I absolutely LOVE Orgasm Denial. I have No Need for a Chastity Cage, I use an anti-depressant called Paxil. The Depressant issue is irrelevant - it does nothing for me pro or con I do not even feel any affect at all - BUT there is a Sexual side-effect that I Absolutely Love - it is a Libido Killer for me. I get NO Erections, NO Arousal, NO Ejaculations and Best of all NO Orgasms.

Sexually I want ONLY to be Used, for my mouth and body to be Fuck Holes for other peoples Pleasure, for Them to have Their Orgasms Inside IT, to Cum into IT. Their benefit is their Pleasure. My benefits are being Used as an Orgasm Organ - and - to Get The CUM ejaculated into my Orgasm Flesh Bag Reciever and Cum Dump. Simple as that. Fuck Me. Fuck My Mouth and Fuck My Body - Both ends of that long pink tube - our digestive-eliminative Tracts. CUM Into Both Ends of It. That,s It. I Wants and Needs my Sissy Servant Cum Dump Servant.

FURTHERMORE I Truly Wants to be a ENUNUCH Sissy Servant for someone,s home and even their business. I fully intend to Castrate Myself, later this year ... to Band my Balls with an Elastrator and with pain meds, then 8 or 12 hours later after my Testicles Are Truly Dead, go to hospital ER to have the dead remains of My Balls - That Junk - that,s Really a Nuisanse - In The Way - Even of My Life - surgically removed - and scrotom sewn up.

I have no money, live on Bottom of the Barrel Disability income, no other insurance beyond Medicare and Medicaid, neither of which will Pay Trans changes, I.E. For a BiLateral Orchectomy and Scrotectomy, so I,ll just take care of that myself. I will become a Trans MTE: Male To Eunuch.

I'm planning it all out, to get a room overnight right near the hospital where to Band myself, in the neigborhood where urology surgeons' offices are also right near the hospital. Then call for a ride home after the ER surgery. I can get transportation both ways, my costs are meals and the room. I will ride home as Eunuch. No More Testosterone. To supplement my body,s need for preventing bone degeneration and other potential testosterone absence risks, I will use a mixtur of some Testosterone, but a higher portion of it Estradiol supplements, so I may also grow some little boobies, fill out my hips, butt and upper legs with some Girly plumping AND Stunt My Little Pee Pee Even Smaller.

I Want and Need a Mistress, to Fem-Dom me, And , I will be So Good a household Servant - with that Eunuch Calm - to Learn and Live my Dom's Obedience Submission Discretion Rules and Limits ... to do all the house cleaning, the laundry, and all the maintenance, as I have done carpentry construction, and including electrical and plumbing work. I am the Tool User Jack of All Trades - and not only Truly WANT to add Sexual Servant to my list, I Truly NEED to be a Devoted Sissy-Faggot Servant, ready to Serve All of Mistresse,s Orders and Needs, Especially Including Her Fem-Dom Training and Obedience, Her Daily Orders, and of course Serving All of Her Family, Her Friends, and Her Guests, Day or Night - As Expected - As Ordered.

... And Especially To Have Plenty of People To Fuck Me... To Ejaculate Their Cum Into Me ...

I have the Elastrator(s) and Bands. I will be Playing with them to band myself experimentally to learn from. I have Chatted with people here at Image Fap University, both guys who Play with Banding - they say the have The Greatest Orgams while doing Banding-Play with themselves... and I have chatted with guys who have been through the orchiectomy surgeries. That requires about a year of psychiatric study and evaluation, medicinal female hormone application trials, as well as I understand all that. Then the surgery and follow-up hormone supplements. 

Since I'm living at 75 Percent of the Poverty Level, I'm taking the seemingly safest shortcut by Banding Myself, then following up with what will be considered a medical emergency surgery - as I have read about this ongoingly - plus various stories of others - including risks and safety problems. Reckless Cutters. Dangerous practices. Stories of Veteranary Surgeons who take the risk as wanting to help, and at great risk of, if caught, being charged with practicing (human) medicine without a license. 

There are a whole lot of this around - much of it fairly difficult to find. But I search and study. If I could find one of these Vets, who would do it with local anathetic, I could be able To Watch it - I would LOVE to find this opportunity, to see them pulled out through a cut in the Scrotom, pulled out and just hanging there - and then just Snipped Off and put in a container, filled with alcohol and then capped - to Save As a Eunuch Memorial - for others to See in my home... Ha Ha, my balls in a jar. I could have them on my Dresser in my bedroom, visible from my Bed, where I Suck people - and where they Fuck me. How Lovely. How Wonderful to be a Queer Human - wanting to take this Wild and Amazing Step in Life. I first thought about Castration around 1975-76. If only there had been Image Fap in 1998 when I began using the Internet. 

Well everyone - I feel good sharing this everyone - I have No People in my life here at my home region. I did early on meet One Guy here in Image Fap who lives 30 miles away, but I have no chance to host anyone here now - have much repair and remodeling to finish - Major both Structural and Finishing. I've had no personal transportation since 2014. 

Well Best Wishes To Everyone. I Wish I could have Many of you to Suck - and for you to Fuck Me.

Love Robin, age 75 ... and ...

... Still Lost In The Maine Woods ...

... 50-year aniversary, Last May 7th

...Please Fuck Me...