The one thing that surprised me was how being touched and kissed changed everything that i thought about sex ''before that night with my best friends dad Andrew up at there cottage I just thought of myself as one of the guys and that was because no guy ever noticed me even the nerds i hung out with never thought about asking me to the school dances so thats how i felt i was just one of the guys .But after feeling sandras dads hands on my body and those kisses he gave me holly shit they gave me goosbumps all over '' you know''I know it sounds stupid and silly but when i saw andrew blow his load and i felt his cock twitch in my hand it meant every thing to me because i made him do it and i never felt so beutifull and sexy knowing he did that while he looked at me .

When i got up the next morning i felt amazing i had never been boy crazy before but i was that morning and i tell you its crazy all i wanted to do was be with sandras dad and spend my time playing with him ''when i think about that day and the way i acted around andrew i realize that maybe i was a little overboard ''Ok''i was way overboard i was all over him and he had a hard time keeping me off his lap every chance i had i jumped onto his lap ''there was a few times when he was standing and i jumped onto him grabbing his neck and wraping my legs around him and holding him tight he would try hard to get me off but i hung on i just wanted to get him hard and feel it ''thats all ''. I spent all day in my red bikini teasing him shaking my ass in front of him ''not that there was much to shake ''but i did my best with what i had ''He found out the dangers of swimming in the same lake as me it took everything he had to keep his swim shorts on because i kept going under the water and pulling his shorts down and grabbing his cock .

Sandras dad made one big mistake he told me the night before as i held his hard cock in my hand that his cock was all mine now and i took that to heart i realy though his cock was just for me ''It was around 1pm when sandras dad asked us if we wanted to go fishing out on the lake I said yes right away but sandra wasent into fishing so she said no and just like that i had him all to myself ''              The boat wasent anything fancy or big you could get 3 maybe 4 people on it ''there was a small room just under the top deck with a tabel and a small sink the sofa like seates folded out into a bed it was cozy down there .

After we got out on the lake he let me sit on his lap so i could steer the boat ''it felt so good sitting there in my red bikini his hands held me tight around my waist then he began to explore my body as i steered the boat his hands going between my legs then up to my boobs he began to kiss my neck and whisper into my ear telling me i was a very naughty girl for teasing him like i was ''He asked me if i wanted to go to his privat little fishing spot ''i said yes '' it took us about 10 minutes to get there and when we did i understood what he meant about it being private there was nobody around for miles it was surounded by trees so no one could see us ''its funnt because i sudenly felt very nervouse being out there all alone and no where to run .

Andrew stoped the boat and we sat on the top of the boat thats when i became the teen girl from hell jumping all over him like a crazy monkey thats when he grabed me and sat me down across from him he told me to stay in my seat for a minute then he began to give me this speach about keeping myself in controle around other people and telling me what would hapen if someone found out about us ''That was the first time i realized how old he realy was ''as he sat there talking to me he became sandras dad this 56 year old man and he was treating me like a teen ''yes i know what your thinking ''i am a teen ''but the other night he treated me like i was a woman and i forgot about his age ''I began to loose my interest in him as he lectured me making me feel like a stupid child .

when he finaly finished he stood me up and gave me a big hug his hands made there way down to my ass feeling it as he looked down at me and kissed me ''then he stood there and as he touched my hair with both hands he began to tell me how naughty i was for being a little cock tease ''he began to put my hair into a ponytail as he said ''Its my job as a dad to punish you ''then he held the  ponytail  with one hand and used his other hand to pull down his shorts then he looked at me and said''i do this because i love you ''then he used my hair to guide my head down to his hard cock and told me to suck his cock like a good little girl .

I had no idea what to do so i just opened wide and took his cock into my mouth he held my hair and pushed his cock deep into my mouth then pulled it back out ;;it was so hard to keep my teeth from touching his cock as he began to fuck my mouth i could hear him telling me to suck his cock like a good little girl and every time i reached for his cock or pushed away from him useing his legs he would move my hands back down to my side .

