After my mom passed away me and my step dad spent alot of time together gettig closer in many ways i think we both new how to make each other feel better ''and we spent every night learning new way to help him forget about my mom and all his worries . I know this sounds stupid and crazy but i was a little younger and i had this idea in my head that all my step dads cum was collecting inside me and every time he gave me his cum eather in my mouth or my pussy it was a little part of him and it stayed inside me making me closer every time to becomming his true little girl and not just his step daughter i know it sounds stupid but i realy believed it and when i was sucking his cock i would make love to it with my mouth because i wanted him to know i loved him ..

It was hard for me waching my mom slowly fade away the worst was when she couldent be at home anymore me and my step dad would visit her at the hospital then go home and comfort each other ''there are time when i feel so bad and guilty about how i felt there was a part of me that loved not having my mom in the house and having my step dad all to myself ''it kills me inside knowing that as my mom layed in a hospital bed with cancer i was at home in her bed enjoying everything her husband had to offer and believe me my step dad has alot ot offer . The one thing my step dad knew right from the start is where to put his hands on my body he knew just where to touch me and in some way i helped him find some spots that i liked ''I have always loved the way my step dad playes with my hair and jentaly rubs my neck its something we started right from the begining it was about two weeks after i first met him and he began to sleep over ''he would tell me my skin and hair was so soft and felt amazing he once told me that i felt untouched and felt proud that he was the first man to touch my body and over time he has touched evey inch of me .

I will never forget how it felt the day of my moms funeral it felt so wierd seeing all the family there and knowing what i was doing it felt like everyone knew and they where all looking at me '' When we got home that night my step dad took one of his blue pills and we had sex all night i even skiped school and stayed home with him and we just played ''I remember when i first sat on his lap so he could brush my hair for me''í loved the feeling of his hands every time he went down my hair they would touch my back and neck and i would shiver every time ''one night he noticed how i shiver when he touches me so he decided to jentaly run his finger down my back OH MY GOD ''i went to pieces my body shiverd like crazy and i let out this little giggle then he did it again this time a little harder then he began to go from my neck down to my waist then he began to use his hand and what started as just a simple touch became a full back rub ''It became our thing to sit together and talk as he rubed my nack and back ''he would tell me things like how my skin feels so untouched and unexplored he even told me i was like a new car because i had never been driven before and he loved the thought of him being the first man to explore my body .

It seems like everything between me and my step dad came naturaly i felt comfortable with him and found it easy to get closer to him i remember the first time i showed him my pussy the way he looked ay me i wasent sure if he was going to yell at me for doing it or kiss me ''it was about two weeks into our new body rubbing and he was making me melt into his arms ''i was sitting on his lap as he rubed my back all over ;i leaned back onto him and he moved my hair to one side i had on my hello kitty nightie and my panties with the cat on the front was showing and i could se my step dad looking down at them 'thats when i decided to reach down and touch my panties then say to him''look theres a pussy on my panties ''then i used my finger to pull my panties down just in the front and said ''and theres a pussy inside as well''my step dad was quiet as he looked down into my panties  ''The feeling of him looking at my pussy made me crazy i mean i never showed anyone before and i touched myself reaching deep into my panties then pulled out my hand then just for fun i put my hand in front of his face and to my surprise he grabed my hand and placed it into his mouth ''i just looked at him sucking on my hand i could feel his tongue between my fingers licking them then he took it out and said he wanted more so i touched myself again and he put it back into his mouth ..

After a few days  he skiped my hand and began to lick my puusy ''Its funny how i still believe that i have swallowed enough of his cum that i am his daughter and not just his step daughter i think theres enough of his seed inside me now .I have thought about if i would still suck his cock if he was my real dad and to be honest i cant answer that there is a part of me that says yes and a part that thinks no but then there are times when im sucking his cock and i think to myself yes he is my real dad and it makes me horny as hell ''And yes i do call him daddy all the time and have no problem yelling it out in bed .

Its keeping everything a secret that i hate i mean telling you about it is ok because you understand but there are people that think its wrong not only because of our age difference but because hes my step dad as well ''Some people think its wrong that instead of teaching me right from wrong my dad is teaching me the fine art of sucking cock .