the taste she likes when shes eating my pussy could be her dads cum ''i remember nights when i could still feel sandras lips on mine as i kissed her dads lips and the taste of sandras pussy was still fresh in my mouth as her dads cock was going in for a quick blow job ''One night i had just sucked her dads cock down in the basement and when i went back up to the room sandra woke up i tolod her i just went for a drink as i got into bed she came close to me and wanted a kiss i had no idea what to do ''i mean i still had her dads cum fresh in my mouth i could still feel and taste that pasty feeling you get on your tongue after sucking a cock .

I couldent stop her from kissing me so i just let it happen and there we where laying there on our sides our lips touching then she wanted some open mouth kisses ''In a way it was kinky and naughty i mean there she was kissing me and tasting her  dads cum .       There where many times i wished i had the same feelings for sandra as she had for me but i didnt i loved her like a sister and would do anything for her but i was living a lie ''I had no idea how to tell her i didnt feel the same about her as she did about me without hurtting her and our friendship and i still havent told her to this day .

It was a very confusing time for both me and sandra feelings where all over the place and while other girls my age where thinking about boys and playing over at the park i was on my knees sucking a 50 something year old mans cock and getting my pussy eaten by his daughter'' fuck life was crazy '' In some strange way the only time i felt normal was when i was with sandras dad ''when he was touching me and i had him inside me i felt so good like everything was normal in my life ''.Sandras dad had his man cave in the garage it wasent much just a old leather couch and chair in the corner the garage was separet from the house and was big enough for 3 cars and was a good place to go for some play time late at night ''Sandras house was just 3 houses down from ours and after i went to bed i would wait for andrew'' sandras dad'' to text me then i would sneek out of the house and over to his garage ''My god''i never thought something like a old leather couch could bring me so much happyness and comfort .

I will never forget the feeling of the leather on my naked body how my skin would get sweaty and stick to the leather on hot nights the smell of the leather as i sucked his cock as he sat on it ''The sound the leather makes when our bodies rub onto it all the times i looked at the sofa and saw the wet mess i made after he fucked me good and hard ''All the times he sat on that couch and i would get on top of him facing him then he would reach under and use his thick fingers to open my pussy and i would lower myself slowly onto his hard cock ''his big hands always made me feel so tiny even smaller than the 90 pound girl i was .

For most people it was wrong what we where doing in that garage and if we ever got caught the shit would hit the fan i know my dad would be so mad that a grown man was fucking his little girl and im sure sandra and her mom wouldent see it as just fun that daddy was fucking someone as young as his daughter but for some reason we believed and still do now that its all worth it risking everything for that feeling of being together .I tell myself all the time that i have to stop seeing sandras dad and no more trips to his man cave but then i get his text and before i know it im on that old leather couch ''there is something so satisfying about being with a older man ''the way i feel inside myself when i feel his cock sliding into my mouth the way he holdes my hair for me so its not in my face the taste of his salty sweat as i take his hard cock into my mouth ''

When i think about feelings and how he makes me feel inside for me the most amazing one was when i was sucking his cock he was sitting on the couch and i was on my knees on the floor i was having fun just doing my thing then i looked up leaving his cock in my mouth we made eye contact and i kept his cock in my mouth as i rubed his balls for him keeping eye contact then as he lokied at me he said ''i love you ''and then fed me his load of cum .It may sound silly to some of you but with the way he looked at me and then telling me he loved me that load of his cum was the most amazing one he ever did in my mouth it was like all the other ones where good but this one was amazing because he said he loved me .

When i was finished swallowing that special load i got on top of him and looked right into his eyes and said ''i love you too ''to be honest i wasent sure if i said it because he did or i was caught in the moment i mean how can he love me hes my beast friends dad and he has a wife not to mention hes over 40 years older than me hes 3years older than my dad . There has been times when i was sitting on that old couch looking at andrew after we had sex looking at his wet limp cock like it just had a good work out and for a few seconds i can see the older man in him and i wonder about what it would be like when im 20 and hes in his 60s will i still want to have sex with him ''I cant predict the future all i know is it feels right and he makes me horny and he knows how to touch me so as long as i keep wanting more i will keep seeing him .....