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I love knowing that people look
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I love knowing that people look at my pictures. It's great to get a compliment. If anyone has a request for a type of picture like a certain pose or want to see something specific I would love to do whatever they want. It's great to make people happy or turn them on. If someone likes me I want them to cum. This is my outlet. I have no idea how to meet people and it worries me anyway. It really sucks. Especially since I had a person to fool around with for so long. Getting to do everything I did, now makes me miss it more. It those things were all just fantasies then that would be different. But I really want to suck someone and swallow their cum. I loved it. It was incredible. I should be grateful that I was able to do that for ten years or so. But I don't think I'll ever get to do it again. And getting fucked bareback and him cumming in me and not having to worry at all made it so amazing I was able to just let go and enjoy it. Be in the moment. I honestly don't think there's anything better in sex than having a man cum in me. There were many years where we used condoms. And that kinda said there were trust issues. But it really was paranoia. And we both wanted to go bare. For so so long. In a way we kind of wasted a lot of good times. And that was all me. Every time I made myself get off I fantasized about him cumming in me. He was damn patient. But once I got past it and we got tested etc it made our sex 100% better. I loved totally giving myself to him. I loved leaving knowing his cum was inside me and knowing that he was totally satisfied. I loved giving that to him..and me. Building up to that moment and him telling me he was about to cum was amazing. Sometimes we were very dirty. Fucking. Saying really dirty things etc. and he would just do whatever he wanted. Other times we were incredibly passionate. I loved missionary, with my legs and arms wrapped around him. Hearing him moan. Me too. And I would hold him tight when he was cumming and tell him to cum in me as deep as he could. It was extremely loving. That was pure lovemaking. I loved being raunchy too. I loved feeling like he was using me. Fucking me as hard as he could while he looked in my eyes. It took probably 6 or 7 years for me to get up the courage to swallow his cum. I loved it beyond words. Sometimes I made him get on top of me and fuck my mouth. LOVED when he came. And I liked the taste too. I really did. So that was another thing I miss. I also rimmed him sometimes. Again, loved it. It was so hot. Oh my God. In all of this there was respect and trust. So I was really free to go crazy and experiment. Although he wouldn't take pictures or make a video. That sucks. That's a huge fantasy of mine. Years ago for several years I used to go to a mans house and suck his dick. I met him through the personals. Before all of this online crap. One time I convinced him to take a few pictures of me sucking his dick. When it was over there were only 3 pictures that turned out. They are in my gallery here. I wish he would've taken more. I don't get it. Why wouldn't someone make a video of me sucking their dick if their face wasn't in it? I would give anything for someone to fuck me on video. Or cum in my mouth on video. It sucks because I know who I am. I'm a good person. I not hurtful. Or selfish. I would be incredibly safe and giving. Even in a fuck buddy situation. I'd do anything to satisfy my partner. But I don't think I'll ever get that chance again.
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Posted on : Jul 21, 2026
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