As i sit here in my bed i was thinking about how to introduce myself its not easy for me to open up to anyone so i thought maybe being here would be easyer for me to get my secrets out there are things i have wanted to tell someone for a while now but never had the courage to say it 'let me start from the beginning/'' my name is Veronica ''I live with my mom and dad and go to school as for me well im just that girl that nobody looks at i have never been the girl that boys notice in the halls of school i never became a cheerleader or was asked to dance im just plain Veronica and i got used to that all my friends are nerds and geeks and i love them all while the other teens are having parties down in the forest or on the beach we have star trek parties and star wars as well we love it when something new comes out and we all get together to see it '

Alot changed for me back a few years ago it was the summer between grade 9 and 10 ''Thats when i found out how a older man can change your life and how it could be the one person you least expect .I have a best friend her name is Sandra we have been besties sence we where 8 years old and spend alot of time together ''Its crazy how you can know someone for a long time but never know the person inside ''there true feelings and secrets that they have ;Sandras parents are amazing we have family BBQ s and parties  its like we are one big family ''Then came the two weeks i spent up at there cottage .

It all began normal but when we left to come back home i knew more about myself and most inportant i knew more about men ''It all began the second day''i was with Sandra and her parents on the beach just behinde there cottage i had on my new red bikini and my new boobs where as perky as they could be and when the cold water touched them OH my god my nipples where hard as a rock and my bikini top didnt hide anything .Both me and sandras bodies where changing and thank god for the birth controle pill that controled the pimples on my face before the pill people began to call me pizza face ''i still had a few pimples but nothing like before Ányways thats enough about that ''It wasent just my body that was going through changes it was my head as well i began to look at boys in a different ways even though they didnt look at me i still wonderd about them ''There i was sitting on my towel on the sand Sandras dad [andrew] was just comming out of the water i was looking at him and then i happend i saw his wet shorts and how they clinged to him then there it was i could see the full outline of his cock my eyes froze on his crotch i wached him walk out of the water his shorts revieling the amazing manlyhood inside them as my eyes made there way up i could see his naked chest and for the first time i noticed how well built and sexy he was ''I was so confused i mean he was my best friends dad i knew him growing up why was i looking at him this way and why was i feeling different as i looked at his body and that cock he had in his shorts .

Its funny in a way how Sandras dad had piced me up many times and thrown me into the water or i got onto his shoulders as he wakled out into the water then droped me  it was fun but i never thought of it as anything but having fun Áfter seeing him in his wet shorts and knowing what was hiding in his shorts it felt different when he grabed me by my hips and through my into the water its hard to explane it just made me feel different and in a very good way ''It was hot at night and there was no air conditioning so i had a hard time sleeping ''One night i left my room to get some water ro drink and met up with sandras dad in the kitchen ''after spending the day looking at him it felt wierd being alone with him .He got himself a beer and i had my glass of water and we went outside and sat by the water just behinde the cottage ''we talked for a while and he even let me try his beer it was so amazing it made me feel grown up drinking beer with him ''I was in my short red robe and when i say short i mean it was just a inch below my crotch and it was not easy to keep my red panties hidden under the robe i was sure he had a few peeks of them as we sat there together and to be honest i didnt care if he did ..

I began to through rocks into the water and he wached with every rock i threw i had to adjust my robe because it kept comming open so i had to tie it over and over again ''We skiped rocks on the lake and he showed me how to do it better he stood behinde me and put his hand on my waist then with his other hand he showed me how to through better but it was the hand on my waist that i liked and then my robe opend again this time andrew reached around me from behinde and tied my robe for me ''WOW i couldent believe how good that felt his face right next to mine his body pressed onto me as he slowly took the robes belt and tied it .After that my robe became even more of a problem it seemes that it just kept comming loos and i would ask him to tie it for me over and over again my robe would open and he would help me ''I thin it was around the 20th time it opend on me and i began to just open it myself and at one point i found myself just standing there with my robe wide open and for the first time i was showing my bare chest to someone my little boobs where all out there for sandras dad to see .He walked over to me and reached out for the belt to my robe i thought he was going to close it up and it looked like he was going too but then opend my robe even more and took a long look at me then told me i was very sexy and his hands went into my robe and went around me onto my back and he huged me tight telling me i felt amazing ..

his hands slowly went along my body making there way to the front ''Ok let me tell you something ''i have touched and played with my new boobs and i knew my nipples where very sensative but when he touched my boobs with his big hands ''holly fuck''everything inside me went crazy i had never been touched before so it was all new to me 'my nipples went between his fingers and they began to hurt because they where so hard ''I reached out and touched his chest it was sweaty from the heat and felt so amazing ''we stood there exploring each others chest for a while ''Its so crazy how even though i had never been this far with anyone before it just seemed right being there with sandras dad on that beach behind the cottage and even though he was as old as my own dad it didnt matter to me all i knew is it felt good and i wanted to go further with him .

His hand went down my back and made its way onto my panties touching my ass and with every touch i became more couriouse about him and i finaly got enough courage to put my hand onto his crotch and that was it i felt something inside his shorts and it wasent the same as before when i saw them wet this time it was bigger and way harder ''i rubed it a few times as he felt my ass then placed my hand inside his shorts the first thing i felt was the very soft skin of his cock head then reached deeper and felt the shaft thats when i realized what i had i mean it was big for me it was my first cock so i had nothing to compare it with ;so to me his cock was the bigest cock i ever had and to be honest it was big ''I slowly stroked it in his shorts as he touched my boobs and ass ad he told me things i wanted to hear like ''you are very beutifull''and sexy and he said i had a perfect body ''no one ever told me things like that before and it made me feel so good ''

His shorts made there way down to his knees and his cock was all out there for me to play with and his hands made there way into my panties then it happend i had my first real kiss ''he bent down and put his lips onto mine i griped his cock hard as he kissed me my legs got week and i could feel something inside me unlike anything i ever felt before .He kissed me a few more times and i stroked his hard cock for him he told me to stick my tongue out then he sucked on it then kissed each of my boobs before turnning his body to one side as he told me he was about to blow his load and didnt want to get it all over my robe and panties so as he stood there standing to one side i jerked his cock and then it happend i wached as a perfect streem of cum shot out of his hard cock it was the most amazing thing i ever witnesed ''it was so perfect seeing it shoot out as i stroked it i loved the idea that i made him do that it was all me that took him over the edge and made him blow his load ''

You have to understand one thing about me i was the nerd girl the girl no one noticed and i knew that about myself and lived with it but when i saw sandras dad blow his load and it was just over me i felt like a beutifull princess like i was a model or something i dont think he even knew what it meant to me ''all i know is i wanted to see and do more with him and knowing he was way older and my best friends dad just made it so naughty and insanely taboo and i think thats what fueld the fire between us and i was about to finde out what happend when you play with fire and older men that know way more than i did ..

I will let you know what happend the next few nights at the cottage next time ''let me just say i learned alot about men and myself and feelings i never knew i had ......