He took me down into the room inside the boat he kissed me then sat down and made me stand in front of him ;;he began to touch me all over then he reached for my bikini top and pulled the string around my neck and it fell forward and my boobs where bare i coverd them with my hands and sudenly became very shy ''I had never been naked in front of someone before ''andrew grabed my hands and moved them away from my boobs i smiled at him and said ''there small ''he looked at me and said '''there perfect because there a part of you ''then he kissed each one before sucking each nipple one at a time ..His hands where feeling my ass over my bikini bottom then i felt them being pulled down ''I have to tell you ''the feeling of my bikini bottom going down my legs  was so intence it gave me goosbumps all over my body just knowing that in just a few seconds i was going to be fully naked in front of him and it seemed to make it more real and i knew i was going to loose my virginity .

As i stood there in front of him he touched my body just abouve my pussy and as he ran his fingers along the smooth skin he said ''its so smooth its like silk ''I like it smooth because i wear alot of satin and silky panties and the feeling is so amazing when the satin rubes on my pussy ''but when i began to get peach fuzz down there the feeling wasent the same and i hated it so i began to shave it or sometimes i use hair remover .''I tell you after a few days with peach fuzz down there then shaving it all smooth again then putting on my favorit blue satin panties the feeling is so amazing i can lay in my bed under the covers touching myself for hours just rubbing the satin along my bare smooth skin it just feels so good .Anyways back to me and andrew ''he grabed my hand and placed it onto my pussy then told me to play with myself he held my hand as he touched my pussy jentaly pushing my fingers into me then placing my fingers into his mouth  ''I stood there as he explored my body then he told me to suck his cock again so i did .

We spent alot of time just touching and sucking each other he licked my pussy and ass then i would suck his cock we went back and forth then he sat down and grabed me placing me on top of him  facing him with my legs over his then he grabed my hand and placed it onto his cock then touched my face and looked at me then said ''Put my cock into you ''i held his cock and pointed it upwards then very slowly i lowerd myself onto it i rubed the big head along my wet pussy a few times then lowerd myself a little more and it went in i stoped and said tenced up andrew pulled me in tight and began to rub my back telling me to relax my body and just let his cock slide in ''that was easyer said than don every time i relaxed and his cock went deeper into me i tenced up and got scared it was going to hurt it felt like he was going to rip my pussy apart ;;

His cock was maybe half in it was hard to tell all i knew was it hurt and burned and for a while i kept only half of his cock inside me trying to relax but it was so hard 'then i felt his finger on my asshole and he began to make circles around the hole then without warning he put the tip of his finger into my asshole then told me to concentrate on his finger and he jentaly slid his thick finger deep into my ass then just like that he pushed his hips upwards and i felt his cock go all the way in ''He pulled his finger out of my ass and held me down tightly on his cock then reached up to move the hair out of my face then gave me a soft kiss on my lips before asking me how it felt ''i told him it hurt but i liked it ''

Andrew sat there and let me explore his cock with my pussy i began to lift myself up just untill the head was inside me then i lowerd myself back down slowly then i wiggled my hips so i could feel his cock moving around inside me  i was in heaven sitting there on top of him his hard cock massaging the inside of me then he geabed me and tryed to get me off of him but i said no and forced myself back onto his cock then he said he was going to blow his load and i needed to get off of him ''he almost had hiis cock out but i somehow stoped him and got his cock back deep into me then i leaned in and whisperd into his ear ''Its ok i take the birth controle pill i want you to cum inside me '''his hands stoped holding my hips and trying to lift me off of him then he grabed my ass and just like that he let himself go and i felt his cock explode inside me ''I felt it hit the top of me inside and his cock was jerking like crazy his legs shook under me and his hands griped my ass hard ''

I looked at him and said ''that felt amazing ''he agreed with me and i sat there with his cock inside me for a while just enjoying the feeling then i got off of him and when i stood he did as well and we both looked down at the seat and there was some blood and cum on the seat all he said was thank god its made of vinyal and it just wipes off .

My first experience with a man was great a little scary and confusing but all in all it was amazing and i dont regret giving my virginity to a older man or the fact he was my best friends dad i just know it was amazing and the second time was even better i was relaxed and knew what was comming ''oh yes '' it still hurt but knowing it was going to hurt made it easyer ....