As i lay here on my bed i think alot about the men that i got to know on a more personal level the ones that spent time letting me into there lives ''There are times i feel bad about not be honest about myself like never telling them my real name or my age ''there is something about being handed money before sex that takes all the emotion out of the act sex to me was work nothing els .The girls in school would talk about there boyfriends and how sex was fun and felt amazing for me sex was a bunch of older men using my body for money ''my favorit position is doggy style because it alowed me to bury my face into a pillow and let my brain wonder and just let some guy fuck me until he had enough of my pussy and ass .

Its not easy being on my back when some guy is fucking me ''having to keep that fake smile on my face as he lookes down at me trying hard to make it look like i enjoy his cock ''the only thing on my minde is when is he going to blow his load and leave  .For me there was no sexual pleasure being with a man ''Then one day i met Bill And everything i though sex was changed ''I had this one regular guy he was 73 years old his name was fred he would come over for some touching and exploring a young girls body then i would finish him with a blow job ''Fred didnt drive so his friend Bill would drive him over and wait for him in the car ' this went on for over a year ''then one night as i was walking home from school Bill was driving by and recognised me so he stoped and asked if i needed a ride and i got into his car ''Bill is 71 years old and in good shape for his age he has alot of energy but im not sure if thats because he takes viagara like candy..

Over the next month i got to know Bill one on one without any sex he just spent time with me talking over dinner and walking along the beach he became like a grandpa to me and someone i could be myself with one night i was being silly and called him grandpa he smiled at me and said he liked being called that by me so thats what he became my grandpa and we got close over the next few monthes he took me to disney world and we spent 3 days in a hotel there and had no sex even my outfits changed when i was with him he bought me cute little sun dresses and shorts .i felt like i had someone that i could trust and it had been a long time sence i felt like that and i loved it ''Bill made me realise how much i had missed having a father figure in my life someone i could go to for help and to just talk to .It was so amazing because when i was with Bill i could forget about my life and just be a girl and someones granddaughter it gave me peace for a little while .

One weekend Bill wanted to take me fishing so he rented a cabin right on a lake it was beutifull there and we spent 3 days there alone ''The first day was great we had this small row boat and we went on the lake and did some fishing then sat on the beach for a while then back to our cabin ''We where sitting there together having a few drinks feeling good ''Its funny in a way how one man can make you feel so different inside how he can change your life and make you think about everything in a very different way Ít all began when Bill got up to take a piss he went over to this tree and took out his cock and went pee ''he was standing in just the right spot that the light from the porch alowed me to see his cock ..I remember sitting there and looking at him his hand holding his long cock the streem of piss comming out i wached as he shook it a few times before putting it back into his shorts ''That was the first time i ever looked at a man without feeling negative or bad i actualy felt excited about see it .

It got a little cool at night so we went inside the cabin and had another drink the Bill had to take another piss i was feeling silly so i said to bill''can i hold it grandpa ''he said ok so i went with him to the bathroom .Bill stood in front of the toilet and i stood next to him in my cute little yellow sun dress that he got me and looked down at his cock as it hung there waitting to be held so he could go pee . I reached out and took hold of his cock ''i will never forget how it felt to touch a mans cock because i wanted to not because he paid me to the feeling was so different i actualy felt something for bill that i never felt before and i liked it alot .I wached the streem of piss come out of the little hole and i guided it into the toilet when it stoped i gave it a few shakes and maybe a few to many because it got nice and hard all Bill said was ''oops you what you did to grandpa ''i giggled as i looked down at his very hard cock my hand slowly moving up and down the shaft exploring it like it was the first cock i ever touched .

I looked at bill and said ''You have a big cock grandpa ''and before he coud answer i bent over and put his cock head into my mouth ''before i go on i have to be fully honest with you ''sucking a mans cock because you want to is very different than sucking one because you have to and when i felt Bills cock touch my lips it was so different ''oh my god  ''it was like night and day i could feel myself getting wet between my legs like my pussy was getting ready for his cock .i never knew that a mans cock could tast so good the sweaty salty taste was amazing i reached under my sundress and reached into my panties sliding my finger along my very wet pussy as i leaned forward and slid his cock deep into my mouth i jentaly ran my finger along my pussy as i slid his cock in and out of my mouth .

