Hello dear reader, friend, lover,

There is one aspect of imagefap that I particularly like.  Most folk are affirmative and supportive, and everyone needs that little nudge of affirmation, and empathy.  Their messages make the day more adventurous, more daring, more confirmed, so sending messages in the same vein is also a pleasure.  It is the point at which the physical gratification does not matter so much, and the feelings become more important, and, with the sympathetic and since lover, more bonding.

I watch a man preparing to join his body to the body of his lover, making sure his lover is comfortable, ready, consenting with gratitude for what is about to happen.  And as I watch, I know even more deeply that I am completely gay, made for a man to enter and share his seed in me, and I in him.  It is so clear, and rather beautiful.

If you happen to see images of my body and feel there is some energy in you that, at that moment, is seeking the way to join itself with me, let me know.  And if there is a mutual chemistry, we can share more - but on the understanding that the virtual is not really for me; what intrigues me, arouses me most, deepens my commitment, that is the face to face, skin to skin closeness of two men in physical proximity and with mutual need to please and be pleased by the other.  And that does not have to mean fucking at every opportunity.  What it does mean is sharing openness, kisses, embraces, strokes, letting the cock head enter the cunt, like a kiss of a reminder, and then withdrawing it, until later, maybe another day.  Love is not in a hurry.  Desire is.  So we have to take care not to be in a hurry, because hurry spoils things, or worse than spoils.

Last night, it was very hot, after a very hot day.  (Today is very hot as well, so there is no rest) During the day, I was communicating with an i-fap friend, a very empathetic friend.  I call him Doc.  Something of the interchange must have accompanied me in sleep, fitful sleep, due to the heat.  I dream that Doc is licking my cock and balls, covering them in his warm saliva, quantities of saliva and deep cock kisses.  I dream that he is gathering the pre-cum from his cock and annointing my cunt ring with the wonderful liquid.  That arouses me enormously, and I lift my hips towards his mouth until he lies on top of me, and eases his cock into my very moist cunt.  I dream my cock is swelling fit to burst, his hand around it.  I am in dreamland, but then wake up, to find my cock and balls are indeed wet with saliva and three fingers deep in my cunt, and I am masturbating with enormous pleasure, and after a few minutes of this reality-dream blend, I cum, gushing quantities of cum, and hold my cock very firmly, for support, as if letting it go would mean I would fall over, even though I know I am lying on the bed.  I stay like that for a long time.  It is hot, and I am now hotter than I was before going to sleep.  As I lay still, I wonder what Doc was doing at the moment I came so strongly.  What were other men who desire me doing at that moment of convulsion and release?  

If you truly feel you want to create a bond with me, let me know, and let us see what happens, without hurry.  And have a good day.