I dont understand my step dad Andy he told me that i dont truly know what i want in a man because im young ''i think hes wrong i do know what i like ''he said i should go on dates with guys my age maybe someone from school ''How can i go out with some guy my age after being with my step dad he dosent understand that i like older men i just dont see guys my age the same way after being with a mature man ''Its like this''i went out with this guy in school it was ok we never did anything sexual it was just a date he did hold my hand and thats when i realized i liked older men it just felt wrong his hand was small and as we walked i felt like i was holding his hand becaise he wanted to not because i wanted to ''but when i hold my step dads hand or another older guys hand it feels right i love holding hands with someone that has strong hands and it makes my hand feel small and delicate ''.

I hate it when my step dad talkes about age and when he tells me that in 10 years he will be 67 years old and i will be 28 and i will no longer want him ''i hate it when he talks like that sometimes it feels like hes pushing me away he tries to tell me whats best for me he dosent understand i love him and not just because hes my step dad ''Things changed between me and my dad after we had sex and to be honest with you i wasent ready maybe that where the age gap has its problems ''you see i was just getting started with my sex life getting to know my likes and if there is any disslikes but dad was way more experienced and knew what he liked and as i know now there is  nothing he dosent like ''

My step has had to explane alot to me about sex and feelings ''one night we where having a talk in my room just before bed time it was a school night so it wasent late i had on this new nightie  my dad got me it was blue and silky with matching silk panties the nightie was short so my panties showed all the time ''When i went to my room to go to bed my dad came up to say good night as i pulled the covers back to get into bed my dad touched my ass then bent over and kissed it then stood up and pulled his pajama pants down ''his cock was so hard and ready to go he grabed my head and pulled it down to his cock then said to me ''a girl my age shouldent go to bed hungry ''that was the first time he was forcefull with me and fucked my mouth i mean he realy grabed my hair and forced me to suck his cock i felt very overwelmed and kept gaging because he was going to far in and i could feel his cock trying to go down my throat and even when i slaped his legs to tell his to stop he kept going untill he blew his load into my mouth .when he was finished i just looked at him and he could tell i was shocked with what just happend  ''my dad explaned to me that there are times when he gets over excited seeing me in my nighties seeing my little tight ass in shiny panties makes him insane and he looses controle like that night .

There was this one night dad had his friend Donny over for a few drinks i thought nothing of it it was normal for donny to be there hes dads best friend they work together ''i was walking around in my blue yoga tights and short sweater i loved it when they got quiet every time i walked into the room and i had no problem bending over and reaching for something as they looked at me i just love the attention i get ''Dad was in the bathroom and i was alone with donny and he looked at me and said ''you make me feel like a dirty old man with the thoughts i have about you ''i just giggled and smiled and as i walked away i made sure he got a good look at my ass .

After all that attention and showing off i was ready to suck on my step dads cock but my dad invited donny to slep over in the spare room ''Later that night after i thought they where sleeping i went to the kitchen for a drink of milk because i couldent sleep ''As i sat there at the table having my milk my step dad walked in í told him i couldent sleep and he said the same thing back,Its funny how guys seem the same no matter there age when it comes to girls ''my dad sounds like one of the guys from school when he tell me his friend donny likes me and talkes about me all the time ''i could see him getting excited as he tells me about donny even his crotch grew as he stood there talking about it ''it wasent long before his cock was out and i was on my knees sucking on it right there in the kitchen .

Now this is where things get strange ''i dont know when its just dirty fantacy talk or something more real i cant tell when my dads just having fun and talking dirty to make sex more exciting or he is asking me if i want to realy do things hes asking me its so crazy and confusing ''That night as i sucked my step dads cock in the kitchen he told me to show him what i would do to his friends cock if i had the chance so i did then my dad sat on the chair at the tabel and i got on top of him facing him and he slid his cock into me and as we slowly fucked on the chair he asked me questions about me and donny so i made things up like telling him i wanted to fuck his friend and feel his cock inside me i thought it was what he wanted to hear and it seemed to make him very horny and excited ''so there we where on the chair in the kitchen my step dad holding my hips tightly lifting me up then back down onto his hard cock as i told him about my crush on his friend donny ''then out of noware donny walked into the kitchen it seemed like he couldent sleep eather and needed a drink ''OH MY GOD ''i said to dad his cock still inside me as donny got a glass then some water from the water cooler he stood there and had his drink then another looked at us and said ''you couldent sleep eather ''my step dafd said no ''then as i thought he was going to go back to bed he decided to sit down at the tabel with us ''He couldent see my pussy with my dads cock deep inside it because my nightie was to long and coverd his lap but there was no way he didnt know what we where doing .

Donny just sat there like nothing was going on sipping his water and talikg to my step dad and me ''i just sat there on his lap with his cock in me then i felt dad grip my hips hard and then i felt him fill me with his cum it was so wierd feeling him blow his load inside me as i looked at donny sitting across from us ''i sat there on his cock for a minute then slowly got up just enough that his cock came out and went between my ass cheeks it was slipery and i rubed his wet cock along my ass a few times before reaching down to the floor and picking up my panties then as i held them in my hand i walked out of the kitchen and went to my room and to bed i layed there thinking about what just hapend and how donny now knows what me and my step dad are doing .

