I would love to thank eveyone for there amazing comments you have no idea what they mean to me every day i log in and read every one ''you have made me look at myself in a different way and in a very good way ''in my first blog i told you about my cottage stay with my best friend sandra and her mom and dad and some new experiences with her dad ''so let me tell you a little more about the rest of the stay .The next morning felt awkward as we all had breakfast together it felt like we where trying hard to to look at each other but wanted to ''Me and sandra put on our bikinis and headed out back to the beach .Its hard to explane what was going on in my head about sandras dad and what was going on between us ''ya i know it was just one time but it meant so much to me ''you have to understand this was my very first time with a guy and being more than friends her dad Andrew was the first to touch me and look at me like i was beutifull .

Its funny how i went from being the shy girl in school the one that never had a boyfriend or got a second look even my friends that where nerds looked at the popular girls it hurt inside to hear them talk about other girls and how they look so sexy but never talk about me ''At first i didnt mind just being one of the guys but when i got into high school that changed i wanted to be noticed ''          When i think back to that week and what went on between me and sandras dad and the way i acted towards him all i can say is it was crazy everything was about having more time with him and having his hands on my body and seeing him blow his load again ''           Me and sandra are  the ame age our birthdays are just 3 days apart  and back then we had a secret pact that we would never put boys first our friendship was first And untill that night with her dad i believed that shit ''to be fully honest with you after touching her dads hard cock and feeling his hands on my body my friendship with sandra went to second place i mean all i wanted was some time alone with her dad and to get my hands on his cock again .

It seemed like all the things we did together became borring and not so much fun i had a cock to play with and thats all i wanted ''Its crazy how i changed around her dad i was way more open with him showing him my ass and smiling or brushing up against him as i walked by just so i could feel his skin on mine ''Everthing part of me was going crazy and the cure was sandras dad and being touched by him ''That night i couldent sleep i layed there in the room alone hoping he would be up and we could be together and around 11pm my hopes where answerd ''i heard someone down stairs in the kitchen so i went down and there he was ''we both smiled at each other then i huged him ''i had on my little silky robe again and red panties and his hands felt so amazing as the slid along my back over the robe  .He got two beers out of the fridge and we headed out back and down to the water ''We sat and talked for a few minutes as i siped my beer he told me things i liked to hear like how he loves the way i look in my red bikini especialy when i get wet he said my ass looks amazing when it in a wet bikini bottom and my nipples look amazing when i come out of the cold water ''

I know it may sound strange but when i was sitting with him having a beer and hearing how he thinks of me i wasent sitting with my best friends dad or a man old enough to be my dad ''he wasent the man i grew up knowing he was just a man that i liked and was very attracted to maybe i was just excited because it was my first time with a guy and with someone that noticed me i dont know all i know is i wanted to be with him so bad .I though alot about sex and what i would do when the time came i wonderd about things like would i suck his cock or swallow his cum i had seen enough porn vids on my laptop to know how to do it but i always wonderd if i had the courage to realy go through with it ''I was scared that i would do it wrong or bite his cock by mistake and hurt him or my biggest fear i would gag and puke all over him ''I sat there with him fighting with myself in my head going back and forth will i try sucking his cock or not .

We finished our beers then stood up and he kissed me i felt so small in his arms it was like if he wanted to he could crush me ''his lips where so soft and worm his hands slid along my silky robe then down to my satin panties and every time he reached down and felt my ass he would kiss my neck and wisper into my ear telling me i was very sexy and felt amazing ''I reached into his shorts and there it was the one thing i wanted more than anything it was so hard and sweaty even with my hand being worm i could still feel how hot his cock was as i touched it so i pulled down his shorts to cool it down a little for him '''My head was going insane half of me was telling me to go for it and just put it in my mouth the other half was saying no dont do it he wont like it and i will fuck it up'' I never knew sex could be this confusing and scary its was like riding a roller coaster at first you are scared as hell standing in line for the first time then you get on the ride and the way up the big hill to the top you think your going to die then you go down and realize this is amazing it feels insane and you love it and want more ''thats what it felt like being there with andrew that night 

My heart was racing like crazy my head spinning as i held his hard cock in my hand andrew must have noticed how nervouse i was because he asked me if i was ok i said yes at first then looked at him and said ''i want to do something but im scared to ''he asked what it was ;i paused for a few seconds then looked up at him and said ''i never sucked a cock before and i want to suck yours but im afraid you wont like it ''he said nothing to me he just put my hair into a ponytail then jentaly pulled my head down to his hard cock i droped to my knees and opened my mouth and before i could change my minde his cock slid into my mouth and holly shit just like that i was sucking my very first cock .

