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My most humiliating moment
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I'm going to tell you about my most humiliating moment. But first, why I thought about it.
Yesterday, me and my boyfriend were going to a café. At home I put on a short white skirt and a white tank top.
Before we left he wanted to kiss me. Then we kissed some more. I could tell he wanted to have sex. He pulled down my panties and lifted me up and sat me down on the kitchen table. He lifted my tank top over my breasts. I lay on my back and spread my legs. He started fucking me and it felt great. But when he was about to cum, he pulled out and ejaculated on my belly. I was completely unprepared for that. I love it when he cums inside me and yesterday he had no reason not to.
A bit annoyed I had to go to the bathroom and wipe it off. When I came back to put on my panties he was holding them. When I tried to grab them he took it away. He looked at me and said "What if you didn't wear them?". My jaw dropped. He wanted me to go out without panties. I asked if it was for real. He said yes and that he thought it would be so hot to know that I was out with him without wearing any panties. I took my purse and we left. At the café I got an idea. He was sitting so he could see me. I lifted my skirt and flashed my pussy. Now his jaw almost dropped. He looked around and told me to do it again. This time he took a picture of me.
This wasn't humiliating at all. But now we come to the part where I'm going to tell you about it.
In high school I was mostly hanging with the blacks and some white girls also into blacks. I had sex with many of the black boys. One of them was a bit dominant.One day wanted to fuck me in school. I had done it before and given blow jobs so it was not a big deal. We went to one of the toilets and he told me to take off my panties. I was wearing a skirt that day. I took off my panties and he started to fuck me from behind . When he was done and I wanted to put on my panties he said I didn't need it and follow him.
I followed him and he lead me to a bench where racists was sitting. If I remember correctly it was five of them. Everyone knew they were racists.
We were standing in front of them and he told me to lift my skirt. I was shocked and didn't do or say anything. He told me again in a harsher tone and I could tell he was getting angry. I was almost trembling but lifted my skirt with both hands and showed them my shaved pussy. They stared at it. He told them he had just fucked me and his nigger seed was in my white pussy to knock me up. He said he could see that they wanted to touch it and for ten bucks they could stick a finger in me.
They told us to get lost. A lot of name calling. I don't remember everything. My face was red with shame. But the whole time I had stood there with my skirt lifted so they could see my pussy. He told me to let it down, I obeyed and we left.
He said it was close that I earned him fifty bucks.
I didn't like it at all. I was so ashamed. It was the most humiliating I've ever done. I'm not anyone's property but I didn't know what to say to him when he told me to lift my skirt.
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Posted on : Jun 28, 2026
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Commented on Jun 29, 2026
Unfortunately It had very little to do with you , you were a tool , a psychological weapon he believed he had enough control of to try and score a minor point in the grand scheme of things but more than likely a huge point for him in his mind and life. The white boys , more than likely second hand racists who were just mimicking the attitudes and behaviours of their fathers , mothers and older siblings . For your boyfriend though there would be no difference . He had been made to feel second place, inferior, beneath and completely disrespected probably his whole school life These white boy's couldn't have you , It's the reason lack guys like fucking white girls so much , it proves their the same as white boys. or if they have the girl and the white guy doesn't , better. There isn't many opportunities especially when your 16 and black in a white world to feel superior , to feel like you won apart from violence , better sneakers and fucking white girls. He didn't want to just show them he could get you and that you would choose him above them, he wanted to show them he could treat a white person like shit , humiliate them , even seel them sexually and they would still want him more than them. ' look what I can make someone your colour do, who's the dominant one here now . It's a shitty thing to do and I'm not supriwed you felt awful , it's not sexual or part of yours and his realtionship , It was purely about him wanting to show he was more powerful in that scenario then any of them could be. When you didn't do what he told you at first , thats why he got angery so quick, if you hadn't of done it , he would have felt so small and so powerless. . I have a lot of issuesd with how some black guys use and treat white girls just to make a political point and to signal to their mates and the world that they can use and dispose of white people in the way they believe white people did black people. I done a Prison sentence a couple of decades back in Brixton London and about 80% of the Prison was black at the time , which I was in the minority of white guys that didn't find that a problem , I've always somehow by instinct wanted to mix from a very young age and so don't have a pathological hate of any culture creed or colour. That's not to say I don't have issues with some individuals from certain cultures. I was on the second landing up and would spend a lot of time just people watching and directly below me was a group of maybe fifteen Jamaican and mixed English Jamaican yardies all from the same gang. This isn't the only time I've experiences this but for that year and four months I saw it at least weekly. These absolute fucking animals would talk openly, loudly about white girls on the various council estates around their parch and how they had raped them, drugged them or paid addicts with drugs , dragged girls into room at parties, got schoolgirls even walking home to get into their cars . They boasted and laughed and shared stories and would find it hilarious when finding out two of them has attached the same girl at different times. They gave the whole gang addresses and locations for when they got out and talked about the best bait and met5hod to get each girl alone etc. I think it was the third time I witnesses it I had to dash back into my cell and was physically sick . All their victim were white and all young and in some way vulnerable .In England recently there have been lots and lots of court case s and huge issue with the police being neglect and criminal on a huge scale. This was with mainly Pakistani men . 250,000 girls were groomed all of them , every single one was white , raped and abused by brown men from another culture. , gang raped and pimped out in the north of England over a fifteen year period and the police knew, lots of people knew but did nothing because it would have caused race wars. So quarter of a million white girls are going to go without any form of justice and these fucking monsters are still walking around knowing they got away with one of the biggest scandals in my countries history. . But it's the same thing as your boyfriend just a lot lot worse. I n less extreme cases I would try to have some empathy , a lot of black guys are pretty fucked up and carry a lot of trauma. in the 1980's in London growing up , almost all my black friends would get jumped and kicked often till they blacked out by gangs of white kids with skinheads. They had to watch their mums get spat in their face at the butchers and so on. It's only very recently the Police in this country have stopped being openly and savagely racist . That kind of childhood takes it toll mentally. However targeting and using young white girls as political and social weapons to give a show of power , or mistreating them and making sport of traumatising them because they are of the white community is as bad if not worse racism than that which they suffered.
I'm sorry I've gone into one awfully, you probably know most of this or don't want me blabbering about it . I was angered and felt for you , you didn't deserve to be used as a implement , a tool in a racial statement like that, I'm sorry it happened to you .. I love and enjoy dominating, controlling and sometimes humiliating girls that are my sexual partners in public , if they are sub missives and into humiliation and we have talked a lot about it first and it is what we both want to get off on. What you experiences wasn't that, in my opinion. take care. B. x
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Commented on Jun 29, 2026
Sounds to me like the racists were the ones that lost out on a great opportunity to stick their fingers in a young cunt!! Reminds me of an old punchline to a joke; Surprise, surprise, that's not my finger!!
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Commented on Jun 28, 2026
U may not be anyones property, But u were is White lil Sub
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