The next morning i got up after a whole 2 hours of sleep i was glad it was saturday and i could have a nap later in the morning ''i went down to the kitchen and found Donny sitting there having a coffee i was so embaresed i couldent look at him ;he said good morning to me so i said it back to him then i sat down at the tabel with him and talked for a while it wasent long before he began to talk about what he saw last night he told me he knew about me and my step dad before last night and he thinks its great that we are having sex together .Then he asked me why he heard me say his name as i fucked my dad at first i was scared to say anything but after some convinsing i told him about my dads fantacy and how he wants to wach me with him ''Donny asked me if its something i would like to do and if i liked him that way ''This was another learning experience ''because all i did was smile at him i didnt say a word it was just a tilt of my head with a smile then he reached over to me and put his hand on my face and told me i was very beutifull and sexy and as he stood up i could see he was ready to go his cock was sticking out and making one hell of a buldge in his shorts .

Donny asked if he could see me room so i took him upstairs to my room and showed him i was showing him my stuffed animal colection telling him each ofthere names ''i had one in my hand and when i turned around to show donny my favorit one he was standing there with his shorts down around his knees i looked at his cock standing up at full attention it was long and thick like my step dads ''donny looked at me looking at his cock and said ''its all for you have fun ''he reached for my hand and placed it onto his hard cock then guided it along the shaft telling me how he hasent been this hard in a very long time ''when he let my hand go i kept touching his cock and he began to reach into my nightie jentaly touching my boobs ''Donny looked down at me sitting on the edge of my bed as he stood nthere in front of me and put his hand on my head then made a ponytail out of my hair and as he held my ponytail he slowly pulled my head into his crotch as he told me ''your dad is going to be so proud of his little girl ''and he fed me his cock ''thats it take it all in ''he was telling me as his cock went deeper into my mouth ''he pulled me off the bed and without removing his cock from my mouth he put me on my knees and kept fucking my mouth .

Donny stood me up and removed my nightie then after feeling my ass over my satin panties he pulled them down to the floor and i stept out of them he picked them up and smelled them before sitting me back down on the edge of my bed 'then he opend my legs and put his face between them and smelled my pussy he looked up at me and said ''i forgot how amazing a young girl smells and you smell so good ''then he licked my pussy and i couldent believe he did because he saw me just a few hours ago having sex with my step dad in the kitchen and he knew he blew his load in my pussy and now hes down there eating it .

He spent so long eating my pussy then licking my asshole then he got up and began to rub his cock along my pussy as he told me about how he was older than me when he had his first time ''he said he has never been so hard in his life as he was with me then i felt his cock go into me slowly i could feel him stretching my pussy to its max then he pulled back and out and looked down at his cock it was all wet and creamy looking and he looked at my and said ''looks like i have some daddy cum on my cock and he grabed my head and sat me up then told me to eat it all up''so i opend wide and kleened his cock for him ''then he went back and put his cock back into my pussy then back to my mouth he did this about 5 or 6 times before finaly fucking me ..

and i tell you he fucked me good i didnt think a man could cum that many times and still be hard i was so shocked when he was still going strong after cumming 3 times once in my mouth then 2 times in my pussy and every one was a big load he was going crazy on my body touching me all over pushing his hard cock as deep as it would go into me then it happend i cant explane it fully but as he slowly fucked me with my legs over his shoulders i began to feel something different it was like this crazy itch inside me my ass cheeks began to twitch and i began to loos controle of my legs Donny could see that i was going crazy and quickly pulled out and went down on me he began to finger my pussy hard and lick the top as well my body was out of controle and i felt like i had to pee realy bad then i felt his finger touch my asshole and that was it i lost it i let myself go and right into his face and mouth i squerted it out from my pussy''holly fuck''i went crazy i had never felt anything like that before i had no controle over my body for that few seconds and i loved it ''

I looked down between my legs and saw donny with his face all wet and a big smile then he kissed the top of my bald pussy and said ''you are a very good little girl ''i smiled at him and said ''thank you ''We layed there together for about 30 minutes just touching each other then got dressed and went down stairs ''my srep dad was in the kitchen having his coffee donny went to the bathroom and i kept going into the kitchen dad just looked at me and asked if i had fun i just said yes and he said it sounded like i had a very good time with donny i was so embaressed i just smiled at him .i couldent tel lif he was upset or mad or excited that i fucked his friend in my room he seemed different in the way he was acting ''

It was later that night after donny had left and i was alone with him that we talked about it and had crazy sex i told him about the new feeling i had and how it felt to go over the top and that made my step dad work harder to get me to that same feeling it took a while but he finaly found that same spot that donny touched that made me go crazy and he was so happy when showed him how i can squert out of my pussy he was so proud of himself ...

im learning how things like a smile ot tilting your head to one side or touching my hair when i smile can have different meannings to men and older men can read them better than guys my age i never knew that something as simple as touching my hair and smiling can make a man think your interested in having sex with him ''i learned that night about body language and how it can speek in ways words cant ......