At first i realy thought about what i was doing trying hard not to touch it with my teeth i was almost like a robot and i wasent very good at it but after a few minutes i began to relax and feel his cock going in and out i began to roll my tongue arounf his soft head putting the tip of my tongue into the little hole on top then slowly sliding it a little more into me ''that when i began to get more into it feeling his cock as i jenytaly wraped my lips around it his hands holding my ponytail and guiding me along his cock .I never knew it was going to feel this way i mean it was so amazing every part of me was tingling with joy his cock was the best thing i ever tasted .

As i sucked his cock and felt all the cray feelings that came with it i found myself the naughty girl that lived inside me that dirty little girl that wanted to be with a man  that kiky girl that wached porn in her bedroom late at night wishing she could do those things ''and now there i was on my knees with a mans hard cock in my mouth just like on the porn vids i was in heaven .

Just as i was realy getting into it he stood me up and kissed me hard then i felt his hand on my crotch over my panties then he jentaly placed his hand into my panties and his hand slid along my smoth skin finding its way all the way down to my wet pussy and i mean it was wet down there so mutch it made my panties wet ''His thick finger slid along my pussy as he jentaly touched it then i felt his finger open my pussy and i could feel myself getting even weter 'he began to make circles with his finger then he pushed into me and his figer became twice the size it was i mean it felt like it was 2 feet long and 1 foot wide as it went into my pussy it was so hard to keep myself standing as my legs went limp i had a firm grip on his cock as he pushed into me ''It was so quiet down by the water i could hear his finger going into me it made this squishy sound '' 

At times he was fingering me so hard he began to lift me off my feet it seemed like he wanted to get his entire hand into me ''after a few minutes of fingering he guided my head back to his cock and if i though his cock tasted good before i tell you after feeling his finger inside my pussy his cock was even better this time i went crazy on it sucking his balls one at a time the both together them licking it from top to bottom running my nails along his ass ''i was so into it i even rolled my finger along his asshole like i had seen in a porn vid ''We must have spent over a hour going back and forth he fingerd me and i sucked his cock with each time he had a harder time getting me off his cock trying to controle me so he wouldent blow his load to fast .

I never thought i would ever need to tast a mans cum as badly as i did that night but fuck me i needed it so bad and after the forth time he fingerd me and i got his cock back in my mouth there was nothing stopping me from getting my prize and believe me he tryed he pulled my hair back trying to get his cock out of my mouth but i held on digging my nails into his ass as my way of telling him im not stopping and i need him to feed me his cum ''Fuck it was so crazy i went nuts on his cock i wanted to feel him cum in my mouth so bad ''he tryed so hard not to cum but he lost controle and with one big push he let go he yelled out ''holly fuck''and my mouth was filled with cum some shot right down my throat and i began to gag but somehow kept myself in controle and exept for a little that came out the side of my mouth i managed to swallow most of it i was so proud of myself .

Andrew looked down at me and said''holy fuck little girl you said you never did this before ''i said''never this was my first time ''he smiled and said ''you where amazing i never came like that before ''he stood me up and touched my ass as he gave me a kiss on my lips ''i put my arms around his neck and jumped up placing my legs around his waist then told him to carry me back to the house and as he walked with me hangging on to him i told him his cum was so good and i realy enjoyed sucking his cock .

As i layed in bed thinking about what just happend between me and sandras dad i knew one thing and it was that next time i was going to give myself to him and let him be my first i was ready and willing to feel everything he had to offer and no one could come between us in some strange way i fell in love at least what a girl my age thought love was i had no idea the difference between love and lust all i knew was he made me feel things amazing things new experiences inside me and i not only wanted more i needed more and i was going to get more maybe a little more than i bargained for .....