As i lay here in my bed i think about crazy things my brain seems to be in overdrive all the time lately not sure why ''I remember when my mom passed away things between me and my step dad where going crazy .we found comfort in each other and when we where snuggling and touching each other it let us forget about mom for a little while ''To most people what me and my step dad where doing as my mom was dying was wrong and i would agree but at the time it just felt right i mean my step dad was the first man to touch me in a sexual way''I felt so sad about my mom being sick and his touch helped me his back rubs and the way he plays with my hair gave me comfort ''i found myself using my step dads cock as a way of forgetting everything ''you see''some people have there teddy bears or some kinde of toy that they take comfort with but for me that one thing i had to have was my step dads cock .

For me when im with my step dad and his cock is in my mouth thats all that i care about i give myself fully to pleasuring that cock its not even about my step dad its just about his cock ''My mind forgets about everything els and lets me just enjoy the moment letting me make love to it with my mouth i even talk to it like  telling it how i love it ''My step dad knows by my look that i need to relax or calm down and he gets his cock out for me ''I know it sounds crazy ''but having his cock just made it easier for me to cope with everthing ít just seemed that having his hard cock in my mouth made everything better my brain goes blank and all i vare about is making that cock happy .

The day my mom passed away me and my step dad where going home and i needed my special friend the drive home from the hospital was about 30 minutes long ''my dad could tell by my face that i needed my special friend so he pulled over into the park and i sucked his cock in the car ''the feeling of his hard cock as it slid into my mouth was like popping a ballon all the bull shit of life goes away and its all about me and his cock .When we got home my dad let me have a beer and we snuggled together ''my dad told me that playing with my hair makes him feel better and calms him down so that night as i sucked his cock he played with my hair i just kept his cock in my mouth playing with it with my tongue i even fell assleep with his cock in my mouth .The next morning i woke up with his cock in my face so i just put his soft cock back into my mouth and as i layed there with my head on his lap and his cock in my mouth i knew he was awake when i felt his cock getting hard ''there is something so amazing about the feeling of a mans cock getting hard in your mouth ''we must have layed there for over a hour ''it took my dad a long time to blow his load that morning i realy had to work for it .

I was still a vitrgin at the time the only thing i had in my pussy was his fingers and tongue  ''It was the next night after mom died we decided to get away for the weekend and went on a road trip ''that night we stoped at a hotel it was fancy and realy nice and it felt so romantic .Its hard to explane but being in that hotel room made me feel like he wasent my step dad anymore he was a man and i knew he was going to pop my cheery and by the feeling in the room he knew it as well .I was overwelmed by feelings i was scared and nervouse and excited ''it began with us touching each other then i spent some time on my knees ''all i had on was my red satin panties and black silk stockings ''I stood up and sat on the edge of the bed my dad was standing in front of me and i held his cock in my hand i gave his cock a kiss then layed back i opend my legs wide and touched myself as he looked down at me i pulled my panties to one side then slid my finger into myself then looked at my dad standing there and said ''I want you inside me ''He said nothing to me he just reached down and pulled my panties down then got between my legs ''he rubed his hard cock a few times along my pussy then grabed his cock and placed the head onto my pussy then jentaly pushed it in ''i jumped and yelled out ''OUCH''after that he seemed very scard about hurting me and everything slowed down he was way to nervouse about putting his cock into me.

My step dad was on top of me and i grabed his head and pulled him down and as i held his head next to mine i whisperd into his ear ''its ok put yout cock into me ''i felt the head go back in and it made me jump again so he stoped but kept it inside me i took a deep breath then let it out and then whisperd to my dads ear ''its ok dad push it into me ''I tell you ''you would think after all the fingering my dad has don to my pussy it wouldent hurt going in but holy fuck was i wrong i mean his cock seemed twice the size it was as it slid into me '' i held onto my dad as he slowly pushed his hard cock into me i kept whispering into his ear telling him to give me his hard cock ''thats it daddy give me more i want all of you inside me ''that what i kept telling him as he slowly gave me his cock .

Everything i though it would be like was way wrong i have tried different things in me like my brush handle and one night i was home alone and found my moms dildo and vibrator i though that was amazing my dad even used it on me a few times he would put the small vibrator into my asshole then fuck me with the dildo ''his bare cock was totaly different it hurt and felt so good at the same time he would push in a little then back out and with every push in i would make a squishy face trying hard to hide the fact it hurt ''It felt like his cock would never get all the way in it was as if his cock was 3 feet long but then i felt it his ball touching me and i knew it was all in then i put my legs around his back and pulled his him for that one last push and there it was i felt my pussy get hot and so wet my eyes where popping out of my head ''he pulled back and looked down at his cock then at me and gave me a big smile and we both knew what just happend then he slowly began to fuck me ''my dad went in and out about 5 maybe 6 times then he pushed hard into me and then looked at me with this look i never seen before ';i thought i was close to my step dad and i never knew i could be closer than i was but when i felt him blow his load inside me it changed the way i felt about him .

As i layed there on my back with my legs wide open i looked into my step dads eyes and i could feel my pussy being filled with his cum his cock throbbing inside me it was like one then two as it hit the top of me inside i could feel the pressure inside me as he shot his load ''It was like he wasent my step dad anymore he was my boyfriend and we where now a couple and i felt something new for him now and i loved it .

That first time opened the door to a whole new world for me and my step dad and our relationship ''we found ourselves having sex all the time and exploring many new things ''it seemed to open the door to trying more kinky things and even going beond our comfort zone and inviting a new man or two into our love life  we seem to love going further and seeing how far we can go i have sucked a few of his friends as he wached and i have come home with a few guys my age from school and fucked in my room as daddy wached from my closet .so far we havent found our limit of comfort we seem to like what we are doing ....