As i lay here in my bed at 2am on a satuday reading your messages i get some asking how i ended up having sex with my step dad ''  When i think about everything that lead up to me and my step dad being intamit it all comes down to just having each other in a time when things where very bad for both of us ''When my mom got cancer everything changed in my life seeing how cancer eats away at someone slowly is so insane ''As my mom got sicker me and my step dad became closer spending more time together we would wait untill mom was sleeping up in her room after spending the day taking care of her and we would sit together and talk as i sat on his lap or we would snuggle together on the couch ''his strong hands would rub my neck and back and it seemed to let me forget about everything and at that point it was just me and my step dad nothing els .

I found it amazing how a mans hands could make me feel so good inside i would close my eyes and feel his hand along my skin or the way he plays with my hair it just made everything better ''Night after night we would wait untill mom was sleeping then spend time together it was inocent at first just snuggling and being together ''As time went by and mom became sicker and soon was in bed all the time me and my step dad became closer ''One night we where in my room and my step dad was tucking me in to bed the next day was school so i needed to get some sleep ''i had my nightie on and my step dad had his pajama pants on and a sweater he sat on the edge of my bed as i layed there on my side under the covers he began to play with my hair running his fingers from my head all the way down to the end of my long hair i love the way his hand feels on my face when he moves my hair away from my eyes ''

Im not sure when i first began to wonder how his hand would feel on other parts of my body but thats what i wonderd about i mean if touching my face and back made me feel this good then touching other parts must be amazing ''There where so many nights when i would spend time touching myself after my step dad left the room thinking about him as my finger went into my pussy i would spend so much time just fingering myself thinking about my step dad ''Its funny because after we found out that as i was in my room fingering myself over my step dad he was in the bathroom jerking off thinking about me ''.

I will never forget the first time i touched his cock and the way he looked at me it made everything different between us ''me and my step dad said i love you to each other all the time and it always felt good to say it and hear it but the night when i touched his cock for the first time the words ''i love you ''took on a whole new meanning and feeling''as i held his hard cock in my hand i looked at my step dad and he looked at me his hand was on my face and when he said ''i love you''it gave me a whole new feeling inside it wasent that same dad love it was more intamit unlike anything i ever felt before and i loved everything about it ''There was a part of me that wanted to be there for my step dad and taking care of his cock i mean i knew my mom wasent touching it now so i felt that i needed to step up and pleasure him ''

Its amazing how he opend up when i touched his cock how he told me about his feeling for me as i held his hard cock for the first time thats when he admited to thinking about me when he jerked off and how he loved to smell my dirty panties when he did ''Its amazing how you can say i love you to someone a million times and then say it again and it feels very different thats how i felt when i said it after i made him blow his load for the first time ''you have to remember it was my first time touching a mans cock the feelings i was having where so new to me ''i had never felt so close to anyone before as i explored his cock with my hand feeling how hard he was for me and as i did his hand began to go places on my body that i had been wondering about for a long time ''his hand went down my back like it did many times before only this time it didnt stop at my waist it went further onto my ass ''Its funny because i felt like i was controling his hand using his cock ''i would grip his cock a little harder every time he touched my ass telling him i liked it i began to slowly jerk his cock for him as he pressed his finger along my ass over my panties ''his finger comming very close to my pussy i began to stick my butt out and grab  his cock hard as his finger got closer to my pussy then it hapend his finger made its way under me and onto my pussy ''at first over my panties then he made his way inside them ''I thought it felt good when i touched myself but when my step dad touched me it was over the top i couldent believe how a mans finger could make me feel like that i mean it was amazing .

We touched each other for a while exploring our bodies  his fingers made there way into my pussy jentaly and slowly getting to know the inside of me as i explored his cock feeling his balls one at a time then rubbing the soft head ''then it all came to a big finish when i felt his finger stop inside me and his cock began to jerk his legs shook and out came the bigest load of cum it shot out of the little hole like a volcanoe then back down onto my hand and his stomach it was so amazing to see '''I rubed it a few more times feeling how slipery it was now seeing a few more drops of cum come out of he little hole then i looked up at my step dad and he said ''i love you little girl ''I cant explane why but when he said it i could tell by the sound of his voise and the look on his face it was a different love ''And when i went to kiss him and our lips touched it felt very different this wasent a dad kiss it was more intamit more sexy ..

Everything changed between me and my step dad after that ''we became closer and over the next few days i got to know his fingers very well and his cock got to know my hand then his cock made its way into my mouth but thats another story and i will tell you all about it later ...