This was my first time wanting a mans cock needing him to touch me all over 'Bill stood me up and took my hand he walked me over to the bed room then went into his bag and took out his little blue pill''viagara''and took it he looked at me and said i wanted this to last '' Bill came over to me and kissed me his lips where soft and worm and made me feel good his hands slowly made there way down my back then paused like he was scared to go further so i reached down and slid my hand into his shorts and took hold of his hard cock and after a few long passionate kisses his hand finaly made its way under my sun dress and onto my satin yellow panties his hands explored my ass sliding along the slipery satin the more he touched me the longer his kisses became and the harder i grabed his cock ''Before that moment i had never wanted a man so badly and when his finger made its way into my panties and i felt him touch my pussy the way his finger slid along my very wet pussy was so amazing it was like the first time any man had ever touched me my body was feeling things it never felt before and for the first time Bill was not a 72 year old man he was the man making me feel amazing and his age did not matter it was all about two people enjoying each others bodies .

Bill was showing me what a man truly felt like his thick finger exploring the inside of my pussy as i explored his cock with my hand then began to explore it with my mouth Bill was so sweet he let me lead the way and just let let me get to know his body he evn lefy my sundress on untill i was ready to go further ''I tell you ''i have never wanted to suck a mans cock for so long before i sucked bills '' there is something so exciting about wanting to suck a cock and not being forced to ''The feeling i got when bill finaly took off my dress and for the first time looked at my bare chest there was this look in his eyes as he wached his hands touch my chest almost like a child with a new toy his worm lips felt so good on my nipples and i kept giggling as he went from one to the other kissing and licking each one holding them jentaly in his hands as he did .

Foreplay lasted over 2 hours just having fun exploring each others bodies i would suck his cock for a while then stop before he got to excited and blew his load Bill like it when i called him grandpa as i told his how good it felt when he licked my puaay and asshole he tried so hard to get his tongue into my ass and at one point he was abel to gentaly fuck my ass with his tongue ''It felt so strange being with a man and wanting him at the same time and when his hard cock finaly found its way  between my legs and i felt it go in i looked into his eyes as he looked at me and fot the first time i told a man ''please fuck me ''and oh my god he did just that i never though a cock could feel like that i was so horny and wet his cock slid into me making me shiver from head to toe i arched my back and felt his cock go deep the feeling was so intence i yelled out ''i love you grandpa''and he said i love you baby girl .

I never knew a mans body could make me feel like that i wanted to hold him so badly it was as if i couldent get close enough i juat wanted to crawl inside him i had this need to feel his cock inside every hole i had and believe me i did feel it in every hole ''I tell you i thank the makers of viagara for that night and keeping bill hard for that long .that was my first time with a man when i wanted more after we had sex it seemed like it was never enough and over the 3 days in the cottage we didnt get to do any fishing or even left the cottage we just explored our sexual needs ..

Bill showed me a whole new respect for older men and sex can be fun and feel amazing with the right man 'and i loved calling him grandpa in bed and he shared the same feeling about it as well ''Grandpa was the first man to take me over the edge and show me what a true orgasm felt like he showed me what loosing controle of my body because of the way he touched me and the way his cock hit that right spot inside me .i remember the first time it hapend ''WOW'' my body went crazy and my eyes went so wide his cock was deep inside me as i rode on top of him he told me to use his cock for my pleasure so as i wiggled my ass with his cock inside me i felt something very different something that made me go crazy it took me a few seconds to finde it again bit when i did WOW it made me body feel amazing it was like his cock was scratching this insane itch i had inside me and then it happend i lost total controle my legs gave out and it felt like i went pee it just sprayed out onto him he looked at me and said''thats my little girl''.

Like a kid with a new toy i used his cock to get myself to that point over and over again my need to feel that sensation was so strong i felt a little sorry for grandpa his cock was in pain after 3 days of me using it to get myself off by the second day i was putting his viagara on his tongue to make sure he stayed hard for me .