Living with extended extreme heat means having to adjust the routine activities.  Cooking and food preparation have to be done early in the day, while there are a few puffs of cooler air, or puffs of smoke from fires not far away.  Then, after a coffee to relax, I start the ritual which is more enjoyable, and forget about what is happening not far away.

This ritual starts with watching a fan masturbate while looking at my erect cock.  It is a very meaningful turn-on, and soon the precum is wetting my thigh.  (It is too hot to masturbate these days, too energy sapping)  The precum is precious: used to lubricate my cunt, enjoyably, until it is wet enough to allow the 19cm¿ silicone cock (thick) to enter my cunt and explore and enjoy its depths.  I leave the cock fully inserted and sit down to write this blog, or a message to an aroused male.  A cock getting stiff has to be one of the best sights in life, and watching it cum even sweeter.  And with the cock happily at rest, I type the blog. 

A fan of mine who used to send me messages.  I loved those messages.  Just seeing a message arrive from him sent my cock into the most rigid and instant erection I have ever had.  Extraordinary, and a big gift.  The videos were always kind of unique: no one I have -met- makes videos quite so idosyncratic.  For better or worse, he stopped communicating with me.  May be that will change.

I had a continuous crush on another fan, bbap.  But he lives far away too, so that will not come to fruition either.  Meanwhile, with the heat, it is too hard to try and find someone local - the streets are deserted after 12 noon and until 10pm.  On we go, bob and weave the currently unpleasant weather circumstances.

Have a good day, dear reader (if there are any readers LOL).  We live for improvements or the situation will not look good.