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I like butches and femmes. I like women of all races and body types. With that being said... I find black women, especially BBWs, very attractive and sexy. I've never been with a black woman before. I'm hoping to have my first interracial lesbian experience with a dominant black BBW goddess and see where it goes from there. I'm ultimately seeking a dominant girlfriend for a long-term BDSM relationship and power exchange dynamic.
My biggesy fantasy is to be fucked/domianted/humilaited by a dominant and sexually aggressive BBW black woman. As embarrassing as it is to admit, it is something that has stayed in the back of my mind for more than 2 years now.
I'm an Irish woman. Irish-born with Irish, Scottish, and German ancestry. I'm a flamboyantly proud Irish woman in the vanilla world. I have a thick Irish accent that I've been told is sexy and I can also speak the Irish language. The tattoo on my chest is inspired by the Claddagh ring. I'm a trained ballet dancer and river dancer (have taken lessons since I was a teenager). I've actually participated in group river dancing at festivals in Europe and in the US. I love Irish/Celtic paganism and mythology. My first-born daughter is named Bridget after Brigid - the Irish goddess of love, poetry, and fertility.
With all that being said... I would LOVE to be submissive to a strong, dominant black woman. BBWs/SSBBWs/Amazons are a major plus.
I worship and adore black women. I first discovered this about myself about 4 years ago after coming across Zebragirls. I'm a porn lover. I watch a lot of it. I watch a lot of lesbian porn. I'm insatiably horny and have a strong sex drive. I used to masturbate more often but don't have as much time as I used to have. I only masturbate now late at night after my kids are asleep. Even that can be difficult because I'm very vocal in bed (I'm a loud moaner). I have a collection of toys that I use on myself and that I need someone to use on me... dildos (including 2 from Bad Dragon), vibrators, butt plugs, a slave collar, a hitachi wand, a ball gag, a spreader bar, armbinders, legbinders, nipple/pussy clamps, masks/hoods, a leather head harness and body harness, pony boots, onesies and adult diapers (age play/regression), sexy outfits (I have a few different dirndls that are very sexy), and sexy lingerie (stockings, garter belt, heels).
I didn't get to experience other cultures until my first visit to the US on vacation with a friend in my twenties. I caught myself looking at a few different black women. It's what partially inspired me moving to the US. I know I have a better chance of meeting black women here and meeting someone who can make my fantasy into my reality.
I hope my interest in this doesn't come across as offensive. My interest in this kink comes from a place of deep sincerity. I think black women are the most beautiful. The difference in skin tone is incredibly hot. Irish women are known for being exceptionally pale. Darker skin is exotic to me - in the same way that I would probably be considered exotic to African-American women since I'm European. I've always preferred a partner/lover who is bigger/taller than me - and many black women are bigger/taller than me... have bigger features, breasts, asses. It's more than physical attributes. Many black women have a natural dominance that turns me on and instantly puts me into subspace.
INTERRACIAL LEZDOM / LESBIAN RACE PLAY / LESBIAN EROTIC RACIAL HUMILIATION
It's as embarrassing as it is arousing. There is a certain level of humiliation involved. It's a type of domination that could be perceived as "too personal" and "too extreme". It's an intense mix of physical and mental/psychological domination. It's taboo. It's also erotic, sexy, and beautiful. I would love to hear from other women who are fans of Zebragirls and this kink.
~ Pixie
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