I’m turning 19 soon. I’m petite (150 cm tall, 47 kg);

I used to do a bit of gymnastics and dance), and I’d like to talk about my partners on this site.

I lost my virginity three years ago with someone I loved. That relationship didn't last long, and nothing interesting happened in bed with him—though what *could* have happened? I got undressed, touched a real cock, lay on my back, spread my legs, and... that was it; I wasn't a virgin anymore. The only attempt at variety was changing positions. Then came three months of abstinence followed by sex with an old acquaintance (I still see him occasionally, actually). That was better and more interesting; he took the initiative and even asked me to give him a blowjob. After that, another unsuccessful relationship (sex only in the missionary position)... 

 And once again, I was without sex. After a couple of weeks, I started feeling the lack of it. I invited an old acquaintance for a walk in the park. I wore nothing but a dress—a super short one—and no underwear, but I had condoms with me. During the walk, I practically had to tell him outright to step aside to a secluded spot. There, I got on my knees and gave him a blowjob. He came, but by then I’d lost interest. Later that evening, though, I masturbated while thinking about what a slut I am.

 That’s when I realized I needed something more than just quiet sex under the covers. I went through four boyfriends, but none of them could satisfy me. I even tried having sex with two guys at once, but they were shy, and I ended up struggling more to get them aroused. In the end, one guy’s semen got on the other; they got into an argument and parted ways.

 So, I started college. Literally in the first month, I had sex with an upperclassman, and I almost climaxed while he was on top of me. But again—*almost*. Still, that’s an improvement.

 And I’ll stop right at the most interesting part. I’d like to discuss this and have a bit of a chat.